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3 Man Show
Friday, May 30, 2008
4:50 PM

even if the faci didnt know..

but.. its a 3 man show today..
as the presentation is done only by me, lois, and jessie

hahax..

okok...abit by YP..

im glad...
tat we are able to do such a good job with out those "sarcastic guys"
Those guys that think that we will need their help... if you dont help urself.. no one will help u..
u dun even take the initiative to look at our slides..so what if u gave 1 or 2 websites?? they are of no use..
lolx...

so sarcastic...so what if you are more popular within the guys??

some day when they see the REAL u.. they will leave..
didnt try to find den dun say hard laass...
i easily found so many info on the problem we are doing..
den u say hard...
lolx...

hahahah...
i look down on u man...
u didnt even try to do ur best..

even though i got abit distracted when we are doing our slides..
but u are the one who didnt COME IN URSELF without us asking u to come...
lolx..

its things that need to be done...
people do not have to keep asking u for it...
but u showing the initiative to help..

anywayss... this is my last post till my camp is over..
one more hour...
=))

lurrbbiieex
dun miss me ya~~

<33

That's what friends are for =))

3:44 PM

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

And then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember ...

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
(*Thats what friends are for*)

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Prepare!!
Thursday, May 29, 2008
8:46 PM

tired...

need to prepare for my camping stuff...
camp starts tml...lolx

its my Leadership training camp... for "School of Sports, Health and Leisure"
SHL!!

hahax... it was kinda of a last minute thing too...
i was only noticed on tues that i was in!!

hahax...

out of the whole of year one students and year 2..

i am one of the 50 that got into the camp!!

YEAHH!!!

lolx...

so proud of myself...hahaha...

tiring day...
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
9:43 PM

tired...

=/

hahaha...

teach primary 5 kids archery..
i was assigned for the hardest...lolx...
the shortest of all + they are gals..lolxx
the more shorter, + gals = the lesser energy to pull

i have to kneel down and help them to pull...

but overall..
its super funny + fun + super duper tiring!!!

lolx...

i saw my primary 5 form teacher there too!!

hahax...
mrs serene tan!

hahax...
she is still as pretty!!!

=))

Tuesday, May 27, 2008
7:44 AM

lolx... weird dream...
dreamt about " the secret place", the "true looks" of 2 person...
abit terrible for me though..
hahax...

the dream was about me and my classmates..
there's this 2 person..in my dreams
they we acting like they are good friends to you but at the back...=/


in the dream.. we actually planned to watch a movie cus its some person's bdae..
and the person already is waiting for us there...
and we were at a party be4 moving off to the area...
we were late by 30 mins.. close to 1 hr..
so.. they decided not to go already...
they when on partying..
and me.. i tried my best to rush over...
but i forgot to take the movie tickets from them..
i run back.. and saw them at KFC
i went in and took the tickets from her..
when i walk out... at the glass window...
i heard them shouting...
" evan is a bitch.. very fake.. act pretty.." and alot others...
they thought i couldnt hear...
but i heard everything..
i shouted at them to shut up..

and ran to the "secret place" that one of my closest friend shown once to me...
i didnt know who told the about the place...
but..
its beautiful...

its up a tower..
with a very beautiful night view...
its high up.. and the lift is inside of the tower..
around the tower is a sprial staircase..
very windy...
i sat there quietly..
and cried..

den i woke up...

Do i miss him??
Monday, May 26, 2008
7:26 AM

just some random post in the early morning, where i jus climb out of bed...
and the first thing and quite surprisingly i saw him replying me in msn...
am i missing him??

hahaha...

i dunno..
he's gonna go ns soon..
jus right after my bdae...
10/10/08..

i dunno what to say...

=/

but because of him... i have changed quite abit..
instead of keep looking at tops only..
i am actually looking for dresses too..
lolx..
=/
im not smiling now..
what does it mean??

hahax..

im definitely not emoing.. dun worry..
=) this is a real smile..
=))

ice creams??? Love it!!!!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
1:31 AM

FRIDAY~
hahax... i have been eating icecreams for the pass 2 days...
friday cus still abit kinda moody,
i went out with hao and kaz tgt for dinner den to ben & jerrys!!
met up with daniel and his friend, not the poly one.. but kaz's nursing friend
ate cloud's 9!
super yummy!!!!!!!
hahax...
SATURDAY~
cause allie was admitted in the hospital cus of appendix. me, ray, kaz, and fusion planned to go visit allie...
i was late for around 1 or 2 mins, and when i saw kaz and fusion walking towards me, my first impression is...
"whoa wooooo"
" GAYS!!"
hahaha....
they both wore green..
lolx..
went to tan tock seng hospital in NOVENA
ps: fusion claims that its at balestia still say + chop + guarantee
lolx...
accompany allie for a while den moved off to plaza sing.. see if there's any nice movie and nice time slots and nice seats... ended up.. there isnt any...
we walked into the arcade and played the grabbing of sweets and dolls machine..
and we were stuck there...hahahahaha
i got a very cute green doll!!
super cute!!
but i spend 14 bucks on it..
but it was fun kayz!!

hahax... we walked from ps to city hall...
super tired... went there to walk walk shopping shopping!!
today kaz became my carrier...=x
guy that helps me carry my things..=x
super funny...
den we were so tired and didnt wanna move off to B&J that early..
we took a bus to cathay, and in that 10 mins bus trip, kaz fell aslp..
and he's super funny..
hahahax...
we took his pics and we were still bored..
so me and fusion took afew more of our own..

we went over to paradise center to "spend time"
they played pool, while i slp..
after they finished with pool..
kaz sat down to play some street fighter game..
lolx... he play till the whole machine was shaking...
hahahaha...
den we went up to advisor's lan shop..
they played and while i slp again...
hahax...cant blame me..
im super tired and having headaches...><><

den we moved off to cathay around 830..
den kaz rmb that he needs to get his cousin's bdae pressie...
lolx..

den left me and fusion at b&j..
i ordered nachos cus we wanted to wait tgt with kaz den order ice cream
den suddenly rikki and her bf popped out..

lolx..
hahax...
she knew that i will be there on sat nights..
=))
they went to the food expo
and she was like asking and showing me if i rmb this bottled drink
that is very gas-y and its with a marble in it..
i took it.. looked at it...
and SHAKE it real HARD!!
cus she said its a gas-y drink..
lolx..

hahahaha....
super funny...
den after awhile.. they left..
and the live band started to play...

from 3 weeks ago..
ever since i started going to
the cathay's B&J
listening to the live band..
i fell in love with it..

it takes away all my stress and troubles..
its real fun and enjoyable!!!
but den again..
it makes me recount on lots of memories too..
memories that i need to keep it away from me...
that i have to jus remain it as memories..
things that remind me about him...
the songs, the guitarist..
hahax...

but still..
i love ben and jerrys!!!!!





the legendary cloud's 9
look's yummy right??

this is what we ate on sat.. i was kinda full cus of the nachos i ate be4 that with fusion!
nicey~~!!
lemon sorbet, strawberry~ and a new flavour called brownie cheese cake i think..


this is kaz and his greedy face..=x

me and fusion in b&j!!

cus we walked from plaza sing to city hall.. and shopped there with me...
all of us were super tired!
esp this kaz...
look at his face..
hahaha...
super funny!~

since me and fusion is awake~
fotos!!!!!rawrr!!

in the irc!!

smilee!

* act cute *=x

b & J love it!!

Ben and Jerrys!!
i love you!!

hahaha...

my new sat hanging out place..

The cathay : ben and jerrys!
9-1045 you will see me there!

Lurbbieex!!

i love my friends!!
Saturday, May 24, 2008
12:01 AM

i love you guys man!!

firstly is hao, fusion and KAZ,ray,Javerson ,joel,mervin,wallace, keetee,chris, and rikki, allie!!!
they are always always ALWAYS there for me..jus one call or one msg... they will be there... no matter what... thx u guys for being by my side for these moody days..

den is jessie and ah tan!! =))
from the start of the sch.. they have been always by my side ever since i started my sch..... hahax...
=))

thx guys...

=))

i know that when i take up and pick up something, i will have to let go of something too..
im jus glad that i have you guys... =)

loves!!

Lurbbies!!!!

Friday, May 23, 2008
12:02 AM

awww man!!!!

im so super really going crazy..
with all the sacrstic ppl in my class..
taking ppl for granted..
naming ppl
y dun like they just say??
y do they have to pretend till like so good to them den behind do gossip and stuff...
gossipping about ppl behind their back * even sometimes i do that too.. im sorry *

seriously... today in class im on the verge to cry out lorrs...
sigh...
i always say forget it, never mind
but actually i really really mind alot in my heart...
sigh...

=/

for now on... im gonna lock the blog up and limit to only my closer friends being able to read it only...

=/

seriously.. im starting to dislike them... or i have already started disliking them??

=/


im reallly reallly feeling really very moody... i hate myself for behaving like this...

feeling down, half hearted, but luckily there's Super Hao! =x
Thursday, May 22, 2008
11:01 PM

today.. wasn't really feeling good in class...
was really really quite moody and upset...
sighh

maybe cus im really sensitive..

when out of the class straight after class ended...cus i didnt wanna go home so early, called some of my friends, some of them were busy, and i didnt wanna disturb them..

called hao after that...

went over to west mall to meet him.. bought 3 tops today while waiting for hao....
ate sakae and walked the whole west mall to look for something to do...
looking for my friend's bdae pressie and look for something for me to spend on..=P

after shopping in west mall, hao drove me around cus we were indecisive about where to go..den i suggested going to smb park.. hahax..it started drizzling, so we stayed in the car taking lots and lots of pics cus i suggested it...

around 5-10 mins later, the drizzle stop, we went over to the park, played with the swing, and i buried hao's shoe!! hahaha!! should have taken a pic of it!! lolxx... so funny...

=))

thx hao for accompanying me for the night... xie xie!!

=))






Smile!!! =)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
9:46 PM

the most important things that came into my life..

are my friends..

im nothing with out u guys...

thank you guys..

=)
love is simple yet complicated..
love is sweet yet hard..
love is something that every one wants..

=)


11:53 AM

hahaha.... super funny... i love science class!!!

love it!!

=))

always crazy and very fun!!

=))

trying to get off my past.. =)

10:54 AM

i just realise that.. i have been trying to look for him..i meant by trying to give a look out for him.. wherever i go...wanna know how is he and alot things more...i know i have to really let him go... and it have already been one year since we broken up...

i loved him...

but now.. i do not know... if that is still consider as love or as jus a memories...because he's really so good to me... i regreted.... i really did... hahax... but its time to really really really let go... but really... how??

I'm Yours~ * nobodies * =x
Sunday, May 18, 2008
3:19 PM



Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved.

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My Lovely Saturday~ =))

12:43 AM

happy happy dayyy~

ytd did a screeniee background for my desktop..

super nice!!!

=))

do until 3am den slp..hahaha...Woke up at 11++ after "lai" on the bed for 1 or 2 hours..
use the lappy for awhile den go bath, getting ready to go out for the briefing for some coldstorage thingy event... Volunteer.. =P, when over to UOB bank to bank in my Cheque!! got money lee~~ yays!!!after the briefing, met up with fusion and kaz at the lan shop after shopping for a few rounds... didnt buy anything though..stayed there for an hour..den walked from PS to ngee ann city to have pepper lunch... yummy!!! super full... hahax... after that... we walked back to Cathay for ben and jerrys..on the way back me fusion and kaz had lotss of fun..!! we went there to watch the band's live performance... LOVE the performance, and LOVE the ICE CREAM!!! btw... thx kaz for the ice creamss!!!! yummyy!!!!

nice... but not as good as the last week's one... =p..but im so gonna go over again next week~!!!
rox onn!!!

=))

with lots of love from the silly gall..=))

PS: im redoing the screeniees... =)) it can be better! =))

those wanna see.. msn me for it~ =))

=P

SUPER IDIOTIC FACI
Thursday, May 15, 2008
4:45 PM

super B****Y!!!!!!
DAMMMMM

FREAKING HELL...

DAMMMMMM

WTH LORRS
FREAKKK!!!!!!
ANYHOW GIVE MARKS DE LORRS!!

EVEN IF WE DONE SO MUCH AND THE ONLY POINT YOU GIVE US ABOUT US NOT BEING ORGANISE ABOUT OUR POINTS

GIVE US A GRADE C
GO DIE LAASS!!!

PEK CHEKKKK!!!

I am STM~ =P

10:36 AM

=))

i guess people have different ways of writing their blogs.. im super special in thisway...because it seems that im the only one that only post my feelings and why i feel that way... i nvr really post on what happen on the day itself...hahax... cus i got STM!! =x Short term Memory... hahax...
i dunno how to describe them and put it in to words =P

miss the beach!

*bleahx*

EvaN

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
11:00 AM





Wont go home without you...
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
12:24 PM



I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you,

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe it


It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you


When you sing this song to me... do you really mean it??
it means alot to me..=/
the day itself...
i know..
everything will be different..
because we are really 2 different people..
even if i really love you or you really love me..
but we wont stay for long..
thats something i know from the very start..

i know i need to let it go..
im trying..
=)

im not upset
cause we had nice and beautiful memories together..
=)
something that i believe i wont forget..

until the right one comes and take those away from me,
making new ones..

=))

Love
Silly-gal
a random name that i love and which you never called..

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heavenly days
Sunday, May 11, 2008
2:42 AM


heavenly days
Performed by: 新垣 結衣 (Aragaki Yui)
Insert Song of: 恋空
(Koizora)

目覚ましが鳴る 前に起きて時を止める
me samashi ga naru mae ni okite toki o tomeru
思い出せるのは もうなんとなくだけど 君の事
omoi daseru no wa mou nanto naku dakedo kimi no koto

一億分の君に会えた 奇跡なんかも
ichiokubun no kimi ni aeta kiseki nanka mo
いつの間にか 忘れちゃうかな
itsu no ma ni ka wasurechau kana
忘れた事さえもきっと忘れてしまうの?
wasureta koto sae mo kitto wasurete shimau no?

ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋
hebunrii deizu (heavenly days) mune no poketto (pocket) no heya
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
kimi no kieta nukumori o sagasu yo
もう二度と君を想う事はなくても あぁ
mou nido to kimi o omou koto wa nakute mo aa
まだ少し暖かい あの日々に鍵をかけて
mada sukoshi atatakai ano hibi ni kagi o kakete

歩き疲れて 座り込んで 途方に暮れて
aruki tsukarete suwari konde tohou ni kurete
叶わない夢 運命とか 二人なら言えた
kanawanai yume unmei to ka futari nara ieta

改札口で言えなかった 言いたかった
kaisatsuguchi de ienakatta iitakatta
「ありがとう」って 言葉はたぶん
“arigatou”tte kotoba wa tabun
「さよなら」よりも悲しい言葉に思うの
“sayonara” yori mo kanashii kotoba ni omou no

ヘブンリーデイズ うまく笑えてたかな
heavenly days umaku waraeteta kana
最後のキスシーン 震える君の手も
saigo no kisu shiin (kiss scene) furueru kimi no te mo
握れなかった 涙さえ落ちなかった あぁ
nigirenakatta namida sae ochinakatta aa
ひとりぼっちになり 今更溢れ出すよ
hitori bocchi ni nari imasara afuredasu yo

ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋
heavenly days mune no pocket no heya
君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ
kimi no kieta nukumori o sagasu yo
もう二度と君を想う事はなくても あぁ
mou nido to kimi o omou koto wa nakute mo aa
手を伸ばしてみても ここにはもう居ないよ
te o nobashite mite no koko ni wa mou inai yo
新しい光の下 歩き出すよ
atarashii hikari no shita arukidasu yo

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Thursday, May 8, 2008
11:02 PM


10:40 PM

i hate myself for being so damm thickskin

but being thick skin is how we learn things faster isnt it so?


10:23 PM

ok..

sigh..

my fault..its all my fault.. im sorry alright??
im not looking for excuses now..

i admit i have been sort of avoiding you guys..
i dunno why..
im not part of ro anymore..
and
i dun feel part of you guys..
i jus feel so damm extra..
im jus some gal out of no-where
what ever you guys are talking about i am like -nolink- trying to cut in..-.-



ok.. it might be cus of my post hurt you guys..
and
jus to inform u guys..

ur blog post really hurt me too..+ ur msn nick..

so are we gonna let this continue ??

you guys still wanna me to turn up on sat??

cus after all these stuff..

i guess you guys already hate me...

and to the rest..
dun tag anything about this in my tag box pls..
thx..

Wednesday, May 7, 2008
11:18 PM

jus finished watching "sky of Love"

super nice..
very touching..

or isit that im easily touched??
lolx..

nice...

sigh..

but kinda sad too..

tml got UT!!!

gtg slp early~ =))

nights guys~~


12:17 PM

sigh...is it my fault to be busy?? dun have time for you guys?? its my fault now huh?? so.. i should'nt find a job to support myself because i wanna go out with you guys?? because if i work i will have lesser time with u guys??im just telling you that i wanna find a job... im might wanna work! and it doesnt really need to be us going out, dun you see?? it can be us going our tgt once a month...to be tgt, doesnt means that we need to be outside tgt to be or to stay as friends!!
feeling inside, that you care and you concern about them... its not like what you are doing to me!!!
i DUN wanna be u 2 de light bulb... it sux... really sux... why cant you jus understand how i feel now... by you writing down what you feel about me on ur msn nick.. you know how hurt i felt..we jus went out tgt less den one month ago!!!
dun you understand that its not that i dun wanna go out... its jus that i dun wanna pull the mood down... not going out doesnt means not contacting!!i still update myself on ur blog EVERY DAY..
sigh..its my fault... all my fault... blame all you want on me... i will accept it..
its all my fault..

i dun need people to pity me... i am just who i am.. and it doesnt have to be when im unhappy den i need to go out...
i stayed at home is also because i dun have money to spend outside...
dun you jus understand???
i dun feel good spending other's money!

sigh....

-stupid idiotic gal-

Love Hurts
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
11:23 PM




Chuckie:
yeah, i like to dedicate this song
to all my fellas you know what im sayin
Fellas who ever been in a relationship,
and had their heart fuken torn out,
you know what i mean?
and i realise that, that alot of my people suffer from heart breaks
so yeah,
check it, yeah

From promises to lies, to every tear drop that we cry
the promises to care & understand each others lives
from struggles at its worst, we said the love would never change
then why do I feel lied to every time its saying
we said we had each other, unconditional love
if this is what love is, then I think I’ve had enough
the bullshit & the drama was nothing but wasted time
this thing that we call love is just illusions of the mind
all the smiles that we have is a story to be told
but nothing in the world can make up for all this bull
the problems that we faced there was something just reaching out
we shoulda took the hint that this shit wont be working out
I mean what have we been thinking, all those times we were together
did u really think that we would be in love forever
at this very age we shouldn’t be playing this game
now I understand that love is pain

love hurts so we all cry
tears droppin’ from my eyes
the pain I cant explain
all I know is love is pain
Love hurts so we all cry
tears droppin’ from my eyes
the pain I can’t explain
all I know is love is pain

Kangel:
Through these past few days I’ve been reminiscing back
it’s the first time I couldn't understand what we had
Was it love? Was it passion? Was it all a waste of time?
now its hate, now its pain, now its all this shit combined
I can't force myself to erase all our memories
but when I’m thinking back I always feel like u fooled me
nobody to blame but myself from being blinded
crying in my sleep hoping this hurting passes by
I’ve been told by my sisters how these guys are all the same
but you had me so convinced that my world suddenly changed
cause you always made me smile but a smile isn’t forever
and I guess its unpredictable like change in the weather
I thought we'd work it out like those other times before
but the truth had to reveal, we cant live a lie no more
I’m still young and I’m still trying to stay true to my heart
my dreams have disappeared and now my life's scattered apart

love hurts so we all cry
tears droppin’ from my eyes
the pain I cant explain
all I know is love is pain
Love hurts so we all cry
tears droppin’ from my eyes
the pain I can’t explain
all I know is love is pain

This is me, Kangel
dedicating this song to all my girls
Whose gone through break-ups
Who felt the pain of losing someone you truly love,
and who lost hope and all thier dreams,
but remember, there is someone out there truly special,
waiting for you out there for you..

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11:17 PM

my life was like normal.. like other singles.. only difference was only we contact each other one or twice a week like a couple..

lots of ppl from the beginning already told me that he is not suitable for me...
and i know... i jus wanna try... give both me and him a chance..

trying to forget about my ex in some ways too..

sigh...

i guess thats all for now..

going for a job interview tml~

yays~!!!!

=)

good night folks!!

wan annn!!

-The Silly Gal-


3:28 PM

during the times with him... of course im happy..
only when he is by my side..

doesnt need to say anything... i am already glad...
jus keeping quiet..
me laying on ur shoulders..
its enough happiness for me..

everytime we go out..
need not to say anything..
need not do anything..
jus being by my side..
its enough..

one week meeting me 2 times? that hard??

maybe its jus be being busy..
im studying too..
sigh..

we barely meet once a week...sigh...


1:41 PM

i guess its time to confess...

i just turned back to single after one month ++
im attached for the last one month++

i have my reasons for not telling everyone..
for those who knew..

its over..=)

im dunno if i am really upset about it...
cus from the very start.. i knew it wouldnt last...
both me and the guy are from 2 very different worlds..
from the very start we aint stable, we meet very less, super different from other couples..
i didnt really like the idea of it...of course as a couple.. you would wanna meet your partner as much right??

he dont..im upset for the first few weeks... cried everyday at night..
not meeting him.. not contacting him and waiting for him to contact me instead..
sigh...
it didnt really go as i thought it will..

i became numb and tried to jus follow it through..
=/

i guess i expected guys to help me carry my heavy stuff without me asking..because i believe they would really wanna help to lighten my weight if they can..sigh..even if i say please or not...sigh...i thought..maybe im just so wrong.....i meant my boyfriend..=/

but i guess...sigh...
doesnt guys wanna lighten their galfriends weight???

i dun wanna say more..

im alright..

STOP FREAKING ASKING ME THAT IM ALRIGHT OR NOT

Monday, May 5, 2008
7:11 PM


hehex!!!

today class dress code was formal..

i was like..

O.O

formal as in working formal or prom that type of formal..

lolx..

aww man!!!

looking for something to wear for 30 mins ytd

den

when i woke up..

i changed the idea of wearing the one i chose...lolx..
took another one to wear..

here are some picss!!

super nicee!!!

i ENJOYED class today!!!

FUN!!!!!

and oh ya!

we ate magiie mee outside our class wearing formals!

hahaha...




bernice and charis!!

Lois!!


the super formal guy~ jun hong * with tie somemore* =x
Pikachu!!

Eating!
mee

Jessiie and me~
gals~!
Cuttiee!


=))
The GUYs!
Tan!!!!
The Gang!~
=)))!!







Sunday, May 4, 2008
1:18 PM



tonight we drink to youth
and holding fast the truth
don't want to lose what i had as a boy
my heart still has a beat
but love is now a feat
as common as a cold day in L.A.
sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
is there a spell that I am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing

love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
love sings
when it transcends the bad things
out of heartache, try me
cause without love I won't survive

tethered and abused
stand naked and accused
should I surface, this one man submarine
I only want the truth
so tonight we drink to youth
I never lose what I had as a boy
sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
is there a spell that I am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing

love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
love sings
when it transcends the bad things
out of heartache, try me
cause without love I wont survive

love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
love sings
when it transcends the bad things
out of heartache, try me
cause without love I wont survive

love hurts, oh oh
love hurts
without love I wont survive
love hurts oh la la la la la la oh
love hurts
without love I wont survive

Saturday, May 3, 2008
10:36 PM

if you haven been watching the movie called " the girl who leapt through time " the anime..
go watch it..

im serious..

VERY serious!!

it is a super duper very very very nice movie..

REALLY VERY NICE!!!!!

gosh...

i really love it..

i dunno how to express the feeling telling you how nice is it..

but find ways to watch it... its nice..

if not..

msn me!

i'll be glad to send it to you!!!

Friday, May 2, 2008
11:22 PM

婚礼

9:21 PM



婚礼

词曲: 蓝智峰

(女)那教堂钟声太微弱 却敲痛心中的伤口
台上庄严典礼 纪念我输得彻底

(男)他揭开你面纱时候 一枚戒指将你紧扣
掌声将我吞没

#
(女)面带笑容和你握手
(男) 祝福你们的生活
(合)怎却 那泪莫名地流

%
(男)你洁白的婚礼 你多么的美丽 台下我的独角戏
(女)走进院子里 昨天的回忆
(合)如今随着花儿慢慢凋零
(男)你庄严的婚礼
(女)我演出的悲剧
(合)最后唯一的结局
(女)教堂的钟声 梦已破碎
(合)祝福声中听叶儿随风飞

Repeat # % %

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9:10 PM

feeling abit better le..

current status..37+++degrees

lolx...

nose going to dry up..

hahax..

went to sch today.. for an hour...and left at the first break out..@@"'
couldnt concentrate..as i was having high fever..
waited for bro to come and collect my stuff and when off to the poly clinic...

reached at 12.15...
wrong timing..0.0
they havin they lunch break..
have to wait till 130..
@@''
sweat...

i sort of fell aslp for 10 mins... and went off walking round and round the poly clinic..@@''
to spend time away..hahax...

den till 3+++ den myturn..@@"'

from 12 till3++

lolx..

got my medi, met up with my friend,
when for lunch at sakae..
didnt have much appetite at first..

firstly ordered a chawamushi..

den i was tempted to eat more..
my appetite was back..
hahaha..
but still its sort of taste tasteless to me..
lolx...

but did had some fun chatting with him..lolx..

=)

at least im not having fever..

but throat is still soring..

@@"''


1:28 AM

@@''

cant slp..

current status, 39 degrees..

hahahahax...

slp at 830 jus now
woke up 5 times..

@@''

Thursday, May 1, 2008
8:33 PM

my last post for today..

@@''

watched tv shows and stuff jus now...hahax...

current degree is 38.8


5:55 PM

38.6...

T___T

tired till dun wanna move..

@@''


11:44 AM


11:38 AM

lolx..


11:07 AM

slp alot alot alot le..

@@''

38 degrees...

@@''

still coughing...

currently sitting in my room drinking waterchestnut & sugar cane..

@@''


3:13 AM

spent 10 bucks buying tibits few days ago..

now like that cannot touch at all...

T__T

sigh..

really suffering..

=/


2:37 AM

im dying...

@@''

fever..

=/

whole body aching..

cant slp..

=/

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