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lalala~~
Monday, June 30, 2008
7:35 PM

lazy...
to do anything...

in the library... slacking..
no feelings...
nor moodless...

wed going watch 10 promises to my dog...
hahax....got a feeling i sure cry in the movie...

dunno wat to write...
rj also lazy write alot today...

just finish helping irrine lui lui with her blog...
bored...

Freakk~!!!!

5:52 PM

My GOD!!!!!

i just step on a millipede...it is sooooooo grosss!!!!

omgg.....

im freaking out!!!! my godddddd!!!!!

OMGGGGG
i cant imagine it....goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Missing....

10:25 AM

i miss him.....

yes... AGAIN...

=/...

i just cant stop missing my ex...
tk said i was living in my past...
i cant help but to agree with that...
he shot directly at my heart...

when he said that...
the other side of me was tearing...
it was a direct shot...
direct to my heart..

saw the dress he bought for me on net...
hahax....thought about lots of stuff...
listening to songs now..
dunno how to concentrate like this...
plus my my team...haix....

=/

haha...but i will try my best though...
coldddddddd

looking for a job now...
so that i can start spending to relieve stress...
hahaha...


btw...

to my friend best freaking cute friend...

Happy birthday rainbow gal~!!
aka Ngui Jie Ying~~~!!!



sorry to say...but i forgot to bring ur bdae pressie to sch...
dun kill me....=xx

Decision
Saturday, June 28, 2008
2:31 AM

i have decided not to visit his blog anymore... looking at his blog will just make me feel more awful to have this type of freaking demoralising classmate..

so is it for the rest of those group ppl...

thx tk, jessie for me by my side...

hey... tk.. if u are reading this..

no matter what happens... i will be there for u, like how u were there for me...

so... must *twist twist*

¥(*^_^*)¥

Thursday, June 26, 2008
9:54 PM

computing today...





that is how i felt 70% at school today...
visual basic....
sighh...
got so much errors, even if i ask my friend to help me aka " tk"
also like...useless... i still got so much things that i didnt know...

during presentation...
faci wanted a asking and answering session during the 3rd meeting
and only 1 person will present
den.. end up.. i didnt say much also...

stayed back in sch...
redo my vb..
all thanks to tk that helped me with it...
haha...


im lazy to say so much...
tk is msning me now...
helping me to write my script for my blog...
but sorry... i didnt use any of it...hahaha...
it was kinda fun just looking at you trying to describe how my life is, in school today..

okok... to think of it... i will put his version down...* cus he said something about stars..=x*

"in class..today vb
i am like deciphering the ancient locks that guard the pyramids of egypt,all the codes have to be at the rite place and it is making me crazy cuz the program will do wadever i dun wan it to
in the end, i enlisted the help of a friend i wanna kill and slap, but do enjoy fiddling with his ear lobe...

he came in... gave me more keys, but also more locks
so i got more keys and locks to figure it out
how irritating can it get...
in the end, the program got an error i never see before...wow....something special...kinder surprise me at the wrongest time possible....
so as human we adapt


today's presentation was abit diff....but, generous and kind i am...i gave my team the chance to perform under the light...
i am glad to be helpful in the shadows * may be i am =P *
cuz tht's wad stars do
wahahaha
STAR!!

and so i did not show much of my vast amount of knowledge tht i still figuring how to use, after lesson, i went to meet tht same friend tht deserve death penalty in my imaginary world of perfection...
no, sry
he should be caged
so tht i can ask him to die and not let him die
his ear lobe saved him

wahaha
in the library i figure out part of the unusable knowledge tht is supposed to be used, well, i did Learnt somethings from myself,
due to my own cleverness, not him, he did not help, he just there to annoy to keep me awake

so after tht i went home,we had a nice walk under the dark sky full of stars tht i can't see due to the clouds, i dun blame the clouds, they collect tears from stars and drop thm on earth
angels' tears... * kinda surprise he used angel's tears to describe rain *
their effect is to provide h2o to earth, so tht got water and for some pple to bathe..
i hope the tears will melt the evil away
but too bad the angels are kind and forgiving

we had a nice chat bout things
we trade info
i am suppose to do an RJ of the conversation
in less than 50 words
so here goes
(psst... this is your part now) * im not writing anything =P*

and thus my day end here... in my room,
using wad he type because i am tired * its so not true... look above =x *
yes, including everything above except (xxxx) and this and below

snore......
forgot to mention i slept on bus, all my energy used to repel lameness, so am tired now

slpin soon today, early
* im not doing that *=x
kk
tht's about it

End Sub"

BY : TK on writing of the script for evan's blog

wahhh... still use end sub sia... enough of vb le bah...lolx!
=P


felt like saying something about guys + relationship + freedom +future thingy...
but i guess i will skip this for today...hahax....

gals out there.... nicer or good guys are getting lesser and lesser... so... if you have the chance...dun let them go, dun miss it...but must also consider about their feeling also la!!!
*its not that guys are like animals..* *hmmmmm....come to think about it again... maybe some or most of them are...=x*

lolx...

Welcome to my Life!!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
7:08 PM



Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
10:36 PM

i dunno what the hell im crying about right at this moment... what i know is that i really dun wanna make anything worse already...

sigh....

i dun wanna say this...
i dun wanna repeat anything like this anymore...please....
someone help me...

7 more weeks...

i just wanna live life peacefully....

please....

gosh......

i really dunno wat to do....T____TTT...i really dunno what to do anymore....y cant i just live my life in rp peacefully...i dun wanna be in any conflict at all...NOT AT ALL...i wanna stay out of it...but i just dunno how...problems just come up to me like that...i really felt running away from it..but i dunno how...

someone please help me..

please....


i dun wanna go sch tml...
o goshh...

i tot things have been bad already...but...now its even worst...i really dunno what to do anymore...i really dunnoo....sighh....

i wanna die just right here...

i cannot stand it anymore

i say it
but i will nvr do it..
im too timid to do it...
so guys... dun worry...


i have been through this be4....
i really dun wanna experience this again....
someone...help me....

sigh...

dun ask me how to help... cus i also dunno....
hahaha...

=/

Say it again~~

5:45 PM



The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Get just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you (about you)
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you (wanna let you)
Open that door (open that door)
And walk into my life

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say It again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
(oh)

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

oooo (oh)
oooo, oh
oooo

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idiot..

9:01 AM

some ppl so ass 0 lorrrs... -.-

just be ignorant.. =)

but i dunno if i can really do it...
sigh...

some ppl just wanna be in the center of attraction...

one day i im so gonna really make him be COA

stand in the stage and make a fool of himself...


and
all thanks to my friends that are with me....
love you guys...
thanks for standing by my side...
helping me...
=)

Respecting
Saturday, June 21, 2008
12:53 AM

this is our today's topic.. sigh...
we had a debate session instead of a normal presentation today...
i can tell you tat i totally dun feel good..
we jus had a mini conflict ytd...

i dunno what to do to help..
i have loss of my confidence..
i couldnt concentrate at all...
i was too nervous and stressed up...
im scared...

i felt...

I felt that everyone needed the minimum respect given to be in the class, to the least that not creating high noise level that purposely making the rest not being able to concentrate on their work. I still believe that we respect everyone, but a minimum respect to everyone that they should only be treated as humans, even if they have done really awful crimes or really disrespectful actions. Till the very end, I still believe that they have done all this things for their own reason.

im really upset to see his blog writing us until like tat... really really upset...
sigh...blaming us for what we have not done... we shown you respect but with reference to ur blog, you shown none to us... i tried to tell the group to have peace with you... try to endure and tolerate... but...

is it that because we are doing good or think that our presentation is good but u are not able to accept the fact that we are good so you keep saying we use 6P??

the one which doesn't earn respect from us is 100% u...
if next time really you think we use 6P be4 presentation ask faci check our lap top la... or check our slides if we have any similarities... you are really being so childish that i dunno if i still can take it....

im really really disappointed...
sighh...

im not feeling good at all...
not at all...sigh...

how i wish that you are still with me... i need someone i love to give me my courage...
i really miss u... and i have really really love you deeply... i regretted what i have done...
i need your hug.. i need your warmth...is there really no future for us??
i love you... i really do...=/ im already breaking up into pieces...
i miss you...
how i wish time could travel back in time and i would never ever let you go anymore

I really wish that you are here with me right at this moment of time…


Maths = Mad =P Happy birthday Beth =D
Thursday, June 19, 2008
8:56 PM

Some comments on the class, today, on my opinion.
today was computing maths module + computing maths's UT

super tired siaa....ut i sure die... alot question dunno how to do sia... esp the last one..><...T_T

after UT
1st meeting…
When faci was explaining the quiz questions… most of the people, including me… was already concentrating on the worksheet… not really listening on what he was saying… im sorry about that…=P

1st breakout…
we went out to have break fast... den i came to realise is beth's bdaee...

Happy Birthday Bethanie!! =))

Only return to class at 1040, we tried doing our worksheet, but was really distracted by HLG’s laptop music… Some of us already had grudges with HLG,
so as HLG having grudges with us, so we just continued keeping quiet, trying hard to concentrate…HLG doesnt do "it's" worksheet as assigned, doesn’t means that "it" could disturb the others too, other facis have told HLG and commented "it" verbally about switching on "it's" music too loudly in class during break time …

2nd meeting
faci came team by team, but I realise that he was kind of nervous when he was talking us. The noise level in the class was high enough to distract us once in when we where concentrating... when he was explaining the minutes and the seconds thing, I was trying to listen while doing the worksheet, but my brain was distracted, not concentrating, totally distracted, not
functioning…I was just trying to understand what faci and the worksheet is expecting from us, and stare blankly…

2nd breakout
we went out again... to buy beth's last min bdae pressiee...hahax...+ my sandwitch...
bought a teddy bear , a piece of cake and a lolipop* as her candle*
after singing bdae song and enjoyed the cake, its back to troubles, problems...
We were back at 1pm, and I was really totally lost, so was my team. While tan, pika, and Wilson was trying to figure out the problem, the “e” thing, while me, yah ling, and Azrizal was trying to figure out what to put in the slides. We were really going to give up, as we saw almost the whole class except for them, who are still into the problem, and also because it was already 130 and we done nothing... I went to tan, he tried explain again and again to me and some of the others, but I still really don’t understand a single thing that he is explaining, so I went on to pika and Jessie, they taught me well, and were really patience with all my questions and I started to really understand about the problem and how to solve it, then, slowly I teach my teammates, and we were really way behind time when my team mates started to understand the whole picture of what is going on, and how we are solving the problem.

3rd meeting
faci wasnt really what he use to present himself in other lessons; he started to interrupt class’s
presentation and ask questions before the presentation ends. And for myself, I felt that even though I feel that our presentation was good, I became very nervous when presenting the “formula” ><'''

Ok... its not some opinion after all… it’s a lot of opinion...hahahax...

happily walked back to mrt station with jessie, david, pika, and beth..=))

me jessie beth and pika all eating magie mee tml~ =PP


once again...

Happy birthday Beth~!!

you are always special in the way you are...
and dun worry... it is one of the process of knowing each other by misunderstand one...=)
its always a new day ahead... so always smile and look ahead... cus we never know who will be falling in love with our lovely smile..=P

=D =)

Lürbbiëë


Stärriiëëx

tired..
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
9:19 PM

1st day of school reopen...16/6/08
i skipped sch... had a bad flu and cough... + i slept at 5am... its not wat i wanted... but i just couldnt sleep... maybe cus during the holidays.. i keep sleeping at 4-5-6am... hahaha...even though i am able to wake up at 7... i chose not to go to sch... i was really dammmmmm tired....
stayed at home to play viwawa and stuff..=P
3 reasons of not going to sch....
1.cus of sickness..
2.cus not enuff slp..
3.cus i tot it was Enterprise lesson tat day...hahaha...in the end is cognitive processes..=0

2nd day of school reopens..17/6/08
woke up very reluctantly...as i fell aslp only at 2am and also cus i knew it was enterprise....
but luckly...today its a different faci!!! every one was soooooo happy!!!hahahaha
the faci was very good... he rewarded the people who did well in solving the problems..and tried to make us understand to watever we were doing...making the effort to make sure we do our ws questions indivdually.. so that we understand how to use ms excel to calculate the FV PV and PTM...hahax...wanna know wat are the codes?? go find out urself in excel..hahaxx...
i was so tired that i over slept in the bus and miss my bus stop..=x

3rd day of school reopen...18/6/08
science today..!!! our overall fav faci!!!
today was about atoms, molecules, and bonding!
hahax....
love the faci, love her lesson!!
enjoyed! she always puts in efforts to teach us.. make sure that we understand...and she will also take the effort to stay back at reteach if we still dun understand... go indivdually to make sure we really understand... loved her lessons!!

talking about that...
another of my fav faci came in today tooo...
tml is our 2nd UT for computing maths..
he actually took the time after sch to come over to our class to teach us..
to make sure that we are clear for tml ut...
love him!!
hahahaxx...
he seems to understand how people feel at times...
especially me..hahaha...
cus there's quite afew times...
i wrote in the RJ about my life.. and sometimes...
the class...
hahax...
he always tries to help me with my problem....

i really love them!!
they really helped me alot...
they really took in effort to teach us.... not like our enterprise jean tan...=x
lalala~~~

see no evil!
=x

going back to study.....
but im super tired...><'' btw...i almost over slept again in the bus..=x.. jus nice the bus stop at my bus-stop i wake up...hahaha...
good nitex=))
to every one who is reading this...
have a good day ahead!!

chris@: lolx... u dun get wat i meant also...how do i give them a chance when i dun even have the feeling for them?? i have tried, having a boyfriend that i knew for very long,at that time, im in need of love, u can say despo for someone to love me, to hug me, to make me feel secure...at that time, i tot i liked him, got the "hao gan"(好感), but it only lasted for a week, he likes me..but the problem is that, i tend to realise that he isnt the "one" even if i can really feel his love and secure, but i will feel like im cheating on him..because.. i still miss my ex...sigh....you can only say that my feeling for my ex is very strong.. or even... the impact left on me from my ex that i really loved at the moment... is very strong...

PS:~ღ i love starry starry night~ <33

ღ Always be my baby ღ
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
9:46 PM



We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

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Monday, June 16, 2008
9:06 PM

hahax....
i dunno wat to comment on now...

as what fusion's msn nick says...

and people reading this post...

REFLECTION for you!!!!

尿壶;要用的时候,便拿出来用一用。不用的时候,就往床底下塞。

is this how you treat ur friends??

hahax...
not really surprize about what people say...
i felt that this is usually what happen...even for some friends that really know you for a very long time...
its as if.. either love or friendship can survive at one point of time.....

its only when you break up in a relationship den you will come to think of us... to sob... to cry.. to complain...

u changed... i changed... everyone changed...
i just can say that im disappointed...with whoever im talking about...

hahax....i dont know who you are anymore...

sigh....

friends always change...
who doesnt?

who would be my friend forever??

If you come back......
Sunday, June 15, 2008
5:19 PM


C'mon c'mon
Yeah
Can you feel me?
(Baby can you feel me?)
I got something to say
Check it out

For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh, the reason why

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cos I don't want this love to ever end

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
'Cos baby you're the one I want
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yes you are

I watched you go
Takin' my heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time I try to reach you on the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cos I don't want this love to ever end
No, no, no, no

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
'Cos baby you're the one I want
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yes you are

Maybe I didn't know how to show it
(How to show it)
Maybe I didn't know what to say
(What to say)
This time I won't disguise
(Won't disguise)
Then we can build our lives
And we can be as one (be as one)

I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
(By my side)
'Cos baby you're the one I want
(Back to me, back to me, baby come back)
Oh yes you are, by my side

And I swear
If you come back in my life
Baby, 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side...

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freaking missing...

3:58 AM

=/....

missing him...
hahax...
kinda feel like telling him....
but i know i cant do anything about it... he wont...
its over...for a long time..i know it... jus didnt know how to over come it...
every one says take time...
but how much time does it take...
i really am scared of all these feeling...
i need to be love....
lol...
i need attention...im a attention seeker...hahahaha....

=P

pain??
Friday, June 13, 2008
5:10 PM

having aches/pain on my right arm...
cant really stretch that much..
><

i also nvr exercise these days...
only eat slp and watch drama...
=x

dunno where i get that from...

lolx...
anyway... if finished the drama "my lucky star" le...not bad oo!!

=P

Thursday, June 12, 2008
9:10 PM

quoted from a taiwan drama series " my lucky star " in episode 11


"有3 种爱,
there is 3 kinds of love..


有一种爱是寡言的,
one kind of love has no words,
它的付出也许是独断的,
the sacrifices might be out of one's will,
它的温柔可能是执著的。
its gentleness may be persistence..

有一种爱是朦胧的,
one kind of love is blurry,
它的付出也许是不自主,
its sacrifices might be selfless,
它的温柔可能是迷惑的。
its gentleness may be lost...

and,
还有,

一种爱是无形的,
one kind of love has no shape nor form,
它的割舍是因为一种希冀,
its separation is because of hope,
希冀所爱的人拥有比自己更幸福的人生,
hoping the person you love will have a better live than youself,
它的放弃是由于一种不舍,
its forfeit is due to a sense of unwillingness to part,
因为爱的太深,
because the love is too deep,
所以选择放开对方的手。
that is why to decide to let go of the other person's....."

Romance...

11:49 AM

hahax...now that i realise... that romance movies/ dramas are sort of like a fantasy that rarely really come true..they are for gals/women or even people that that are craving for the type of "perfect love"

Wednesday, June 11, 2008
2:38 AM

sigh.... why is it that every time i needed someone to talk to... u guys are always offline...

=/

why are you guys doing all these to me..
keep showing me so many different faces...

i had enough...
really enough...

or am i just being overly sensitive??

i cant take it anymore....

am i being overly sensitive??
am i being too naive??
am i being quiet??
am i being someone that makes people hate me??
am i being bitchy??
am i being so stupid that i always get stabs on the back?

you guys might not always do it on purpose...
but have you guys always realise and do something about it??

i only know that my

attitude sux...
"naiveness" sux
"stupidness" sux
sensitivity sux

i sux..

sorry..
sigh..

Tuesday, June 10, 2008
10:04 PM

hmm... nothing much for today..
wake up from slp... watch movies... and went out for dinner with mr soh and jy..

mr soh is my sec sch DnT teacher cum archery also..

yup...

its kinda decided this morning 12am..lolx..

so... im sorry daren... cant accompany u...><




till then.....

hmm??
Sunday, June 8, 2008
1:01 PM

me and fusion were suppose to meet den go to demsey road for the live band performance and ben and jerry's ice cream...

and i invited my parents to come with me too...
arranged 8pm to meet him...
but we were quite late..
reached at only 830..
sorry fusion!!

he was quite sure that today demsey road will have the performance..
lolx...80% sure
but....
end up cathay have...
and..
demsey road dun hab...
and i have to treat all of them icecream...
lolx...
hahax....
the place is quite cute though...

=))

all wooden furnitures
the outdoor ones still have swings...hahax...
and a mini bus of ben and jerry's
super cute...

after ice cream..
we went to kallang for food..

=P

i would say there de food okok only..
=x

hahax..

for a miracle...
no pics for today..

Friday, June 6, 2008
3:08 AM









6/6/08 friday
was suppose to go msia today...
=/
but cus i need to change my passport foto... and i didnt know now the system is changing the whole passport instead of changing the foto only...T____T
den somemore only on the 9th den can collect...

anyway....
jy and kor planned to go for dinner tgt also...hahaha...
lucky got activities...=P

kor treat!!
=x
dinner at pastamania..
after tat do wat??
hhmm....
we went to time zone..
played bishy bash!
and the "plate game?"
and lastly...
the hammer game!!

hahahaha.....tat is one fun game !!!
me and jy play at first... den kor there laugh until stomach pain...lolx...
super funny...=P
i noe... cus me and jy too cute...=x
lolx...
hahax...

but overall...
i have to say tat... i really missed u guys...

last but not least...

KOR u bias!!!=x
go ns also go after jy de bdae...T___T
sad siaa...


2:43 AM

Tues

went out with jessie and pika to cut hair...
fringe short short le...T___T
actually the auntie cut okok liao le...im satisfied le..
but dunno she going to cut shorter somemore...
when i wan tell her im ok with the fringe...
she already "ka cha" down le...
lolx...

den went over to pika house...
watch some really lame + stupid movie... but some parts made me laugh..
went home around 9pm..

pika and jessie wanted to send me home...
so while waiting for the bus... we took some pics...=x my suggestion as usual..=P
but pika said he was hungry...
they intend to go over to woodlands to makan...
but i didnt wan them to send me home..
if they send me home sure very late de...
by den the shop all close le...

so i told them...but they still insisted...
hahahaha....
they aboard the bus... and tap the card...
but
i didnt aboard the bus...
and said "bye byeee~~"
hahahaha...
straight after tat...
jessie called me...
first thing she said..
" si gin na!"
lolx...

=P









Someone's watching over me...
Thursday, June 5, 2008
6:22 PM



I found myself today
Oh, I found myself and ran away

But something pulled me back
A voice of reason, I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight

[Chorus:]
So I won’t give up
No, I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me

I’ve seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment, to my dreams

[Chorus]

It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself
And you’ll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe...

That I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe...

That someone’s watching over,
Someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over me
(Yeah yeah, oh oh...)
Someone's watching over me

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Low Kay Hwa " I Believe You "

4:04 AM

looking for a nice touching book?? or story to read??
i would recommend u this book... by Low Kay Hwa " I Believe You "

i just came across this book in a blog on sale last week..
had the intendtion to buy it... but didnt..
just now...my bro recommended me this link...
saying that the stories there are very addictive..
i tot of giving it a try...
it was those books i saw online...
i readt it...
its super touching...its really nice...
it illustrates every thing that you could imagine..
i cried through the last half of the book..

its reallly nice...
try it...!!

http://www.goodybooks.com/books_main.htm
this link only shows you the first half of the book...

"what if"

12:38 AM

hey guys...
if any one if you... happen to pop by this song called
"What If" by Eoin Harrington
please send to meeeee...

i wan that song very desperately...
its a really very super nice songg...

please!!!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008
1:58 AM




Love is not a matter of counting the years --it's making the years count.


1:35 AM

omggg...

if u haven heard of connie talbot sing..
u will regret man...

she really rox...
young and great singer!!!

gosh...
im really affected by her song...
really... nice...
perfect...




Connie Talbot (Over the Rainbow)



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Helpppp~~~~~=x
Monday, June 2, 2008
5:13 PM

hey guys... if possible...help to promote or advertise me kayyss!!

=x

ask ur friends family or even enemy if you wan...=x

every day vote one time=x

lolx...

helpppp~~!!!

thanks guys~~ <333~!!!!


Me and My Best Friend Contest!!!

12:21 PM

guys guys!!!

help to vote for me!!!!

pretty please~~!!!

http://www.mybestfriends.com.sg/gallery.aspx


Evangeline and Jessie!!!

=P

thx guys~~

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Leadership camp!!

1:50 AM

actually...
as i have STM..
i could only talk about some particular things...
there's alot of things that happen..
but i could write it all down could i??
lolx...

but..
over its dammm fun...

i love my team!!
woohaaa!!

=))

didnt slp on the last night...
but we had a great time...
hahax...super duper fun...
my team consist of
izzah
jia hao
jia jun
syam
jeannie
sandra
tun kun
jack
hannah

they all have their different ways of leading people..
but they reallly rox...

we chatted the whole night..
and i knew my weaknesses...
i have been being too naive sometimes..
and have been abit scarstic sometimes without myself knowing...
i will try to change...

=))

you guys really rox on!!
hope we can work tgt again...

=))

i dun wanna forget this experience...
but it will be tooooooo much to blog...
kinda lazy...
see how tml bahh...
=))


1:40 AM

M18
*abit of vulgarities

damm...

super act big..
still dare to say ppl..

reflect on urself please...
asshole..
bastard...

what you are trying to do is not to clear things up..
but to make problem bigger..
u idiot...
dun even know the basic of clearing things...
-.-

stupid right??
if u think talking is useless... y still continue talking??
waste ur time right??
wanna come agitate ppl den say la...
say until so nice for wat...
say till so nice.. wan " clear things up"
-.-

ppl comment ur friend u dun like..
den u comment ppl's friend u think we like meh...
use ur ass to think also noe la...
stupid..

about leaving u out...
READ my previous post..

u urself nvr take the initiative to come in urself...
still dare to say us...

ur face really really very thick..

and... if u say that we use 6P
WHY..
im asking now... WHY is the 6P so super different from out presentation??
hmmmm...
explain??

ya...i guess u might be really blind...=))

its a HARD CORE FACT that u did play games..
=))

and.. its also a FACT that u didnt try ur best in helping the team..
if not...
why is it that me and lois are able to find so much resources and not u??
why didnt we complain that its hard to do??
what are you only giving us the WIKIPEDIA website??
why are we able to find good resources than you??

DO you realise that..
you always.. ALWAYS
only do on a particular topic on a content page den run??
have u ever realise tat??
research le den give us the website..
den its up to the person who is doing the slides to summarize..
u think being the person who do the slides is tat easy??
unless u dun wanna do a good job la..

btw...
how will a person know that you wanna look at their comp if u dun even say??
i cant read minds..
u wanna see what info i got u dunno how to open ur damm talkative and stupid mouth and say??
mute arh??

people wants to get good grade.. wanna finish the presentation slides on time..
not by waiting for everyone to come back and get ready.. den end up no time...
how would we know wat time u guys will play until??
so if you go out... every one should wait for you to comeback den do??
is that what u trying to say??

btw...
i help u define

Teamwork..
it is a a cooperative effort by a group or team


do you think you have the RIGHTS to say team work??
have you put in ur COOPERATIVE EFFORT??
dun talk cock la...
act big..

you know wat HLG means??
i tell u..
it means
Hao lian Gui
aka
arrogant idiot
=))

its no one else but u..=))

if u didnt like his face... y still look at it??
stupid right??
you are jus freaking jealous abt him..
y he is able to do things by his own while other's are playing games..
he is jus putting in his effort, to do the best he can for the team and for himself..

you dun consider about other ppl's feelings at all..
have you??
giving other ppl names and stuff..
make fun of them..
if the same thing is applied to u...
how would you feel??

i would have to admit..
i have once laughed at those names..
but you are just too over board...
you do not watch ur limits...
and always did not consider about other people's feelings..

how good do you think you are to behave that way??

and btw...
do you think that ur questions are jus so childish??
and brainless sometimes??

ask us what we are doing...
of course doing presentation slides la...
dummy..

btw...

the "someone" we know issnt so kbkb, childish and so stupid one..

we didnt need ur help to save our ass..
=))
we didnt ask for any help from you, if u have realised..


and if you think that the slides are all rubbish...
why do u still use OUR slides to present and INCLUDE urself in the rubbish??

i guess thats all i've gonna say...

and lastly..

the reason why i locked up my blog...
only for those who are close to me to see...
is because..
i felt that we are still able to try and patch back to those time that the class had in the first few weeks...
but now...
i guess the grudge is already there...
and its hard to remove it.. unless both compromise..
my blog is for me to blog about my life, things that happen around me, things that i realise..
i didnt wanna spoil the friendship..
i wanted to try and hang on...
even though i am always left out in the group...
i wanted to try and see if things are able to work out..
but i guess not now...
and i see no point of hiding my blog in this case..
=))

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