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=D i kinda had fun today... =p it wasnt as busy as ytd night... it was really fun..=D i had lotsa fun today... know some very cute ppl.. very nice ppl.. they tend to like me alot... =x but one thing bad is that.. i walk until leg pain siaa.. RAWRRR!! lolx... but its kinda fun~ =x will still consider working as a waitress..=p sweet dreams everyone.. tml going interview with deariie... =p dear..!! GET WELL SOOON!!! RAWRRR!! * hugs * love you lots.. shower u with my love! =D so must get well faster!! rawr!! |
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So damn tired after a day of work, feel like i’m going to die... its supppperrrrr tiringg...=.=''' SUPERRR... so i said.. if today so tired... + tml... im = dead...
BUT Twin told me that i cannot die! He funny sia, this is what he said. sђμη says: if you die hor ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: LOL sђμη says: i will go down and PULL YOU OUT ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: LOL ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: ROFL sђμη says: or go up and grab you down! sђμη says: OK! sђμη says: sooo hor sђμη says: if really die ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: XD sђμη says: come haunt me sђμη says: tell me which floor sђμη says: i go find you ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: i can imagine u saying all this ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: rofl.. ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: ur tone everything ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: xD sђμη says: hahahahahhaha sђμη says: good goood ^^ sђμη says: then i wont have to repeat to you sђμη says: hahahaha ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: loll sђμη says: hahahah sђμη says: understand?! sђμη says: come haunt me ahhh sђμη says: then if cannot pull you out sђμη says: come fine me also sђμη says: i feed you lahh sђμη says: xD sђμη says: wm also can sђμη says: mon tue wed my house ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: lol ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: RAWRR sђμη says: thur, fri sat sun his house sђμη says: xD ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: ROFL sђμη says: hahahahhahaha sђμη says: then hor sђμη says: must fair lah sђμη says: you tell me 4d winning numbers lah sђμη says: then i can buy more stuff for you ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: o.o? ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: LOL sђμη says: but thats if i cant pull you out first lah ღ - Stärriiёёx - ღ - ★ @ηgёζ ţĥǻţ ζǿvεş Šţǻŗş..~** ... says: ROFL So because of this, I cannot die tmr xD NIGHTS!~~ xD
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=/.. dad mom... will you guys ever stop quarrelingg? 2 days ago, everyone was happily eating together.. 2 days later.. quarrel.. mom... everyone is siding dad now.. sometimes.. cant you just listen to me.. im trying to help here... dad.. you know how much it hurts when u say that you marry the wrong wife.? whether to me or to mummy... you know how much it hurts me? no matter what.. im here because of both of you... i dont know what the hell is wrong with you guys... is it that nice to quarrel? now things are back to sqaure one.. after so much things i have done.. i have tried helping.. mom... can you just stop looking into dad's stuff.. dad.. mom is just worried about you... or just wanted security.. cant you both just understand each other abit more??? i hate seeing the house being broken down again... dad mom... cant u guys at least just pretend infront of ur kids... =/ let just at least have a nice cover for the house.. even if the content isnt nice enuff... im tired... im tired of trying so hard to keep u guys together.. but thats the only thing i can do..... cant you see that all of urs are tired?? cant you see that i am the only one left still standing and trying to put things back together.. cant you see me always keeping quiet about so much things just to make u guys worry less.. cant you see that im crying in my room because of u guys.. cant you see that how much i miss my home... is this call a home?? where is my home?? did i left it in the past?? i miss staying in bedok... where everyone is so united... i miss.. the times... please... dont make me hate this family.. this house.. or this so called "home" Love.. your dearest daughter..(i dunno if i am anymore..) Evan.. |
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anyway.. i just realise that.. 3 more days will be the return of twin from his holiday... and i haven finish his present!! OMG! LOL he's soooooo gonna be .." ahem" =x xD i will try to finish when im free i guess... tml is the big day! for steam boat! its xmas eve! =D everyone is suppose to be loving and caring~ ^^ cheer up everyone!!=D have you realise that or do you even know that we have our own temper and feelings too? we have to care about everyone's feelings.. we kept things that we felt shouldnt be said.. but, you didnt.. you just said everything so bluntly.. which hurt us alot did you realise? we have our own feelings too..=/ you always didnt give us a chance to explain.. and gave us the "death penalty" is this fair for us? ahhh... forget it... tml is suppose to be loving and caring!! =D |
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=p.. it was our one mth ytd.. planned alot of stuff.. but didnt go really as planned..=x xD anyway... i had to wake up early in the morning to email my faci for the payment for my philippines trip.. after that.. i bought a mini cake in four leaves.. and went back home and waited for him to come~ so... i wrapped the box that contained his present until 2am the day before our mth~.. and tore dunnohowmany pieces of tissue.. to "use up the space" xD so gave it to him at around 2pm.. ohh... i gave him a heart puzzle.. so... guess how long he took? =x 5 hours...=x including me helping him..xD =x i helped him on his 4th hour..=x anyway... we didnt do anything much... just enjoyed each other's company... =p i watched drama, he play with the puzzle.. cooked maggie for dinner.. and ate a tint of ben & jerry's strawberry cheese cake..=D =p den continued with our evil plans..=x xD deariie..im wont wanna let you go.. cause.. i love you.. i hope our feelings will always be like this moment... never ever fade.. but only grow stronger.. dont think too much okayy~ same for me..=x i wont..i will try..=x xD love you... Sha Gua~ =p |
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i guess what i would call myself today.. or tonight.. will be an emotional baby everytime i see those leftovers cooked at home, rotting. i feel so sad.. everytime i wake up and go school, not seeing my parents i feel so bad. everytime i see my parents coming home late. i feel numb.. it has been so long, since we last ate together, or should i say, it has been years that we ate together as a family regularly.. daddy.. mommy... you know how much i miss this family?? all these have been overwhelming me today.. im crying so much that my eyes are hurting.. we are seperated by just doors, yet it seems like the we are seperated by space? wooot... thanks to javerson.. my emotions go pooof.. and disappeared for the moment we chatting in the phone... but he didnt know wat was going on.. he heard me sneeze.. but thought i got a bad flu... xD okok.. lets continue.. i guess.. i really miss the family... my family.. the homemade food..=/ eating together with my family.. im always jealous about dearie and twin.. always get to eat homemade stuff.. by there parents.. or just eating together... talking with each other.. so united.. or to me.. it felt this way.. my family seems like a cover.. outside looks good..alright...okay...fine... but inside its like broken.. like a broken family... everyone seems to living their own life.. not much communication done... all the basic comments or greetings.. thats all... all thanks to dearie helping me to realise how much love i have... its after i know him.. i came to realise.. my parents are working so hard.. they are growing older.. and makes me miss them even more.. as it is one day or one more day have passed.. how much i miss the family.. how much i miss my parent's hugs and warmth.. how much i miss just talking to them...with out any reason... daddy.. mommy... i love you... ღღ =) ^^ =D and this love.. is unlimited love.. |
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Take my hand, take a breath Pull me close and take one step Keep your eyes locked on mine And let the music be your guide [Troy:]Won't you promise me [Gabriella:]Now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget [Troy:]We'll keep dancing [Gabriella:]To keep dancing [Both:]Wherever we go next [Both:] It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance [Troy] Take my hand, I'll take the lead And every turn will be safe with me Don't be afraid, afraid to fall You know I'll catch you through it all [Troy:]And you can't keep us apart [Gabriella:]Even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart [Troy:]Cause my heart is [Gabriella:]Cause my heart is [Both:] Wherever you are [Both:] It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance [Both:] Oh, no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide Cause together or not, our dance won't stop Let it rain, let it pour What we have is worth fighting for You know I believe, that we were meant to be [Both:] It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you (like you) It's one in a million, the chances of feelin' the way we do (way we do) And with every step together, we just keep on gettin' better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Can I have this dance Can I have this dance Labels: Can I have this dance |
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oh please... semester end faster please... WTF ya right~ " u not sit there de meh.." as if u dunno the team change le..=.= WTF go die pls..RAWRRR im starting to see some freaking faces.. =/ sigh.. i dont like her.. seriously.. fake.. damm fake.. end semester faster!!! wth... RAWRRRR |
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Things to do!! 1. 2. 3. 4. Blood test* TOMMOROW!!!! 5. 6. ECOtourism Presentation Slides!! 7. SAVE MONEY!!!! |
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once again~ when out with dearie to meet his friends after sch... was superrrrr hungryyyy!!! rawrr!!! all from his sec school mates... xD luckily he was there with me.. Lovess~ his friends were late...=x very...=x xD anyway... i had fun... after food, the girls actually bought lotsa donuts instead of a cake.. there was 10 donuts.. 9 with small candles one with the big one.. with icecream on the donut.. loves! gosh... its so.... nice!!!!! rawr! im quite sure he enjoyed.. alot.. ^^ i love you lots dearie! thanks for everything.. you are really everything to me.. xD thanks to all my friends giving me all the support that i needed.. esp nikki! loves! |
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