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back to my bitter sweet life... nothing has changed... being hurt and let it pass.. being just ignorant about everything... being jus a friend...which might jus disappear sooner or later.. being jus back to someone that is so... common.. being jus back to the person that is always standing aside.. lolx... anywayy... freaking tired... and my hair is still wet... went for the nike run as volunteer... sit there for the whole day... doing baggage.. putting and collecting their baggages for the runners... advantages.. 1. at least im not at home.. 2. at least i get to breath fresh air.. 3. 30 bucks allowance... 4. jus following commands... 5. i dun have to plan my way through.. 6. i got free nike t-shirts!!! disadvantages... 1.its super duper triple borringgg..! 2.boreddddd 3.still boredd!!!! 4.very late go home..T___T tiredd post up some fotos later... or maybe tml.. lolx... lots of things happened today... frst was some personal case.. den in the event.. was the theft case... sighh.... i dunno how my life will be like in the future... can someone jus give me commands and i jus follow?? im tired... of all these... can someone take my feelings away from me?? im freaking really hurting from all these... can someone jus save me from the bottom of the sea?? im freaking drowning of all these... =/ - impatience kills - |
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wow.... * clap hands * i suddenly have a loss of words... i came across quite an amount of mommy blogs... they are real brave.... seriously.. i will not know what to do if im like them... i think my dad will kill that guy first.. lolx... they all look so pretty~ with their dearest babies~ and hubbies.. i have alot on my mind now... making me not to know what to say... i admire their bravery.. being able to stand this strong.. ^^ +U worrs michelle.. ^^ seriously... i once thought guys are like.. heartless.. lolx..really!! maybe cus watch too much drama also..=x at a gal's point of view laa~~ to what i saw... guys are like.. always abandon their gf's when they got them pregnant.. ok.. i know its stereotyping.. but seriously.. if these guys are gonna do that.. -.-'' u guys must well go to hell now.. -.- throwing off a life just like that... what if.. u were like this in ur mom's tummy.. and ur dad wants to throw you away... what will you feel?? lolx.. i seriously... dunno what to say liao... lolxx... ermm.. ahhh!!! i dunno wat to say liaoo..! ok.. to the rest of those attached mommys... ^^ +U+U be happy with what you have now... ^^ i believe they are you life now.. and goshhh!!! their babies are soooooooo cute!!!! lolx... * hugs * to all the mommys and babies~ =p ^^ i really felt happy for them.. and at some point.. i felt jealous too.. might be because... i want to be loved like them too..=/ |
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ok... lets see where to start~ =D some idiot.. from NP came over my cousin's blog and shoot her.. saying she's ugly and saying some bad stuff abt rp and the students there... so... im here.. to give some comments about him/her~ =D and btw~.. im also in RP... and im super proud of it.. =D 27 Aug 08, 14:00 =D... at least.. she dare to put her pic and show how she looked like.. =D what about u?? hmm... u want us to imagine how u look like??? hmmm... i will imagine u as a dung... hmmm.. maybe dung is too good for u.. cus it helps to fertilise the soil...im already very good to say that u are dung u know... =D cus dung can be shaped into any shapes... as u are "imaginary" =p... 27 Aug 08, 18:47 so what if u are damm freaking rich?? ehh... dun bring rich ppl's reputation down la...-.-''' and i think... ur mirror might already be either in ur dung..*cus ur hands are made of dung also... awwww* or already broken into pieces.. =D.... and... ppl in RP are not brainless...=D... i wont say anyone in NP is brainless.. but i will say u are! =D cus dung doesnt have brains! =DD and.. one more thing... u are throwing NP's face..-.-''' seriously...u are so freaking * no self esteem to dim urself as unknown.. or LOL?* 27 Aug 08, 22:38 Ohhhhh... u would not stood to a low level as us? awwww... u jus did~ =D hmmm... and im sure u are already entertaining us.. =D... and i think u jus changed ur name to "LAMER"?? hahax..=D hiie lamer~=P 27 Aug 08, 23:54 hmmm know our english??... why not compare your english first?? firstly.. i think spelling is enough to make u fail =D i think its suppose to be.. Do you understand your language of english??? if not... why did Ngee Ann Polytechnic did not accept you? because you had bad results? =.=''' hey... you see the amount of spelling mistakes already??hahahaha... 28 Aug 08, 00:00 you know what...? I want to come to rp... instead of NP... =D... i will not regret to be in RP...=D even if i have another choice to choose... i will still choose RP... RP rox! if u says RP is lousy... lets see... how well u can do.. =D ... how about be the next BILL GATES right at this moment... since U are so smart?? =D 28 Aug 08, 00:01 look on the top comment...=D 28 Aug 08, 10:11 if we are animals...den.. u are... ermmm... o ya... dung~ =D you are so far better?? are u sure??? awwww..... u are imagining it i guess..=(... awww~~ in your dreams~=D you know something... you are a disgrace... even to your disguise... as DUNG~ =) 28 Aug 08, 15:36 you know why we get worked up? its because we cared..about our school.. and our dearest friend and family??... what will you do.. when we do the same thing to your friends and family?? what will you do?? if u wont get worked up.. den i wont say... you are hopeless... =D you have nothing you want in life... u selfish idiot... enjoyin everything on your own i guess? i would pity your parents.. and people that treats you as a friend.. but seriously... by here... i would really hoped you will get worked up if we are doing the same thing to your family...=).. because... they are always standing by your side... helping you.. |
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1. (the person who tagged me) - Wei Shun aka crazy skinny monkey =x 2. (your relationship with him/her) - twins? lolx.. you can say as close as twins.. lolx.. 3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - nerd..looks like nerd... super sensitive...someone that really understands me really very very well...and... super skinny.. 4. (the memorable thing he/she has done for you) - being able to understand me so well that he knows what to do and when to leave me alone or even know what i want to say... 5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - "i wont leave even if you tries to push me away.." 6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - o.o... bully him everytime i meet him... * pokes * =x 7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - lolx.. * dun look like a nerd..-.-'' =x * 8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - toture him till death... * tickles * 9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - its kinda hard to be enemy with him.. lolx..o.o... but... if he becomes my enemy... i think the only reason will be....he doesnt appreciate things about anything or anyone.. or in other words... he is not himself anymore..lolx.. 10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - change his style =x... 11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - NERD =x... okok... ermmmm i think its still nerd..=x... the word nerd is kept on flowing in to my mind when i want to think of his impression..=x... lolx... okok... ermm... really understanding...and over understanding sometimes.. 12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - super emotional.. 13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - i am imPerfect..=D lolx.. im just who i am... my own personality.. 14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - my fats...=/ 15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - someone that is able to do what they want without any worries...someone that is not able to hurt anyone... 16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) - thanks for everything that you have done for me.. i really appreciate.. really... thank you....<3 * hugs * 17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you) siennn...o.o''' lolx.. i almost said... i dun have much people i know that blogs.. but den again...=/ *looks at my link* lolx! 1. Wei Shun *wakakakaka! * do it again! =x.. wakakakaa!! muhahahahahaha!!! 2. elly~ 3. allie~ 4. matty~ 5. irrine 6. keetee~ 7. Kendrick~ 8. Pris 9. Or Ah Jian~ 10. sabir~ (Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) - a cat~ or a fish~ =x (Is no.9 a male or female?) - ermm.. its.. "IT" hao jian is oyster~ =D =x lolx...no la... jkjk..=x its HE...=x (If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - O.O... ermmm...good thing? o.o''' ermm... i dunno.. as long as they are happy.. =x... but i got a pretty good feeling its impossible.. cus they are in different country~ lolx.. (When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) - ermm... ytd~ rioting in msn for my fotos...she took of me.. in toyrus..T___T (What kind of music does no.8 like?) - if im not wrong... she likes pop, rock,slow and nice once too.. both english and chinese..=D (Does no.1 has any siblings?) - yupp... one little sister and brother~ (Will you woo no.3?) - ermm... no way... im straight~.. lolx... and she always bullies me.. T___T..=x (How about no.7 ?) - hahahahaha!! i might!! =x... lolx... he's real funny and caring too~~ lolx... but nvr met him real life before though...he's really nice! and cute! ermm... maybe i wanna take the cute away..=x... lolx... im cuter! =x hahaha.. (Is no.4 single?) - /gg definitely not single... cus she has me! and elly and allie! to les with! wakakaka!! lolx..! (What's the surname of no.5?) - Chua! =x my daughter mahh~ =p... lolx... no la... is Chia chewy~=x lolx... chia chooi yee is her name.. =) * hugs * bao bei ben lui lui~ lalala~~ (What's the hobby of no.4?) - Go crazy! wakakaka!~ thats the hobby of a mad woman right!?!? =p =D <3~~> (Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) - er.... they dun even know each other...lolx.. (Where is no.2 studying at?) - i know i know!! Singapore!! and!! she's in secondary sch!! (Say something casual about no.1) - * pokes * =x (Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - that kinda sounds wrong..o.o'' nvm... i dun need to try to develop.. cus the feelings are already there..~ =D... * hugs * (Where does no.9 live?) -Under the sea~ under the sea~ =x... lolx... okok.. serious! on the earth deep deep under the sea~ =x..lolx!! okokokok!! enough... he stays in singapore... bukit batok, some condo.. lolx.. 10 mins driving time away from the MRT... lolx..=x (What colour does no.4 like?) - shit! i dunno!! okok.... i think... its black and white??ahhh!! matty~ dun kill mee~~!! (Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - they dunno each other~but if they do.. i believe they will be.. =D (Does no.7 like no.2?) - yup~ quite sure of that~ =D hey.. its like.. not love... duhh~ =x (How did you get to know no.2?) -RO! Ragnarok! Intrepid! (Does no.1 have any pets?) - nope~ he wants a pet dog or a bunny though~.. a bunny that might murder him if he doesnt gives it food..=x (Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - ermm....lolx... i dunno...o.o''' lolx... sexiest is not the word...o.o'' lolx... i freaking cant imagine if he does the sexy look... i think i will laugh until got 6packs on my tummy.. lolx... |
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=/ im bored, im tired, im restless, i regret in things that i have done... im worthless, im meaningless, i dunno what to do.... im lost, im crazy, and i dun wanna be found... dun ask,dun say anything, i dun wish to be questioned nor commented this time.. it all rhymed... i guess all this are always interlinked... to emo... but i dun think im emoing... so dun worry... im jus kinda upset? with myself though... =) |
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i..... =/ sigh.. yaya... emo post again.. im sorry... sigh.. damm... for some reason... i wanna ask... who are my friends.. and really truely treats me like one... * i mean no harm... its just... i want to see things more clearly... * ahhh... watever... smile!! evan smilee!!! =/ shit me... stop freaking pretending.. im tired... yes i know im a cry baby... so what being a cry baby.. it doesnt mean that im weak! im jus very emotional... evan ahh evan.... when will you ever change... I Do Not Owe Anyone A Living... Nor They Owe Me Any... I ONLY Owe Myself A Living.. arghhh... drill this in my head? lolx.. u guys dun owe me a living.. dun be afraid to fight me back when i throw my temper around... nor i owe u guys any... so.....please dun torture me... |
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everything is soooooo not going according to plan... i dun know if what im doing will worth or not now... zzzzzz freaking hell...sigh... im not talking about u... jus drank tea 1 hr ago... = causing me unable to slp.. now super frustrated.. planing something... but it seems that its not being appreciated... super hate that feeling.. trying so hard... but its not even being appreciated... its for u not for me.. ur sake.. wth am i going through all the trouble for??? zzzzzzz.... sighh... dunno tml still wanna go buy materials mah.. sien diao... so wat now.. if u dun trust me that much.... den forget it.. seriously.. im soooooo disappointed .. i need ur trust la... man... please lehh... im a friend... not someone that u can keep suspecting with.. can trust me abit or not.. zzzz i really feel sooooo disappointing... really... sigh... i hate this feeling... T____T get away from me.. go away!!!!! shooo!!!!! =/ i just wanted to do something... is it so hard.... seriously... im so sad... |
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Hey Dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according To plan? And do you think I'm wasting My time doing things I Wanna do? But it hurts when you Disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just wanna make you proud I'm never gonna be good Enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me 'cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back now I'm sorry I can't be Perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be My hero? All the days You spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't Care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good Enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright ''cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Nothing's gonna change The things that you said Nothing's gonna make this Right again Please don't turn your back I can't believe it's hard Just to talk to you But you don't understand ''cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be Perfect ''cause we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Now it's just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Labels: Perfect Simple Plan |
 "Crazy" Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look, I see Young girls dying to be on TV They won't stop till they've reached their dreams Diet pills, surgery Photoshopped pictures in magazines Telling them how they should be It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on? If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong I guess things are not how they used to be There's no more normal families Parents act like enemies Making kids feel like it's World War III No one cares, no one's there I guess we're all just too damn busy And money's our first priority It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on? If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong Is everybody going crazy? Is everybody going crazy? Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look I see Rich guys driving big SUVs While kids are starving in the streets No one cares No one likes to share I guess life's unfair Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on? If you open your eyes You'll see that something, something is wrong Is everybody going crazy? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on? If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong Labels: Crazy~ |
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"On A High" I'm on a high, I'm on a high there's nothing more to it. We are the sea and the sky and the blue that runs through it, yeah. and there are some who say there are so many things I need so I run or I fight and I crawl or I scream and I bleed I bleed, I bleed well, it's a lie it's a lie - don't you believe it. if you're fine then you're fine - it's all how you see it. oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness. I'm on a high I'm on a high and there's nothing more to it I have the sun, it's a star why should I refuse it and there are so many reasons I could give you why I should be down there's not enough money or time and my love you're not around around, around but it's a lie it's a lie - don't you believe it. if you're fine then you're fine - it's all how you see it. oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness. you're alive you're alive - how else could you hear me? you are fine, you are fine - there's nothing worth fearing 'cause there never will be no conspiracy of happiness I'm on a high, on a high we are the sea and the sky I'm on a high, on a high I'm on a high It's a lie, It's a lie don't you believe it 'Cause I've tried and I've tried, and I can't really see it Yeah, I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness said I was yours, you were mine but I didn't really mean it and I lied and I lied and I wish you hadn't seen it 'cause I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness I'm on a high, on a high, there's nothing more to it, yeah. can someone... pretty please find this song for me~?!?!?! sung by Nikki Blonsky from the movie "Queen size" Labels: "On A High" |
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what am i suppose to do?? which choice is better for me to be in?? to be straight forward.. so u can feel worst? and so u can change? or to keep quiet about everything... or jus agree to everything thing... so u can feel better.. and wont change? watever i say or do... in a way im still feeling bad.. or worse? im not the kind that wont care about other's feelings... and i dun wan myself to feel this way also... so what am i suppose to do?? to make both ways work? i seriously... wan to keep my road clear... what the hell i am doing now.. im not sure myself too.. i know myself... where i stand... how i feel... no one can feel better den only myself.. no one will beable to understand me more than myself.. its jus that... i dunno wat to do anymore... i have my own feelings... i have my dignity... my own pride... im not that thickskin to do or say watever i wan to.. im not the kind that will hurt people like this... sigh... cravings for sushi from morning till now... dumb dumb Mr Or Ah Jian... temp me..sia me... keep tell be sushi sushi...zzzz... still say i fat... T____T * strangles * rawr!! if u are reading this... what i have said above mean no harm at all..... im just lost.... im not writing these to make u feel worse or anything... but even if i say this it wont do any better right?? if so...dun read my blog anymore... cus im jus afraid i might indirectly hurt u... or make u upset... hope u understand... |
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Look at me You may think you see Who I really am But you’ll never know me Every day, is as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I can not fool My heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? I am now In a world where I have to Hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world What’s inside my heart And be loved for who I am Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don’t know? Must I pretend that i’m Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? There’s a heart that must Be free to fly That burns with a need To know the reason why Why must we all conceal What we think How we feel Must there be a secret me I’m forced to hide? I won’t pretend that i’m Someone else For all time When will my reflections show Who I am inside? When will my reflections show Who I am inside? Labels: Reflection |
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sometimes... i jus hope i am able to put on the "watever" sign..jus dun give a dammm in anything... but its jus that im not able to do so.... cus i care? and i cared too damm much... and because of that... im hurting myself arent i?? if i dun put it on... i will be stressing myself... and hurting myself too isnt that so?? hahaha... contradicting... haha... watever~~ =P |
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what to say... haha.. i dunno.. things are jus changing back to normal arent they? for the better? or for the worse? i hoped i dun have any feelings... for anything.. for everything.. for people who hated me.. dislike me.. for people who puts on pressure on me to want me to be better.. for everyone.. sometimes... i felt i jus wan to be numb... to all these stuff.. cant i just lead a life with black and white?? do i really need those colours in it?? haha... i dun even know wat im saying myself.. thurs going out for b&j, sushi, and moviee...=P lolx.. things that i haven been doing for mths? =) i hate myself... and im glad about it..? lolx.. im jus crazy.. i know where i stand.. i try to fit in to everything that doesnt suit me sometimes.. and i know i sux.. gosh... i know im emoing... and im sorry.. i know im not suppose to.. lolx.. take care everyone.. =) |
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pheww.... home at last.... tiredd like hell.. hahax... slept from 3 to 7... hahahax... muscles still sore-ing!!! rofl.. for those that didnt know... i went for a SHL camp*my sch camp* on the 13-15aug.. hahax... overall its average... because of the people that i know there... makes it better!! hahax... knew 15 new friends there?? hahaha..!!! superrrr fun hanging out with them in the camp!! first day- 13aug got to know new friends.. and got in the same group with sandra again.. they grouped us by animals.. im in the sheep team.. and we named ourself.. Sheeboom! hahax.. got to know new friends like Geraldine Atiqa Deng kai Lui teng Sandra Julia and Juliet Phyllis Jacelyn Firdaus J Kai Marcus Cavan seriously...this camp turn out fun.. because of all of them... on the first day.. we only did stupid stuff... =x not really stupid.. but... its like primary school camp? =x we had games.. did lots of stupid stuff.. drew our own group bandanna played games... den the game master herself kanna sabo.. played captain's ball too... rofl.. i dunno wat the hell im writing now...seems so lifeless does it? den next came this "kidnap" game.. because this camp is sooooo boring and organise, we decided to turn this game around... in this game.. we were suppose find our group leader which is kidnapped.. and it will be even better if we find the kidnapper.. so... we turned the game around... we "make" our leader go lost.. we brought her to another place and played a prank on the game masters.. at night.. kai, marcus, and cavan came over to our side.. me and geraldine and atiqa was slping tgt.. they came over and occupied our space..T____T hahaha... but we chit chat till 1 or 2 am... they started singing... *i admit that i did join in too* =x hahaha...it was dammm funny too... pity atiqa.... kanna squeeze by them until only a small space to slp..>< 2nd day - 14aug morning -.-'' freak head kai.. during breakfast... we played games.. like... "Who Wat Huh" " Tempo game" "Tongkat" and the game will continue for 5 times.. the winner get to put something in the cup and the loser will need to eat it...-.-'' and i lost one of the game.. and eat 3 "tangyuan" = squashed bread...-.-''' mixed with fruit punch and peanut butter... i really wanted to vomit man.... freak...its disgusting!!! goshh... cannot think cannot think... think of the taste only... feel like puking liao... i tahan until tearing siaa.... afternoon played this game called the drunkard monkey... we will have to run over to the other side.. and turn 20 rounds and run back.. the loser will need to do a forfeit and the winner will get to eat pizza.. seriously... its dammmm dizzy... i turn until i fell down afew times..rofl.. it looks easy and funny.. but its really dammm dizzy... and we got the last...T____T the forfeit was to turn 40 rounds...-.-''' freak.... total 60 rounds!!! i turn until wanna vomit siaa...rofl..+ with additional of the "nice forfeit" den after resting for quite awhile, we played dog and bone with cavan's team.. and its super funny.. the team that lose will do a situational skit.. and sandra being the wonder woman with her "superman" style.. is super cute!! and in the end of the skit..we made them look down and close their eyes.. and left quietly.. and when they woke up... they saw no one... it was dammm funny....hahahaha.. after that... around 2 pm if my memory nvr fail me... we went out for a "out of campus" adventure race.. we run almost wherever we went.. juliet being the mostttttt enthu gal...hahaha.. keep motivating us to run!! +U+U faster run!!!! rofl...cute.. we went to kranji war memorial and sungei buloh.. both places that i nvr go be4...o.o'' sungei buloh...o.o'' suuupppppperrrrr deep inside siaa... super deep... we run aloooot! lolx... and as you walk in.. u can see crashed birds...><'' i told J.. that there were crushed birds on the floor.. he told me.." this is what i call fast drivers and stupid slow birds " ROFL.. * jessie and bernice... if u are reading this...=x must becareful worrs.. when u cross the roads... i dun wanna u guys to get crushed too..=x you know what i mean..=x* while we walk back to RP... kai, firdaus and dine started to play with water... pouring or spraying water on one another... hahaha... which ended up with.... when we reach back to the campus... firdaus told us to meet over at the place we always eat at...cus kai got something to tell us... when we reach there... he told us that he decided to tell us after we bath...we felt something fishy about it... and we turn our backs and walk... they threw water bombs!!! hahaha... dine kanna 2 water bombs.. and they tried aiming at others but missed!! den after that..me, dine and atiqa walk over to the toilet to bath... i saw kai running over to us... throwing water bombs again!!! now more ppl are with him!! with LT, marcus and cavan!! freak... i saw him my jaw drop... i stare for a second and realise they are not really aiming for me... but for dine... den marcus tricked me... he tell me.. " i very good de... i not so bad de... " & " nah... give u one water bomb go bomb kai.." den i kanna back stab... when i run after kai... " PIA " my back was wet!! den they started throwing at me also...!! common sense is to... RUN!!!! hahaha... after bath.. we got skit... we are suppose to advertise a object given by the game master and promote it.. our item was this...ermm... "vase-like" "torch-light -like" lots of funny stuff.. and we concluded that our item is a sex toy? LOL... and ya... we did the skit... =x its not my idea!!! im not perverted... it was kai's! =x and on the skit... we are not planning to talk... soo... our conversations are all... "hmm,mmmhhmmm,huh" hahahax.. super funny... and after that... we had party!! played the passing object... when the music stop, we are suppose to stop passing the object on our hands.. and the person that holds the object, will have their whole team to do forfeit tgt.. lolx.. our team got it twice!!! LOL!! freak? lolx.. once was firdaus and once was kai... we did the situational skit for twice... gosh...rofl... they actually wanted to sabo other groups.. but jus nice twice tio us... lolx... after the games... we had this celebrations for all august babies.. haha... ended up with all the august babies or almost half of the people having cakes or creams on their face.. firdaus was one of them.. our whole team gave cakes on his face..=x in the end.. we ended up having cream all around the floor.. and around our faces or hair.. and for us the gals, in the team.... kept on running towards the gal's toilet... to avoid , kai, cavan and marcus's attack lolx.. den we started putting wet tissues and ice water tissues into their back.. and RUN... hahahaha... in the night.. we started to play games... "Who What HuH" "tongkat" and the loser will need to do a forfeit... but unfortunately, ><'' kai while doing the forfeit or playing the game... during the process.. he lost his pendant that his granny gave him...><''.. he went off looking for it... and we continued the game while he tried to look for it.. "boomboom,chucky chucky game" and this time.. there is no forfeit... but.. the person who loses.. needs to get hit on the back of the hand by all the players... slowly from around 10 people.. came 15.. den more i think...lolx! haha... marcus and cavan are always being saboted.. =x after sometime... kai still not able to find his pendant..>< all of us tried to look for it too... but couldnt find..>< we look for quite awhile and kai went off to other areas to look for it.. den our team... including cavan and marcus.. went off to take pics and chit chat... took lottttss of pics!!! and they tell ghost stories...T______________________T during the ghost stories.... there were people walking pass the door...scare me sia!! and the next fright was.. i thought i saw someone walking over a towards us from another block.. but.. because there are some deco that is blocking.. and after awhile i tot i saw wrongly.. cus no one appeared... and den... this indian guy in white uniform turned up.. and looked in my way...-.-''' security.. i dammmmm freaked out tot i saw a ghost.. den atiqa saw it also.. and was like freak out also.. cavan and kai they all was opposite direction of me.. so they turned... and got shocked also... hahahaha.... after that... we went back to the hall where we slp at.. same thing... kai marcus and cavan came over to slp with us.. we sang songs... chat alottt!! and played... till 4am? lolx.. they "snatched" our sleeping bag... lolx.. not really snatched la... but... is share.. cus gals and guys mahh.. den cavan was sleeping beside dine.. den me and atiqa... den i was in the middle.. lolx.. cavan started to turn here turn there.... den getting closer to dine... den she move closer to me.. den i move closer to atiqa.. lolx... end up.. cavan was using the whole sleeping bag.. and me atiqa and dine was sharing one... super funny.. last day - 15aug =(( nothing much happened... we just played games... until 11+am.. den we started packing up.. and waiting to leave.. we passed down our bandanna and wrote for each other some comments... haha.. wrote little.. but feel alot.. >< we continued to play games to wait for shirley.. but she wasnt there come yet at 12.. so.. we helped her bring her things over to causeway to wait for her.. in the process of walking out of the sch.. there was this practising of dance.. i think it was some other sch camps... and kai, cavan, and marcus went over to join them... dammmm funny..! and they danced until look very stupid also... hahaha... =D i guess thats all for my camping experience for this time... but seriously.. all thanks to Sheebomb! marcus cavan TK Sabir that made this camp so fun... ok.. as for sabir TK and Lui teng... they always bully me!!! rofl... i think u guys also wont believe me kanna bully right?? they keep tickle or poke me... but its kinda of me started it also la... hahahaha.. to make the camp more fun? lolx... my greetings to them instead of saying hi.. was to " poke or tickle them" hahahahaha.. den i will be tickled or poke back in the end... and there wont be an end.. cus i will poke them back.. or poke them back the next time i see them... hahahaha... thanks guys!! =D |
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...kniht i last day of sch... over... last day of semester... over.. last day of class... over... evah i i will miss you guys... * hugs * u htiw evol ni nellaf ylgniwonk .... btw... for those that haven watch or read about randy pausch and his last lecture... i suggest you should... its super meaning full.. =)) all about your motivation in life... and about what you should do in your life... =)) =x ahah |
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seriously.. i dunno what to blog about.... =/ feels : moodless? not happy nor sad? doing : staring at the lappy typing.. might go to bed soon.. thinking : too much in the mind to list.. wearing : tshirt and shorts?? lolx... stupid question.. hearing : radio.. 987... talking : no one.. or myself? *crazy * nitex i guess... hgis..yorrs..tinaemtndidi |
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my very first time in rp... my very first class.. my very first experience working with ppl.. my very first experience of knowing ppl so well in such a short time.. my secondary sch live isnt as good... know you guys... really make my life... even though there are so much up and downs in the class.. conflicts and disagreement.... seriously... i enjoyed company from u guys.. the different type of experience... are from you guys... i wish you guys all the best... jessie: my first real friend in the class... * slaps butt * =x * "Jessie: Prepare for trouble! James: And make it double! Jessie: To protect the world from devastation! James: To unite all people within our nation! Jessie: To denounce the evils of truth and love! James: To extend our reach to the stars above! Jessie: Jessie! James: James! Jessie: Team Rocket, blast off at the speed of light! James: Surrender now, or prepare to fight! Meowth: Meowth! That's right!" bernice : the first chicken in the class?? =x lol... the dancer... super cute!!=x dun look like her age..=x.. best dancer! =x... *pok pok pok * pika: the clever computing guy..=x emo? lolx.. cheer up! dun keep things in ur heart...=D tan: hmm? a good friend i guess? thanks for the advices you gave to me during my up and downs...a real friend... thanks for being there for no matter who when they needed you... russel : roof! =x...the joker... that always says "BUGGER" hahaha... wilson : the clever geek?.. nahh... i mean the science geek..=x go toilet poo poo... =x * i not siao zha bo!! u siao gi na! * Lois : a mature gal.. very hippy, very on... enjoyed your laughter... her creativity rox... Charis : smile!! =) dun get gastric anymore kayss... rmb to eat.. and dun make urself so tired also..><'' hope you et ur happiness soon.. JH : seriously... both of us got our own type of attitudes... i apologise to those unhappiness i have created between us... all the best to you...=) and...u are real fun !!=x * funny * Nora : kekeke... * tickles * i love to make u smile and laugh... making me like to disturb u...hahaha... Yahling: you opened up alott... =) even if we didnt have chance to get close to you enuff... you are still who you are and we like who you are.. =)) Suzie : must learn to speak up..i can see that you are starting to open up le..=D take care and all the best!! To the W25G : take care and i really enjoyed you guy's company...you guys rox!! =DD hope you guys get your wish come true.. =) here is the story of W25G... i will remember you... |
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FReak HEAD.. -.-''' seriously... freak head... dammm.... -.-''' damm her... arghhhhhh dammm her... if how do a faci suppose to grade?? Comparing to others? or comparing to the criteria and to the pass efforts she/he put in?? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz |
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Smile always... =) be happy...!! but i really dun know how... im sorry... |
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一天一天 贴近你的心 你开心 我关心 一点一滴 我都能感应 你是我 最美的相信 等不到双子座 流星雨 撒满天际 新点燃九支仙女棒代替 最灿烂不一定 要许多 钻石黄金 看你眼睛有幸福的倒影 (把你的讨厌 转几遍 送到天边 平凡的傻事 用了心 变成经典 最浪漫的心愿 便利贴 贴成无限 就是我们 最富有的宣言 把你的喜欢 每一天 复习两遍 惊喜的语言 我的天 通通灵验 你和我的心愿 便利贴 贴心里面 收集感动 给以后怀念 ) -Chorus 1 等不到双子座 流星雨 撒满天际 新点燃九支仙女棒代替 最灿烂不一定 要许多 钻石黄金 看你眼睛有幸福的倒影 Repeat Chorus 1 嗒嗒啦~嗒嗒啦~嗒~嗒~啦~ 嗒~啦啦啦~(嗒~嗒啦~) 嗒~啦啦啦~(嗒~嗒啦~) Repeat Chorus 1 一天一天 贴近你的心 一点一滴 我都能感应 你是最美的 相信 Labels: 心愿便利贴 |
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my weakness?? 1. been too sensative.. 2. care about things too much... 3. too kay po... 4. too emotional.. 5. too cry baby.. 6. domineering? 7. not sure what i am doing.. 8. dunno what the hell im doing things for? 9. i have no goals.. 10. i think about things too damm much.. 11. too pessimistic.. 12. taking things too hard.. 13. always acting strong.. 14. im an attention seeker.. 15. i dun know how to really listen and absorb.. 16. i dun know how to express myself.. i dunno why im writing this also... maybe... to let my self know what i need to change?? i need adjustments.. one more week or one and a half more week... friendships always last longer than love.. =) w25g rox! =D i really enjoyed you guy's company.. all the happiness, sadness, the goods and bads... they all rox... they are all memories and very precious too.. i will never regret knowing you guys... as for me... i will just follow the route for now.. whatever is right infront of me.. no matter how i avoid... it will still come back to me.. even though how much i do not know things... or even the route im actually taking.. i guess i will still follow it... i believe.. that i will make the right choice.. somehow.. =) thanks W25G.. thanks my friends.. thanks my family.. thanks everyone.. for showing concern... no matter indirectly... or directly... =) im sorry about everything that i have done that made you guys unhappy about.. i hope.. from now on... i will be able to only leave good memories to you guys.. =) with lots of lovees~!! Evangeline... |
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Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl, tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice, it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me, girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me A thousand miles seems pretty far But they've got planes and trains and cars I'd walk to you if I had no other way Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know That none of them have felt this way Delilah I can promise you That by the time we get through The world will never ever be the same And you're to blame Hey there Delilah You be good and don't you miss me Two more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I do You'll know it's all because of you We can do whatever we want to Hey there Delilah here's to you This one's for you Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me. how i wished that "you" were here...hur hur...=/ and yet i tot he knew me... i tot he understood me... |
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