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destinated that i would be like this.. looking at the different faces of human.. being dislike by people.. being antisocial in class.. =/ people isnt that kind anymore.. its kinda sad, when people tend to know you more, would have higher chances to leave you as well.. thats why i would always say, my net friends would be there for me, but not really true for my RL friends.. =/.. are they really called as friends in the first place??? im not as fun and out going, everything that isnt good will sabo me..thanks lor.. just because i am not close to u guys, doesnt mean i like what you guys suggest.. =/ sigh... im not happy... |
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no confidence, no sense of security. feeling lonely.. feeling afraid.. feeling alone again.. might be because of PMS, or might be because of the accumulation of the fear in me.. |
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oh god.. so much for feeling better when after some time being stuck in the middle again.. wth.. i hate it!!! argh!!!!!!!! she doesnt care!!! why should she after what she did!!!!!! zzzzz sigh.. had a very bad day today.. who cares anyway.. haha.. i really do hope im really all alone in this world that i wont have to be bothered about so much things.. thank god for at least letting me have peace in my own room. so wats the use of being lonely? no one really cares anyway.. being unhappy is just something that im feeling. no one can really help anyway.. sometimes, i really would wish i had someone by be everywhere i go, a pet dog, and i would be really happy about it already. at least when he/she sees me he/she would be happy about it, accomapanying me all around.. =/ sigh.. im contradicting myself eh? wanted to be all alone with a dog.. xD =/ i give up hopes with her.. seriously tired of her.. sigh... what a day... FML |
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rawr? back at last? im not sure.. just felt like writing down some stuff.. dear had fever for the past 4 days, or 5 actually.. i can do nothing... just only being by his side for the first few days, and just being away the next few days.. feeling moody and moodless.. dont know what i can do... i just wanted to help... exam is coming.. or you can say, started.. tml is ipa, monday is coaching.. and im dead.. sigh... just freaking worried about him.. had his harry potter to acommpany me.. and his jacket.. sigh... =/ suddenly i haven been concerning about my grades anymore... have been absent from classes, or not getting good grades, or even heck care about the faci.. which i dont usually behave.... sigh... =/ |
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