Life

what a day to start with...=/

Wednesday, December 24, 2008
9:59 AM

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dad mom... will you guys ever stop quarrelingg?

2 days ago, everyone was happily eating together..
2 days later.. quarrel..

mom... everyone is siding dad now.. sometimes.. cant you just listen to me..
im trying to help here...

dad.. you know how much it hurts when u say that you marry the wrong wife.?
whether to me or to mummy... you know how much it hurts me?
no matter what.. im here because of both of you...

i dont know what the hell is wrong with you guys...
is it that nice to quarrel?

now things are back to sqaure one..
after so much things i have done..
i have tried helping..

mom... can you just stop looking into dad's stuff..
dad.. mom is just worried about you... or just wanted security..

cant you both just understand each other abit more???

i hate seeing the house being broken down again...
dad mom...
cant u guys at least just pretend infront of ur kids...
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let just at least have a nice cover for the house..
even if the content isnt nice enuff...

im tired...
im tired of trying so hard to keep u guys together..
but thats the only thing i can do.....

cant you see that
all of urs are tired??
cant you see that i am the only one left still standing and trying to put things back together..
cant you see me always keeping quiet about so much things
just to make u guys worry less..
cant you see that im crying in my room because of u guys..
cant you see that how much i miss my home...

is this call a home??
where is my home??
did i left it in the past??

i miss staying in bedok...
where everyone is so united...

i miss.. the times...
please... dont make me hate this family.. this house.. or this so called "home"

Love..
your dearest daughter..(i dunno if i am anymore..)
Evan..