Life

Weaken bonds

Tuesday, August 16, 2011
6:46 PM

bonds are meant to be weaken in a relationship that isnt strong enough.
every single comment can just lead to breaking up these bonds..

its hard to prevent these from happening..
truth is, it is so predictable, you behaving like this..
because you will never surprise me with your actions..

just one single blow, all plans are dismissed..
somehow, i wished you didnt appear... that would made my mood so much better..

because if you did.. i need to be angry / upset.. its kinda tiring to be it.. and its tiring trying not to at the same time..

you dont try to make me happy or cheer me up like you used to anymore..
we both have changed..

and the bonds have been weaken..

Saturday, August 13, 2011
1:14 AM

Humans have 2 sides of them most of them..
May not be all... Or probably just me..

One side really wanted to care..
The other side is totally selfish.. Which is to be only concerned woth my own and current issues..

Recently there have been so much dissapointments that I know it's coming.. I really don't know how to imagine my future with you anymore.. Really want to give up when I can.. but I'm unsure.. If I can really be independent..

It has been like 2 weeks since we last hanged out.. :/
I miss the lovey dovey feeling we guard to had.. Which always made people envious of us.. But it seems like they are all gone..