i shall just stop relying on him nor "him" both dangerous people... one could make someone upset.. one could make himself upset.. am i losing something?? i hope not.. time for bed or is it for dampness?? kinda hard to get a happy life isnt it? at least.. i guess for me.. thats how life is? so much more that we dont understand.. and the only think we really know is that things dont always go the way we planned or we wish.... |
am i creating problems?? am i the one that is creating these havocs? am i?? i think i am.. really the one.. making everyone so upset.. i guess its really me... sorry for being unhappy.. sorry.. my fault.. sorry.. maybe, i just shouldnt exist.. sometimes.. i really felt that way.. *hopes to throw away those thoughts..* *tired..* *wants to take a long walk with a friend at ecp* kazzieee... come back soon... =/ im not sure i have got anyone else to really rely on now.. =/ please dont push me away... |
i really hate this life of mine.. |
not sure why am i feeling like this.. just not able to really cheer up.. working is good.. more income, but recently, getting headaches more often.. dont know why... =( someone~ please make me smile... pig the miss |
tml's gonna be a long long day... i guess i will be able to see him after work.. =( so many things are happening these few days... =( sigh... sad.. bored.. not happy.. lolx.. =/ |
Nice grades this sem, but being pulled down by my elective.. rawr!! lolx.. but still it remains in above 3~ =D rawr.. work, is fun yet tiring, missing the good days i have had..=( i wanna enjoy lifee~~ rawr! wanted to tell him alot of my stories, and what happen.. but the mood ruin it all.. =( i drank too much milk, and had diarrheas.. i was packing batteries all day long.. i have the amount of money i wanted to have in my bank now~ i miss you... i love you.. alot... =( gtg to work now~ =( |
lolx.. dear is becoming sweeter.. wow? xD hahax.. i guess he really misses his holiday.. have been missing me so much all a sudden?? not sure too..=p i miss him too... >< misses his hugs, warmth, and everything else.. =p *hugs shagua* ^^ love you lots! |
heart aches, jealousy, burden, cries, wants to be needed and wanted so much.. |
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Evängëlinë Chuä aka Stärriiёёx~** 7 OctobëR Sëmbäwäng Yøungëst in the fämily =D Attachëd tø Wëi ming Šincë 14'11'08 |
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