Being so in love with you..ღ

Saturday, November 29, 2008
11:40 PM

if anyone wants me to rate of love im feeling now.. it would be 100% if anyone ask why it is so.. it would be.. because, 1. i have never felt this way to anyone before.. not even my ex.. 2. there is not a single time, i feel that i am alone.. 3. there is not a single time, i felt that i am not in love.. 4. there is not a single time, i felt that i am not cared for.. 5. there is not a single time, i felt that i am not being treated like a precious baby.. if anyone ask what i would wanna say to him now.. it would be.. i wont wanna let you go... because.. i really love you.. Never Let You Go... if anyone ask me if i am afraid of anything in this relationship.. it would be... 1. him stop loving me.. 2. him letting go of me.. 3. loosen his grip of me... 4. not being by my side.. if anyone ask me where he stands in my life now.. it would be... he is part of my everyday life now... i cant afford to lose him... if anyone ask me what do i like about him.. it would be.. i do not like him... i love him... everything about him... he.. he is my everything now.. ღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღღ dearriee.. I Love You.

things that are making me headache...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008
11:14 AM

Things to do!! 1. BP 2.BC 3. Basketball tournament 4. Blood test 5.Fill in PSEA form 6. ECOtourism Presentation Slides!! 7. SAVE MONEY!!!!

days + time passes..

Monday, November 24, 2008
4:05 PM

22/11 Sat in the morning when i woke up, dearie.. is still oinking! rawr! so, i was so bored.. and twin msned me at the same time.. so i decided to really start on his pressie.. =D im so jealous!! i do for twin but i never did do it for myself! lolx..!! den nikki smsed me.. telling me that we will be watching the movie that we decided on, which is " Beverley Hills chihuahua " but she forgot to say wat time was the movie.. den she smsed me back saying it will be 420... BUT again.. she forgot to say where and wat time we meet... lolx... so.. she replied again... saying that meeting at 'blah blah time and blah blah place..xD' den after that i checked with deariee.. she mass send us those msgs.. rofl... anyway...i was doing the pressie until half way through i realise i was going to be late! lolx.. den daddy send me off to khatib to meet deariee.. den when we reach amk~ we saw maddy and xin..xD we were late for 45 mins? lolx! =x sorry nikki! lolxx so we went in.. and watched the movie! =D its nice!! seriously.. funny.. and kinda touching and in the same moment funny too.. lolx.. i guess thats all i can rmb for this moment.. dearie.. i love you..

Sunday, November 23, 2008
9:11 PM

if i had a million years, i will want to spend it with you.ღღ ღღ My guardian angel.. i love you.. ღღ

Friday, November 21, 2008
3:36 PM

=D happy happy dayy~ have been seeing deariie almost everyday~ =D apart from ytd~ xD but we webcammed! =D seeing his smile is like part of my daily life now.. listening to his voice is like a part of me.. chatting with him online is one of the MUST do everyday.. deariiee... no matter whatever happens... Anything... i will always be by your side when you need me... we are just one call away... i want to see you smile.. seeing you smile is now part of my daily life.. i want to be the one you wish to see when you are upset.. i want to be the one that you would want to share your burden with.. i want to be the one that is always with you, for long i hope.. i hope this feeling will never fade, for me or for you... Loves, Your silly girl~** ღღ ^^

Bad Throat day~

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
4:51 PM

=/ woke up with a bad throat + flu... called deariee but didnt know he was slping... so ><'' i woke him up in a way...lolx... but luckily he fell back aslp SUPER FAST ! =x xD in class i used 6 packets of tissue! lolx... i bring 3 of my own, and 3 from my friends...lolx! sneeze until nose pain..T__T deariie say wanna fetch me homme~ and he asked if my sch here is raining... i told him stop le... but at his area was raining heavily... i left school early so that i could go home.. it was really torturing in school when you are this sick... and it wasnt raining.. short route = > not sheltered.. long route = > sheltered. so i decided to take the short route cus its not raining! den... i sms dearriee that i will be at the bus stop in 5 mins.. and... after he replied and i kept my phone... it rained heavily!!!! OMG!!!!!! LOL... its seriously jus nice!!! LOL once i put my phone in my pocket, it rained heavily! ran towards the shelter... but its like DAM FAR AWAY!!! so... i was breathless, and started slow down, into a brisk walk... when i reach the there, i was really wet already... met up with deariie, and he was quite worried ><''' he bought liang cha for me! =D * herbal tea * and strepsils =D happy happy~ =D and the liang cha is not bitter! its sweet! =x lolx... den he send me home~ => deariiee, im sorry to make you so worried about me..im sorry to be so overly sensative about everything.. . i love you ღ i really do... ^^ * hugs *

Movies! Madagascar!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
9:28 PM

watched Madagascar with xin, maddy, omf, nikki and deariee~ =D 3 couples~ <3 => deariie, although, its only a short period of time, but, it seems that we have known each other for ages, i just cant stop smiling, *seriously my cheeks are aching* =x i just hope to see you every single day, but, im already worrying that, you might get tired with me one day...=/ i love you~ <3

hugs,loves,misses,<3 deariee~

11:32 AM

This.. is the feeling of Love.. when... you smile, just because he have you in his eyes.. you smile, just because he smiles at you.. you smile, just because you felt his warmth.. you smile, just because he holds your hands, and the feeling tingles~ you smile, just because you misses him.. you smile, just because you love him.. you smile, about everything, all about him.. This.. is the feeling of Love..

Updatiee~**

Monday, November 17, 2008
2:48 PM

7/11 * 7-eleven * !! =x xD went out woe - ing with fusion , elly , nikki, omf, maddy, sheng , des , wm so after owe.. we went eating chicken rice..xD eat lot jor! xD took some pics..=x After such a long time.. 4 of us, taking pics! me and nikki~ elly and mee~ 13/11 when for the photo shoot again...xD cus the camera man drop his camera and spoiled it... and so.. we have to go again... AT LEAST the make up is more natural and nicer.. not like the one before.. super thick..xD rofl.. had some fun =x take photos.. but its tiringg being a model..=.=''' seriously... smile until ur cheeks very suan..=.='' dine and me~ rawrr! 15/11 as what i have posted earlier... all of them came my house to play mahjong..xD read the bottom post for more infomation~ ytd~ =D after hair treatment~ met up with him~ <3 xD our fav facial expression~ =D <3 loves <3 thats all for now~ ^^ now class presenting VB=.='' super sian..=/ rawrr~ 1 more hour to see him~ =D

Gambling den!

Sunday, November 16, 2008
10:17 AM

=D Never Leave Me~ ღ 14'11'08 ps:all i hope was to have you guys being happy for me...=/ seriously... move on.. find someone you love and loves you back..one day you will find her...i just hope you guys will be happy for me...and most importantly, not to get upset or emo.. which i know you might... Twin: i still here... you will always have me..=D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hao: i know i let you down... but after so long...=/.. i really dont know how...i can make you feel better... im sorry... rawr!!!! going for my hair treatment later~ =D heexx~~!! had lotsa fun ytd~ =D just that... on the way... had a little uncomfortable..><'' T____T ytd~ nikki + omf + fusion + joven + wmღ met up and went to makan sakae as planned! =D sashimi~~ =D!! yummiee! =D and they had this star shaped sushi!!! OMG!!! =D den all of them.. walked over to my house~ went in my room and squeezed! all squeezing in my roomiee!xD den we played mahjong~ and for the very very first time!!! i won 3 times in a row~ FIRST TIME! i won even 3 times in the first hour!! OMG! lolx.. might be his luck! =x xD den elly came~ and i let her take over me~ ^^ so me nikki and wmღ climbed up to my bed to play tai tee~ =D and all of a sudden! my roomiiee! looks like a gambling den!! LOL rawr!!!=x xD oh yaa... in the end of the mahjong session~ my "team" won 99m! xD all 3 of the other players lost to us.. =x xD and we left my house at around 7pm to meet des.. he was real late! lolx!! =x and we went over to maddy's granny's wake together... ><'' it kinda makes me think of my few relatives that just passed away not long ago... maybe less than 5 years.. they are still vivid to me... which also reminds me of the book "Journey" life & death are divided by just a line.. Sometimes, you think that life is on one end of the line, and death is on the other end 0f the line. Truth is, if you draw a horizontal lide, life is on the top of the line and death is on the bottom of the lind. that is how close life and death is. Tomorrow may, or may not come.Because 2 days later, tomorrow will be yesterday.. So cherish today. For tomorrow, you may have crossed the line.. anyway... we left after around an hour.. we went to find food.. but something that i dont understand about is that.. i keep feeling very uncomfortable.. feel like vomitting feeling cold not sure why.. and really didnt have the appeitite to eat.. but after we sat down and i started playing nikki's nds while they eat.. everything felt alot better..=D and... after that.. he sends me homiee~ =D and he said "love you" before he left!! =x shhhhhhhhhh!!! dont laugh!!! rawrr!!! <3 Something is VERY wrong with my freaking blog skin!!! RAWRR!!! im gonna change it soon! zz~

Team? NOT WITH ME PLEASE!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008
3:44 PM

oh man... teaming with her is the worst of my life!!! like dammm freaking working with a freaking =.=''' i dunno use wat word to describe her! RAWRRR

I am going to PHILIPPINES!!!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
8:51 PM

Click on the image for further infomation!! OMGOMGOMG!!!! I have FREAKING BEEN CHOSEN!!! =D OMGG!!! out of 40+++++ people!! im one of them!!! GOSH!! YAY!!!! I AM GOING TO PHILIPPINES!!! ps: lets pray my dad allows..

A Photogenic Life...

Sunday, November 9, 2008
2:38 PM

Yay! hoorayy!! me and my bro shared buying the whole set of books from Low Kay Hwa! its dammm nice... its really stories that touches... here.. are some of the meaningful things it got out from there... Page 56 last 5th paragraph, From Photogenic Life.. "How fragile is life? I wondered. Strong enough to keep us alive, yet weak enough to kill us. What the hell, what the bloody hell is life? Why are we always trying to buy that smile from the environment around us, when we know that we are just smiling for a photo? What’s the use of projecting a photogenic image when the smile will be gone with the memory?" Page 118-119, From Photogenic Life.. That’s the way Linda. You talk more, you make more mistakes. You talk less, you make fewer mistakes. The fewer mistakes the better. And you don’t talk, you don’t make mistakes. And the person that doesn’t make mistakes is perfect. Right. Who the hell are you? Why must I listen to you? Why must I listen to you? Why must I be perfect? You tell me who are you, and I do what you want me to do. You really what to know? Yes, please. I’m sick and tired. I’m going out with tons of people tomorrow. I can shut the fuck up, but they wont shut the fuck up. Okay then, listen well Linda. I am the angel in you. The perfect angel. Then where’s the devil? That’s the problem. I don’t know where the devil is. So there is no balance? I’m only guided by an angel? If there’s no devil… How the fuck am I suppose to know that you’re the angel? Then try talking. You’ll regret. You’re the devil. Page 125, Chapter 30 and 31, From Photogenic Life.. "Once upon a time, a kitten, Kitty, sees another cat being killed by a human. Kitty starts to be scared, and closes her eyes. She thinks that if she closes her eyes, she will no longer see the brutal killing scene again. A month later, with her eyes still closed, Kitty hears another cat screaming for help, and then silent. She believes that the cat must have been killed by another human. So kitty never opens her eyes again for a year. Once in a while, she will hear some cats yelling for help, and then slient. She thinks that if she had opened her eyes, she will see the brutal killing. Kitty thinks that the best solution is to lose her eyesight. One day, Kitty moves to a sharp edge. She has decided to ram her eyes towards the edge so that she will be blind forever. Before that she has to open her eyes to see the edge. And so, she opens her eyes. Beside her was a small cat, playing with a ball of wool. The small cat throws the wool, and another cat rushes for the ball. One of the cats yells for help. The two cats then jump onto the ball and play around with it. Kitty moves away from the sharp edge, and regrets that she had not opened her eyes earlier, because she is now too old to play with the ball of wool." "It had been my first outing for almost two years, and I finally understood how it felt to talk and listen at the same time: it was not about the voices, or the sounds, but the hearts of the people around me." Page 135, Chapter 34, From Photogenic Life.. “In this world, there’re only the predator and the prey. I’ve been a predator for years; what I get is respect and fear from others. But what is the use of others fearing me? So what if everyone respect me? Will I be happy? Or will I be happy just by going out with a mentally-retarded guy? Isn’t life all about searching for that everlasting smile?” I frowned when she referred Zinc as “mentally retarded”. “I have been hiding behind a stupid mask, just like you. My mask is a seventeen-year-old rich girl who gets everything she wants, that money can buy the world and she has everything.” I tilted up my head slightly. “I just wanna tell you that the little Ceder shows me that you don’t need to wear a mask to change how the world looks at you. I don’t know about you, but for the past few months, I’ve been looking at my past with opened eyes. My past used to be nameless, shameless and unrecognizable, but now, it’s a shadow. She shows me that it’s not about how the world looks at you, but how you look at the world.” Page 144, Chapter 37, From Photogenic Life.. As I had forgotten how to use the main functions of Photoshop, I called Wilson, a secondary schoolmate. He spent an hour teaching me how to clear the pimples on Chew Ling’s face on the phone. When he said he was tired and wanted to go rest, I thanked him and as I hanged up, something struck me. Had I ever thank Chew ling for what she had done? For changing Linda Lim from a quiet girl who knows only how to spell perfect into this cheerful girl who smiles almost daily? For turning a photogenic life into a contented life? Why had we always thank the cashier who passes us our change in the supermarket, the taxi driver who gives us our change, and yet always forgetting to thank the person who is always next to us, waiting for acknowledgement? Tomorrow, I told myself. Tomorrow. With that, I turned my eyes back to the screen and saw a pimple-less Chew Ling smiling at me in that black dress.” But... It is all too late…It will be too late… i recommended this book/author to my dad. he asked how much i bought it.. i told him.. 75 + jacket cover, 5 books. one for 13++ he said it was expensive. but i told him.. " its worth that amount. its worth it.." those books really rock my life.. its like putting part of me into this story.. something that i always have imagined myself to be in. this story itself, has parts of me inside.. wearing a mask, trying to be perfect but im not contented.. im super tired + stress, but from here... i will learn.. =D

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