Life

Monday, October 29, 2007
9:22 PM

lalala~~~

feeling alot better le~ =)

rawwrr!~!!!

i dun have clothes to wear on odie mama de wedding dinner~!!!

sobbb..

nvm~

thurs im going out to buy 1~!!

I need a new wardrobe~!!!!

rawwrr~!!!

every 1 have been sooooo busyy...

counting down 3 days to buy new dress~

counting down 5 days to my baka deng deng kor de bdae

counting down 7 days to finish my o lvls..

counting down 15 days i wanna find a job~!!!

dino shi ben dan

dinosaur~ rawwrrr~!!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007
2:25 AM

moodless...

really damm moodless..

arrghh!!!

roar!!!!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

haix...

i dun wanna be emolish...

i also dunno wat happen

jus feel sooooo dammm moody...

haix...

Thursday, October 25, 2007
11:40 PM

Never let u go - Janice wei lan

The rain,
just never seems to bring
the joy I feel the same.
Everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart can’t seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark all that
I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I’d never let you go

The way you left me on the train
I don’t know what to say
I remember everything that day
I can’t believe we’d never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance

10:55 PM

i dunno wat to say...

hahax...

now watching live the dreams..

omgg..

my idol won!!
fendi and by def rox~!!!!

wakakakaa

rofl..

hahax...

they songs they sang...

sooo nice....

feeling abit emolish now...

hahx..

today...i jus kept repeating a song...

called..

never let go..
by janice wen lan..

hahax

4:30 PM

ROFl!!!

LMAO!!!

hahahahaha!!!!

this world is so small!!!

this singapore is so dam small!!!!

hahahahahaha!!!!

u noe...

3 days ago...a guy...added me in friendster...

an unknown person...which have some similarities with me!!

hahaha...

same primary school...

play the same sport..*archery*

and also play RO!

wakkakaka!!!

and den...

today...

i went to help coach again...

she intro me her students which came to help too...

i find him quite familiar but...jus couldnt rmb where i saw him...

we sort of chatted...

and...

i saw his phone...

and i was like...

omg...

and i asked...

eh...afew days ago did u add a archery gal also??

and he was like...

"ya..."
"omg"
"u are Evangeline??"

i was like...

OMGOMGOMG!!!

ROFL!!!

hahahahahahaha!!!!

the world is soooo dam small!!

he is the 1 tat added me in friendster!!
hahahaha!!!

lolx...

a tiring day...yet happy~

=)

a new friend made~

=)

Monday, October 22, 2007
4:13 PM

tired...

sleepy~!!

wanna go study liao~~!!

omg

* since when i noe how to study again *

xD

anyway....

early morning today..

went out to help coach again..

dam tired...

woke up at 515..

=.='''

jus reached home not long ago..

my life...is back to normal..

=)

and im glad abt tat..
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to all my net friends..

@rikki: thx for being there for me...to be my listening ear...to give advice to me...to be so caring...gosh...i dunno how to thx u enuff..jus...muackiesx! u are forever my jie~!!=x

@irrine lui: its time to move on for me...u also should move on...i may not have time to pei u some times...but...jus remember...we a jus an sms apart~ =) lots of ppl care for u... and i wanna say tat...i wan u to be happy too...thx all this while to accompanying me..accepting my mistakes sometimes...thx u~ =) mummy love u too~~ =)

@allie: u might not read my blog~ though...i jus wanna say...thx u too...u gals mean alot to me...u are like my big sister..." always " bullie me...T_____T but...i noe u care for me too...

@elly: u are sooo cute!! =x...xD..hmm...elly~ u jus rox la~ =x

@karl: rofl..u sark! and i noe i sux too..=x hahahaha...thx for showing ur way of emoing?? wakakaka...=) and ur advise sometimes too..=)

@deng deng kor: ben dan kor...=P u always lend me a listening ear wheni needed 1...hahax..thx so much~ muackex!

@soulx kor: gosh~~~!!!kor u rox man!! xD...thx kor for always standing by my side when i needed u..thx for comforting me when im sad...telling me jokes trying to make me laugh when i am not happy..thx for talking to me when i felt bored...thx for being here for me...muackiex!!thx sosososososososo much...><...kor kor take care wor! dun get sick again!!

@joel di: baka didi..=) u are the best kk!! dun soo loner la...mix around with ppl abit more...=.=''' or not everytime only i pei u chat...=.=''' dun every time sit alone or mvp alone...play with us also.../e2/e8 wakakaka...di...thx u for being there when i needed u too...when im sad...u are always jus really 1 sms away...=.=''..rofl...jus sms u nia..u straight reply liao..hahax...thx~

@yuyu: go die pls...=.=''' i dun wan u quit iro la!!! go die!!!! once u go...there will 1 lesser ppl for me to pour my feelings at...T____T yuyu...we will miss u...T___________T u are always my ben rubbish innocent angel gal = baka yuyu!! /ok

@pooh: baka lui~!! muackiex!! u ben ben de! so cute...muackiex!! mama love u too~~ =) thx for being there for me~ =)

@alice jie: hahax...ur jokes always make me laugh...=P thx jie~ =) muackiex! u are a great friend... =) u always noe wats wrong with me..always give advices to me..always so caring to us when we are troubled...

@odie mama: mama u rox~!!! muackiex~!! thx for everything!!

@baka ken!!: ben dan la u!!/e5

@kaz: hmm...baka ben dan kaz...going ns liao...den who also dun wan meet...go die pls...xD...jus wanna say...thx so much for being there for me to...=) kaz.. u rox!! RED ALLIANCE ROX!!!

@vic: hehex...baka dar! muackiex! i guess...i will nvr regret marrying u in iro gua?? xD...muackiex! ben dan! =)

@sheng: hehex..i think u also nvr read my bloggie or dun even noe it existed...rofl...jus wanna say...u are a good uncle.../gg hahax...u are a good big bro to us... =) u rox! AND...I AM NOT NUA TENG!!!

@hao =): * evil grin * looking for ur name?? wakakaka!! of course i will not miss out u la~!! ben!! wakakaka!! jus wanna say...i had been busy some times..ya...u really rox too...=) a very good friend =).. ^^

to those names are not above + above + every1...

i jus wanna say...

u guys rox... i love u guys...thx so much for always being there for me when i needed u guys...u guys will never move or leave me when i im sad or watsoev3r...i jus wanna say...thx soooo much!!

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@NGUI JIE YING!!!: u sux la!!!! ask u linkie me till now also haven link...baka!!!=.='''rofl..jie ying...u are forever my dam dam best sister cum best friend!! love u lots~!!! muackiex!!!

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i will never forget u guys... all this will become my beautiful memoriesx!!!

thx all...

for making my life so beautiful...

=)

ps: dun worry this is not my last speech la...dun think i so stupid la...im not gonna suicide =.='''... BAKA!!

=x

omg~~ i posted sooooo much=.='''
xD

EvaN~**
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btw... last but not least...if tat idiot is reading this too

PLEASE KINDLY GET OUT OF MY LIFE...U SUX!
=)

EvaN~**

Friday, October 19, 2007
2:21 AM

im happy with wat i have...

=)

vic, pooh, gilbert kor kor, odie mama, alice jie, rikki, allie, elly, kaz, karl, kendrick, yuyu lui lui,jieying, keetee,
and those friends tat i missed out above..

thx so much for supportting me all this while...
thx so so so so much

^^
love u guys lots~ ^^

im super happy with wat i have now..

at least for now~ ^^

muackiex~!!

1:05 AM

Selfish - nsync

I just don't understand
Why you running from
A good man, baby
Why you wanna turn your
Back on love
And why you've already
Given up
See I know you've been
Hurt before
But I swear I'll give you
So much more
I swear I'll never let you down
'Cause I swear it's you
That I adore
And I can't help myself, babe
'Cause I think about you
Constantly
And my heart gets no rest
Over you, you you yeah
CHORUS:
You can call my selfish
But all I want is your love
And you can call me hopeless
Baby
'Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm
The only one for you

So what's wrong with being
Selfish

Yeah

I'll be taking up your time
Till the day I make you realise
That for you there could be
No one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby, I would take
Good care of you
Now matter what is you're
Going through
I'll be there for you
When you're in need
Baby, believe in me
'Cause if love is a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
'Cause I don't want to live
Without you
What can I do, oh

Repeat chorus

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you
Give up your heart
You know that
We're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want to do is
Give you love
Forever and ever and ever

Repeat chorus

Selfishly I'm
In love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you
Selfishly I'm
In love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you
Selfishly I'm
In love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you

Prove that I'm the
Only one for you
So what's wrong with being
Selfish, selfish, selfish

So what's wrong with being
Selfish yeah

12:53 AM

happy..

jus..

happy~~

^^

happy with wat i have now..

happy with the people tat im with now..

jus ^^

happy~

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
10:23 PM

still thinking of him...

wat should i do...

i dun wanna care anymore...

jus wanna concentrate on my exams?

and my friends...

tats all...

but how to get tat dam idiot out of my mind...

seeing him with other gals...

hurts me dam lot...

help me pls~~

lolx...

i must be mad to blog this up...

=.='''

anyway~~

thx my friends for supporting me all this while...

thx guys...

dun miss me wor...

i try not to online so often to play games le..

study study study...

its late la..

but..

at least..
=x

i still wanna study?

=x

lolx..

some1 murder me pls~~

muackiex~

Emoing gal~**

Tuesday, October 16, 2007
10:32 PM

today...

went to greenwich sec sch to teach those uniform groups archery...

helping my coach...

woke up so early cus of tat dam headache

hahax..

@@

5 am wakie...keep trying to go back slp but cannot...

@@

from 11 am meet coach work work work...

carry thing here and there...

shout here and there...

instruct here and there..

keep standing up nvr sit until...

=.='''

wan faint liao..

eat breakfast at 1030 am...

eat lunch and dinner at 7++ 8 pm...

wahhh

will die leh...

dam tired...

abit sore throat liao...

hahax...here are some pics!!

10:30 PM

hahax... ytd.. went out with rikki and gang~~ =P
gang aka elly + allie + rikki + karl + joven + maddy and most importantly... me!!

lolx =.='''

hahax...

drank abit.. and got headache this morning..

here are the pichaz!

5:00 AM

1 word

HEADACHE!!!

=.='''

when out with rikki and elly~ that gang~ =P

when drinking abit..

ABIT ONLY~!!!!

den straight go slp..

now having headache on 5 am

=.='''

swt~~

double swt~

triple swt~

=P

going back slp soon~

lalala~~

^^

Emo gal~**

Monday, October 15, 2007
11:28 AM

as wat rikki say..

i need to let go...

but..

how??

its jus a dam selfish tot inside me

friends are always more impt now~~

^^

if i dun have u guys with me..

i think i will break down long ago le~ xD

tml~

got archery course!

WAKAKAKA!!

got abit income at last...

@@''

xD

see later got time i update again~

=P

tataz~!
muackiex~ * to all my lovely friends *

Sunday, October 14, 2007
10:43 PM

why do i still feel this way...

evan wake up pls..

he dun even like u..

wake ur dam freaking mind out of tat guy...

how to forget a guy??

help me pls~!!!

im gonna break down again soon...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

damit

evan...dun be stupid...wake up

its time le...

dun destroy other ppl's happiness...

wake up!!!

DUN DREAM ANY MORE!!!!!!!!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

signing off..
* dam freaking emo gal *

Saturday, October 13, 2007
10:39 PM

i promise wat i say in my blog will be nothing but truth...

nothing but my true feelings...

_____________________________________________

wat if i say..

i still cant get him out of my mind...

wat if i say..

i see other ppl with him i still will feel jealous??

wat if i say..

i hate him with all my heart...

wat if i say..

i dunno wat im doing my self?

wat if i say..

i feel so dam moody now??

wat if i say..

i am really dam sickie now??

wat if i say..

im so tired of everything...

wat if i say..

i wanna end everything..

wat if i say..

i wanna forget all the unhappiness??

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how am i gonna end all those worries??

all those unhappiness??

can i say tat im tired??

i think i am forever an unchangeable

~ Emo Gal ~

1:48 AM

rikki...
im sorry....
i shouldnt have suspect any1...
sorry...
pls forgive me...
Dui Bu Qi
><
pls dun ignore me...
sorry rikki...
u are one of my best friend...
rikki~ sorry><

sorry rikki~~

Friday, October 12, 2007
1:38 PM

another moodless day~

i really cant believe wat i did wrong??

izzit wrong to tell the truth???

i swear with my heart i nvr betray any 1!

telling u guys the truth

i jus ended up being suspected

these few years u ppl noe me..

u guys still think tat im this type of ppl..

my heart hurts deeply...

really deeply...

maybe...im also in the fault...

hanging out with the wrong guy...

haix...

if u guys really dun believe me...

den forget it...

i dunno wat to say also le...
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haix...

some 1 murder me pls...

life feels so meaningless to me nowadays...

dun really noe wat im doing to myself also..

i guess...i have jus destroy a friendship??

every1 suspect me now...

wat have i done??

haix...

im feeling so weak...

feeling so hard to breath..

haix...

1:40 AM

scald my finger when scooping for soup today..
its was so dam hot but i can jus let go the bowl and end up my leg also kanna mah~~ so...i endure...=.=''
put down the bowl...my finger is soo dam hot~~~~!!!!!!!!

=.='''

my thumb now got blister...
first time see finger kanna blister
=.='''

guys....really sux some times

make the gals cry le...sad le...den happy...

lui o~~ i nvr wanna ignore u~~ jus tat..
its better tat u not noe..~

y are guys such a jerk??

really wonder~

sigh~

EvaN~**

Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10:48 PM

im jus another normal gal with a stupid life??

tired~~

jus being stupid~

ignorant~

sorry friends...if i have been ignoring u guys lately...

have been abit emolicious?
____________________________________________

anyway~~

joel~

thx for ur bdae gift~

its really very very cute + nice~~

i loved it~~

but the box kanna destoryed..

=.='''

thx anyway~

___________________________________________

emolicious~~

its my style now izzint??? xD

part of my life being emo..

part of my life being lonely??

part of my life dunno wat im doing~

=x

EvaN~**

Tuesday, October 9, 2007
2:47 AM

hehex~~my days have cheered up lots~ all thx to rikki elly allie kaz fusion and my bao bei lui lui irrine~~ now starting to watch er zuo qu zhi wen~~

in there ~ there is this song~
very nice~

靠近一点点

默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我(会)努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

Sunday, October 7, 2007
3:11 AM

sometimes...i jus really dun understand guys...its my bdae..haix....i must always remember to keep a smile on my face and i will do it~

nitex every1~

thx for celebrating my bdae with me~

EvaN~*

Saturday, October 6, 2007
10:27 PM

i dunno wat to say...jus let those pics do the job~~

thx daddy mummy~
thx jie ying~ mei ying~ keetee~ and si hao~~

muackiex!

love u guys lots lots~~!!

12:17 AM

thx every 1 ><...

i loved the pressiieee thx sooooooo muchie!!

thx kazzy and gang for tat star necklace...its soooo dam dam nice!! thx soooooo much!!!><

thx alliee rikki and elly~!! for ur pressiee and organizing the outing~~!! thx soo much~!!

thx karl for ur choclates~! xD i get fat i will be coming after u../gg

xD

thx every 1~!! its is really my best bdae celebration ever!!

thx thx thx~!!!

here are some pichas!!

enjoy!!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007
7:50 PM

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..for me.

12:22 AM

i loved the stars on the sky...but its losing the strength in giving out the light to provide me going on...

stars..i have ever wondered...if wishes to the falling stars come true...

this very moment...my heart is feeling very heavy...abit moodless?? + feeling wanna run to my room to cry...* cry for wat ?? * i also dunno....jus feel like crying...sigh...

heavy heart...no sparkling stars...no wishes coming true...feeling down...