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i shall just stop relying on him nor "him" both dangerous people... one could make someone upset.. one could make himself upset.. am i losing something?? i hope not.. time for bed or is it for dampness?? kinda hard to get a happy life isnt it? at least.. i guess for me.. thats how life is? so much more that we dont understand.. and the only think we really know is that things dont always go the way we planned or we wish.... |
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am i creating problems?? am i the one that is creating these havocs? am i?? i think i am.. really the one.. making everyone so upset.. i guess its really me... sorry for being unhappy.. sorry.. my fault.. sorry.. maybe, i just shouldnt exist.. sometimes.. i really felt that way.. *hopes to throw away those thoughts..* *tired..* *wants to take a long walk with a friend at ecp* kazzieee... come back soon... =/ im not sure i have got anyone else to really rely on now.. =/ please dont push me away... |
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not sure why am i feeling like this.. just not able to really cheer up.. working is good.. more income, but recently, getting headaches more often.. dont know why... =( someone~ please make me smile... pig the miss |
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tml's gonna be a long long day... i guess i will be able to see him after work.. =( so many things are happening these few days... =( sigh... sad.. bored.. not happy.. lolx.. =/ |
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Nice grades this sem, but being pulled down by my elective.. rawr!! lolx.. but still it remains in above 3~ =D rawr.. work, is fun yet tiring, missing the good days i have had..=( i wanna enjoy lifee~~ rawr! wanted to tell him alot of my stories, and what happen.. but the mood ruin it all.. =( i drank too much milk, and had diarrheas.. i was packing batteries all day long.. i have the amount of money i wanted to have in my bank now~ i miss you... i love you.. alot... =( gtg to work now~ =( |
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lolx.. dear is becoming sweeter.. wow? xD hahax.. i guess he really misses his holiday.. have been missing me so much all a sudden?? not sure too..=p i miss him too... >< misses his hugs, warmth, and everything else.. =p *hugs shagua* ^^ love you lots! |
| heart aches, jealousy, burden, cries, wants to be needed and wanted so much.. |
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lolx.. because of my da-ling, going POP, he requested for cookies! ohh!! before that...=.='' had a stupid incident.. lolx on thurs where i was SUPPOSE to finish baking all the cookies.. lolx thurs - 3/4/09 i should be meeting allie at amk at 12.. but she was late, and didnt pick up her calls even though i called like.. 10 +++++ - 20 times... lolx... and i was kinda tired of waiting, so i when to toastbox to have some breakfast, nasi lemak... they had the ikan billies in a separated plastic bag, and when i was tearing open it, all of a sudden, all the ikan bilies was flying in all direction..=.=''' "BOOM" "Fleewww Fleeeww Fleewwwww~" =.='' it was darn embarrassing..=.='' and i had super plain nasi lemak for the breakfast... only fish and rice and chilli..=.=''' after finishing them, i continue waited for another 10-15mins before calling someone else to help me check on her..(allie) so i called fusion, asking if she is online, and she wasnt.. =( i had no chances of getting through her, i dun even know her house number, and she isnt picking up her hp, and she is not online!!! LOL and she is already 1 hr late!!! RAWRRR and i decided after talking to fusion to call her the last time before i leave the shopping center back home, and on the 10th ring, if she still doesnt pick up i shall go back home.. lolx and unfortunely she picked up, and i had to wait another 20-30 mins more...lolx! so we went into the supermarket, and bought all the ingredients that is needed for the cookies! infact we bought more than enough.. lolx... 40 over bucks flyyy~~ T________T and i had over 3 boxes of cookies with only using 1/5 of the batter.. today i meant ytd~... friday - 4/9/09 had to try finish baking all those leftovers batter.. jy wanted me to wait for her to come bake tgt with me.. but she woke up super late~~, so i had to start on my self first~ the batter that was in the fridge, was supppppppper hard!!! like ice? or maybe softer, llolx.. just a little softer... =.=''' i had to soften it by my hands, scraping the softer ones off into a bowl/bucket first.. lolx and when she turn up~ i was already at my 2/3 batch of cookies.. lolx..xD anyway, we had fun! and i finish baking all of them at 9+++ T______T and i had 6 boxes/ containers of cookies! =D see below for more infomation! pictures tells it all~ =D            |
