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my mom is a freak...sigh..
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
10:31 PM

im got my shoes~ clothes~ contacts ready~
=D

got pek chek with my mom today...
sian...sigh...

im too tired to care about her anymore...

do what she wants..

monday say wan go.. den when i prepare finish everything..
den tell me cancel...
say tues..

den tues i need go sch mah...
for awhile at least...
den she keep ask me dun go...
i was super uber upset with her..
that i couldnt slp whole night..+ also cus my sun burn..

den today.. i went over jb to meet dad there.....
she pek chek dunno eat wat wrong medicine..
come back only show attitude..

seriously..
while i was in the bus with dad...
i had a sudden feeling of asking dad to divorce her...
but dad isnt that kind of person...
and mom have been making up stories to make me put my trust in her...
sigh....
=.='''
she didnt even get her facts right and understand and put herself in dad's shoes...

if i was dad...
i probably cant take it any more...

she came in my room after we reach home...
ask me wat i buy...
so i told her..
i : shoes and clothes..
M : use whose money...???!!
i: my own de...
M: " got money dunno how to save ah"

seriously.. i think wat twin said was right...
if she knows how to say me..
look at herself first...
branded bags??
how many??
per month?
or 2?
=.='''

she still have the cheek to ask dad for money...
when she doesnt help out in the house at all...
not even helping my bro on his sch fees...
and my dad had to find someone else to be gurantor so that he could borrow money from the bank to pay bro's sch fees...

sigh...
why is my mom like this...
im tired le la...
sien le...
=/

but overall....
i jus hope dad did had his fun..
relaxing at the pool on sun~
and shopping with me without any houseflies around him..

peace and quiet...

thats how i want it to be...

sick + cramps...
Thursday, January 15, 2009
10:15 AM

rawrr!
luckily i decided not to go to sch ytd...
was quite suay... i had cough and coughing non stop ever since i woke up..
and very suay-ly, my monthly thingy came...=.='''
and thus gave me a veryyyyyy bad cramp...

so.. when both adds up... its bad... real bad...=.=''

imagine u are coughing and had stomach cramps which cant make u cough, because it hurts alot when you cough..lolx..

tried distracting myself by playing dear's psp,
but it didnt help...

so... i tried slping...
but.. it hurts too much that made me curl up like a fetus.. =,=''

rawr!!
but ended up falling aslp..
and woke up with the cramp gone away..

=D

dear came..><''
just because i asked..><''
loves him lots...
thanks so much for coming just a short while to see me..
=D
love u lots loots..=p

im feeling alot better already though...
=p
jus the cough and.. a little cramp..=x

shopping!! ღ
Thursday, January 8, 2009
9:30 AM

=D thanks everyone for their care and concern~ =D
my mom is still my dearest mom~ =D

anyway~ =D
i skipped class ytd..xD
went to sch~
and on the first break out, i went home..
cus mom asked me if i wanna go shopping with her~
xD

den from 11 went over to bugis and mom wanna repair her crystal necklace, so, we waited there for =.=''
2 1/2 hourss...
until 1.30 den left the place.


started walking quite alot, but didnt see anything i like..
bought alot of shorts though~

and went over to fox,
saw 2 nice tshirts...T___T
mom didnt like 1 of them..
but the other 1 was the last piece,
didnt have my size,
sadden,
just wanted 1 size bigger!! rawrr!!

T___T sobbed....

went to daddy's company to wait for him..xD
waited for him to send us home..
=x


rawr! =D
kinda tired...
reach home eat
fish porridge, watched tv and straight to slp.
xD

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CLASS IS BORING NOW!! RAWRRR

all i wanted... is my family to be back again..
Sunday, January 4, 2009
6:03 PM

mom... y are u always so stubborn..
if u wanna calulate all these stuff...
u might not be even staying in this house...

why must i always be the one to care...
im very tired....
please jus let me have peace...

im sorry i shouted at you... not only once.. or twice..
but 3 times...
at my top of my voice with throat i am having now...

but cant u see that we are also very tired...
or i am... very tired..
dad already dun wanna ague with u..
cus of me.. and my bros...

2 bros already given up on you.. and have been taking sides le...

im always trying to help...
can you see...

im tired...
im stress..
im really...
mom... please dun let me go through all this can??
please...

im tired....
mom...
please....

i jus wanna go back to the past as we are like...

mom... please...
give and take...
im been really trying le..
without your help
wat im doing is useless...
totally useless...

mom...
please....

i... heart hurts...tears overwhelming me..

1:38 AM

our first ever time we had a tiff...
=/
im sorry...
i cant control my feelings..
i cant just stop typing to explain myself...
i cant stop defending my self..

if i had stopped earlier..
we wouldnt had this tiff...

sigh...

sick...bad throat..
Saturday, January 3, 2009
2:04 AM

having a bad throat ever since new year eve...
><''

pain aching like.. needles poking it..
=.='''
rawrr!!!

at work still eat choco cake..=x
xD

but still...
=/

it hurts...><'''

oh ya...
i said earlier before the sch holidays...
i had a photo shoot..
for my sch..
xD

this is the webby~
im at the last page~ =p
=D
http://www.rp.sg/courses/diplomabrochure/shldiplomas.pdf

New Year, New Life ღ
Thursday, January 1, 2009
9:05 PM

okayy... i knooww... it had been days i haven blogged...=p
lets start with 29th of dec..
=D
i went out to the bishan library to meet up with my groupmates for the Philippines trip
to finish up with the presentation..
and...
i went down to ntuc to buy sushii..=D
den dear came to my house after his sch... =p
=D
and ate sushi together~ =D

New Year Eve
i went out buying breakfast for myself..
and some ingredients for later when dear come...
xD
dear came to my house at around 2+ i think..
and slacked, play ro, alot alot more.../gg
and as for lunch/dinner
we made pizza bread together...xD
super fun~ =D

dear incharged in putting on the tomato puree on the bread..
and me.. incharge of cutting the mushrooms, ham, and cheese...=D

xD
niceyy~
=D













oh yaa...
and after dinner..
we went back to the room.. to continue playing our lappy...=D
heard fireworks.. but cant be seen in my room..
so we didnt care much.. wanted to get icecream~
went into the kitchen... looked out the window.. saw ppl taking camera taking foto in the opposite direction...
so we ran out the back of the block..
and had a very clear view of the fireworks..
and so...
i spend the last day of 2008 and the verry first second, minute, hour, day, with my dearest weiming..=D

New Year..2009

daddy, me, wm, big bro,2nd bro,2nd bro's gf..
when out to eat..
=D
so.. in the van... me and wm decided to take fotos..=D
xD
so... look below for more info~ =D









my fav foto~ =D




not only this year i wanna spend it with you... every year...
not only this month i wanna spend it with you... every month...
not only this week i wanna spend it with you... every week...
not only this day i wanna spend it with you... every day
not only this hour i wanna spend it with you...every hour
not only this minute i wanna spend it with you...every minute..
not only this second i wanna spend it with you... every second...
not only this time i wanna spend my time with you..everytime...


i wanna spend every moment with you..
i know i might be very =/ easily upset..
or maybe.. upset about alot of little things...
but i'll try to change... im very sorry..
i guess its my way of getting more attention from you...
im so afraid you will get sick of me..
im so afraid you will not love me and give me as much attention as i can get now..
im so afraid one day.. you might not feel like spending anymore moments with me...
so i rather have your attention now.. now than never in future...

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