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after such a long time without updating.. so many things happen that i was lazy to record it down.. first was cny~ den my philippines trip~ den valentines with dear, swimming with dad, bro and his gf den we bought a pair of couple rings.. and few days later.. this.. im jus a freaking idiot am i not? why do i put other stupid things infront of him... i was upset.. about the things he said and wrote.... so straightforward that it shot through my heart.. i cried while replying his msges.. in fact.. i cried the whole night.. i cried to slp.. 3rd mth... i hope this isnt the end.. i dont want this to end.. he deserve someone better den me eh? im jus a stupid girl that always puts other things that interest her at the moment infront of everything.. i hate myself.. i need a job.. to keep me away from all these.. i.. dont wish this to end.. but do i have the right to request for it? =/ sigh... going back to slp.. =/ |
