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Thursday, December 11, 2008
9:15 PM

i guess what i would call myself today..
or tonight.. will be an emotional baby

everytime i see those leftovers cooked at home, rotting.
i feel so sad..

everytime i wake up and go school, not seeing my parents
i feel so bad.

everytime i see my parents coming home late.
i feel numb..

it has been so long, since we last ate together, or should i say, it has been years that we ate together as a family regularly..

daddy.. mommy... you know how much i miss this family??

all these have been overwhelming me today..

im crying so much that my eyes are hurting..

we are seperated by just doors,
yet it seems like the we are seperated by space?

wooot... thanks to javerson.. my emotions go pooof.. and disappeared for the moment we chatting in the phone... but he didnt know wat was going on.. he heard me sneeze.. but thought i got a bad flu... xD

okok..

lets continue..

i guess.. i really miss the family...
my family..
the homemade food..=/
eating together with my family..

im always jealous about dearie and twin..
always get to eat homemade stuff.. by there parents..
or just eating together...

talking with each other.. so united..
or to me.. it felt this way..

my family seems like a cover..
outside looks good..alright...okay...fine...
but inside its like broken.. like a broken family...

everyone seems to living their own life..
not much communication done...

all the basic comments or greetings..
thats all...

all thanks to dearie helping me to realise how much love i have...
its after i know him..
i came to realise..
my parents are working so hard..
they are growing older..
and makes me miss them even more..
as it is one day or one more day have passed..
how much i miss the family..
how much i miss my parent's hugs and warmth..
how much i miss just talking to them...with out any reason...

daddy.. mommy...
i love you... ღღ
=)
^^
=D
and this love..
is unlimited love..