started work recently.. started all the missing once again.. luckily im always able to see him whenever i want.. luckily he is always there for me when i needed.. i jus wanna be with him... alap =x.. as long as possible.. haven been contacting the rest lately.. or almost all of them.. super tired of work.. cus.. 9 am wake prepare go work.. 1050am reach start work... 1030pm reach home.. 11pm go slp.. every day same routine.. wear heels until leg numb liao.. cant even tip toe now.. =/ one part of my gums are aching... ><''' sigh... its kinda hard working there.. have to memorise every thing.. every single thing makes a diff.. if i dunno = sales gone = commission gone.. =/ missing darling... but, i will be meeting him on tues~ =D infact every of my off day... i jus wanna spend time with him.. always and forever.. lurves him lots... Evan~ |
listening to the songs u have in your blog.. instead of making me feel calm.. i thought through a little.. tears flow out uncontrollably dear.. dun ever do this to me again.. please.. im worried.. from the first day i started maple.. till now.. we have been the same.. to the extend im being afraid... afraid we would quarrel or even become what we are now.. even if i do play games.. i still care about you.. its not that there's no you when there's game.. dont u see how excited i was everytime i see u in the game? wanting to play with u.. =/ dear... i really love and care.. i do.. really... believe and trust me.. i dun wan u to get vex cus of this stupid game.. again and again.. dear.... im scared... please dun leave me... =/ please.. |