seriously.
if you dont talk to me since young, i rather you dont talk to me till the world end for me. because when you do, you make me feel like you want something from me and i must give it to you.

do you know that or realise it yourself, that no one can say no to you, when they do, you would say they are bias or unfair, without reasoning it yourself.

excuse me. i just wanted a reason. a specific reason to know why you need my things for. but you didnt want to tell me. because obviously you are hiding something.

and can i know. since when you want something from me, it has been good for me? i can tell you.. ZERO times. you wanted my atm card when i was young? wat happen? my money was missing from my ATM!!! haha.. so funny ? my NRIC? you extended my student line for dad for what reason? for a free phone for yourself.

since when can i know when you want my NRIC is to do something for me. ask yourself. to me since young. what i have seen is that, you are selfish.

you can tell me that all your bags are still paying for them, then why you still buy so many for? you have like how many branded bags? need me to count for you? please, seriously. find a better way to lie to me.

and when i say no to you. you say that im bias against daddy. LOOK and recall yourself.

whenever you quarrel with daddy, who is the one who is siding you.
whenever you are upset, who is the one beside you to comfort you.
whenever you go crazy, who is the one who cools you down?

look and answer it yourself.

when you need me, did i side daddy ?

now look into yourself,
who is there for me when im upset? or do you even know when i am upset?
who is there for me when i've got a award ceremony? did you even care if i had an award? did you even say good job to me?
who is there on our family dinner? whenever we have one? me , daddy, da ge and er ge. are you there?
who is the one who talk and advice us from young? its daddy.

you wanna know wats with you?
in my eyes.
you are the one who is making my life difficult, making me depress.
telling me stories that i shouldnt be worrying about.
giving me problems.
asking me for money when im only working part-time.
telling me that i am bias when i actually cared for you.
being over paraniod and calulative when you shouldnt have.

that is you in my eyes.

i really wanted a mom like every other girls have.
like jy's, nikki's
who would talk to them, and really show that she love them.