Life

Sunday, September 28, 2008
10:12 AM

i know...its me...
that have been always pushing people away from me..
i know its me
that have been always looking for them when im im trouble / problem

what a friend you might think...
i dunno how long i have been doing this.. but.. yea... i have been doing it...

my jie chat with me ytd night...
told me some stuff that i knew long ago...
but just that im still avoiding the fact...

she's really very encouraging...=D
xie xie jie..

she told me..
since memories cant bring to future, might as well just leave it as memories...
no point keep looking back... cus it still wont happen even if how much i hoped for it to happen...

these stuff did happened to her before too..
and she believed that in the future she will find someone even better..and she believed in herself...
and thus... she cheered up =D

she believe that i can do it too...just that i still need to move slowly...
and my first step will be...
changing my emo attitude..=x

if i dun emo at all, i will be a very cheerful gal~
so... from that... i need to open my mind and look forward...but not look into the past anymore~
=D
because there's still lots o guys better than him..=/
the more i look back, the worst i will get...=x

she said that,
love can be in many forms...
i have so much friends around me..
in my blog.. there's already so much friends that will love me... showering me with love..understanding me..

and that is the most powerful love of all..

if i can step out, on the very first step..* which is stop all my emo-ness *
she feels that...
i will and i can live a very good life...=D

she told me that..
even if people aint around me..
but inside them, them still will be caring and be loving
so...
Evan +U+U+U!! =D

normal people wont be around me.. they will distance away from me..
abnormal people will be around me... and thus be my friends! =x
cus im abnormal too..=D