haha... just now chatted with matty... and she told me something that i haven been really realising... all thanks to her... =D im trying to ignore of hurtful remarks..to me.. by people... and matty told me this... "you should say thank you to them... because while they are caught up in hate and anger you are learning to be stronger... it isnt a good feeling but at least something good came out of it you can really see who your friends are at that kind of situation" thanks mad woman..~ =P =D |
Evan... dun mind what things that have said that you think that it might hurt u.. =).. cheer up... Dun think so much again... =) lovees~ Starriieex.. =D i think i like you... hahahaha...=P now that i have got you... you will be able to understand me... i know you will say the same thing to me... i will try not to be bothered... its just one more week~ =D |
freaking hell... sigh... =(.. sigh..getting a B is far den possible... T__________________T no hope le... sigh....* kill me please * i tot i understand...but i dun... =(( |
lolx... i felt that my blog is sooooo super different from others... i blogged about more on how i feel..but not how my life is right now... if i feel happy... i will just say why...but not into details.. if im angry... maybe i will say in to details.. rofl... i browse through lots of blog recently... lots of ppl really blogged about their life... o.o''' for me... i guess... i will still stick on to my way... i noticed... i blogged about my net life... more that sch life... sch life is only complains...=/ =( problem with me?? maybe... i have always been being a irritating gal...=( |
freakk.....should i or should i not?? =/.... ahhhhh... probably im thinking too much again... im so irritating sometimes am i not?? =/ i guess the only few that dun feel so is only allie + kaz + fusion..+ chris + TK ...+ some others too... rarely..there will be people feeling that im not irritating at all.. tml Computing UT... really felt like making Mr goh feel proud of our class... really felt like getting an A for him...but i guess it might be asking for too much... just a B will do for me... roughly get the whole idea of whats going on in those topic le.. hahaha... i got a feeling im distancing again... as usually..=)...=/... sigh... i guess it might be better not thinking about it... =( but it jus pops into my mind... Please... do not close up... stop pushing away from others... please... sigh... ><'' im jus a freaking normal gal i guess...+ maybe kinda crazy and irritating... i hate myself for being so damm sensative... just can take things or see things lightly... adding stress to myself... Again...=/ |
FREAKING idiot!!!!!.... FREAKKKINGGG HELLL FACI... I HATE HER~!!!!! ARRGGHHHH.... SPOILS MY DAY... i hate her to the core!!!! arrrgghhhhhhh!!!! |
btw... one last thing i wanna say for now... New game New friends!!=p im currently play DOMO... * Dreams Of Mirror Online..* knew some new friends... but there's one i wanna talk about... he is dammm cute + funny... rofl... reallyyy!!! ok... maybe its the game that is cute... not him..=x.. but he's really funny... i dunno wat to really talk about... but den again... its fun playing with themm...FUN! and... did i forget to add that its characters are dammm nicee??? + CUTE! =x oppss...hahaha... Loves....=D im really craving for some guy like what the blog have wrote... to love me too.... he's really so sweet... sometimes... life are just sooooooo super unfair.... he seems to really be a very nice guy....><''' gosh.... WHERE ARE ALL THE NICE GUYS?!?! =x |
gosh.... i read the blog... and cried.... in class... YES... im reading other ppl's blog during class... and CRIED... gosh...im such a cry baby... she reminds me of my first... when i act everything is ok.. when im not... the msges that guy send to her in the past... the pain she's feeling now... every single thing that she sees that reminds her of things that she doesnt wanna remember.... people... appreciate things that you have now... dun regret when you lost it... you have really no time.... its really touching... gosh....=3 T____T |
wow... this is my 366th post... wowww... hahaha... im sooooo duper gladd... that i have sustain for so long... hahahaha!! thanks for all the comments and stuff... i love my friends!! ღ lurrbbiieeex!! ღ <33 and freakinggg hating this stupid bugger faci.... arrrgghhhhh.... give us a BREAK!!! its 1013... and we are still trap inside... freaking assholee!!!! =x..oppss... freaking hell.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz im hungryyyyyy you know... people.. really need to appreciate the people around them... you wont know who will be the next leaving you... nice guys are so sweet... but... its hard to make you forget.. and take you out of ur mind... i just saw a blog... about this gal... being really sad and unable to forget about her BF that was dead last month... i dunno wats the reason...but...its really very sad... i will post more later... going down for food... hungry.... arghhhhh freaking faci~!!!! |
Libra Birth stone Opal or aquamarine You like… Pretty ornaments, cuddly toys, romance and candles. You dislike… Loud computer games, wrestling, yesterday’s fashions and being lonely. You’re best at… Patching up problems between mates, always seeing both sides of the story and surrounding yourself with beautiful things and people. Deep down… You yearn to find ur soul mate – the one man who will sweep u off ur feet and ride into the sunset on a big white horse. Love and relationships are what matter to u most. Your career… In keeping with ur caring nature, choose veterinary science, teaching or medicine. Fashion You like clothes with a sexy, feminine feel. You love frills and flounces but won't wear them unless they're in fashion. You look good in a variety of colours from bright red and navy to softer, more pastelly shades. When it comes to accessories, you like jewellery but it has to be discreet and understated. No tiaras for you, thanks very much! As a mate… U will go to any lengths to avoid tiffs and hate it when a friendship breaks up. Ur mates find u interesting and objective but they get frustrated when u can’t make up ur mind. Mostly, though, they think u are trustworthy and terrific. As a girlfriend… U love being part of a couple and will work ur socks off to keep things calm ‘n’ cosy. Arguments bother u so u would rather avoid an issue than knuckle down and sort it out. U are happiest when everything’s rosy and crumble into a tearful heap when it’s not. |
hahax... you know... i just send off one of my close + good friend off back to aussie... kinda miss her already... even though we aint very close last time, but because of our crazyness, we got very close very fast... she's a very good listener and very funny + etc etc.... if im gonna write all her good points... it will be too much to write...hahaha... have to wait till dec den can see her again..=( this one month that you have been here, its really enjoyable.... getting back tgt again... knowing one more friend, really missing those days that we can hang out tgt every time...hahaha... even thought its only 4-5 times we met each other this month, but i really had fun.. so much things that happen, that i dunno where to start talking... or what to write.... it is really memorable.. thx gall... =) thx guys... pics later den upload... blogger got problem..lolx... =P |
=) i hereby apologize to Person A and B.. i just wanna make things clear.... things that i have said be4.. is to what i know.. and what my feelings are... to the people that have read my previous post, and have mistaken them too... i only can say that... things are judged by what you see and know... if you did not state things clearly, people will misunderstand and mistaken you.. =) so... guys... if you have something in mind, and you felt that u will be uncomfortable if people comment about it... state things clearly... dun let people misunderstand you.. =D anyway... i still have to say that im sorry... for mistaking and misunderstanding.. no offence to those things i said above.. just that... to let you guys know...my class... i didnt have alot of good friends...okok... i mean.. really close friends that i usually talk to... i mean... not much.... but still got la... lolx... me and A& B person... aint close that they will tell me about things... usually.. we listen, see and comment on things that we like, or dislike, enjoy, or hate doing, understand , and even write things that we didnt really understand about... so... when i saw them tgt... i mistaken lots of things... it might be none of our business, but we are just commenting on wat we see in our lifes, what our vision and feelings brought us to , writing those things... lastly... i would have to say... im sorry, if what i said hurt u... im not writing this cus i just felt that i need to say... im saying this only because i have understand things, and also i know my mistake... in writing these, making people feel hurt... but...i will still continue to state things about how i feel in my blog... this is my life my vision.. things that doesnt wanna be misunderstood should be brought up... things that aint brought up by the people that are in doubt have their reasons... thus, people that might be afraid to be misunderstand or mistaken, should state things clearly, if we did mistaken anything... clear those misunderstanding... if not... we will just continue... im sorry... but still got one more statement... some things that are said during the "not stable" condition and things that are said during the stable condition are different.. not stable means, with anger, sadness, disappointment, and etc.. stable means, with a peaceful heart.. so when i say things.. that might be harsh, u can say that i am saying 气话 somethings that are not intentional might be brought into it too... all thanks to RP let me understand so much about evaluating...lolx.. all these reasoning and stuff...lolx!!! =) btw... 3 more weeks... take care guys.. and im going east coast tml!!! kekeke...3 years... since i last went there...hahax... loves..=3 <33 |
zzzzz..... stupid... freaking hell lorrs... Comments for Team:Good slides. Good effort on the contents. Comments for Individual: Participation-->Fair efforts Presentation-->Evan- try not to get yourself entangled when you presnt, Your mind should be clear beforeyou present and you must know the contents. RJ--> Could have given some recent examples of leadership acts. Overall-->Fair efforts Grade:C+ like duhh~!!! wahlao... she blind or wat sia... or deaf participation fair... -.- worksheet is i answer de lorrs.. pdt i also keep giving points lorr... zzzzz... bias "beach" zzzzzzzzzzzz freaking hell... |
lolx... being tagged by hulijing...aka kendrick...aka my lui? ermm....my YY lui...kekeke...lolx... 1. What is the most important thing in your life? apart from the first which is the most important... the rest are just extras...=x ~ Love ~ Money ~ Myself ~ Friends??*not sure* ~ My Parter * still finding* 2. Will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage? ~ e r m mm....im not sure....maybe??=x opps....in the middle bah...lolx...o.o''' (if my dad reads this...he's sooooooo gonna kill me...) 3. Do you smoke? ~ nope....hate the smell...dislike the person who pollutes his/her body + environment... 4. What is the latest gadget that you own? ~ my lappy lorrs...T___T 2k flyy~~ i see a 2 thousand note flying away to the sky...T___T...=x imagination too good liao...kekeke.... 5. Who did you mostly text yesterday? ~ no one..=P 6. How old are you & are you a virgin? ~ 18 this year!!! yuppiieee!!!!=x like duhh~~ its a privacy lehh..=x... but think also know la...=x 7. What is the last thing that you brought with your own money? ~ food? ~ other than that clothes i guess... now GSS lehh..=x 8. Where do you wish to get married? ~ im not sure...haven think so far.... ~ maybe... just somewhere romantic...it can be simple...=) 9. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love? ~ * nothing to say...*><'' ~ im not sure... maybe 23?? okok..maybe its kinda too far....5 years....lots of things can happen...aiya...lazy to change...just leave it as 23 bah...=x... 10. How many kids do you want? ~ 2-4 * odd numbers very lonely one...* 11. Are you in love? ~ nope...missing somebody...but its not really love anymore i guess...=/ bleahx!! xp 12. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner? ~ sakae?=x sakae sushi~!! unless u count Mcdonald as a restaurant too...=x 13. Name the latest book that you bought? ~ the last summer (of you and me) =x ><'' romance...lolx... 14. What is your full name? ~ Evangeline Chua Xuan Min 15. Do you believe in GOD? ~ erm....god as in Christian god...nope....i kinda forgot how to spell his name..=x im sorry..><''' maybe more to Buddha..=D or you can say i recognise them as angels...=) 16. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time ~ i have no idea.... when i think of it den i edit...=x ~ if you are thinking that i would say an idol's name...you are wrong...to me...having idolism is a kinda a waste of time...u noe them but they dunno u...=x 17. Christina or Britney? ~ Christina 18. Do you do your laundry? ~ do i have a choice not to do it???=x 19. The most exciting place you want to go ~ Australia... of course must go alone...or with my partner...definitely not with family...it wont be exciting anymore if its with themm... 20. Hugs or kisses? ~ hugs...hugs are more warmer...hugging someone... really tight...you will be able to feel the affection....need not to be kissing...=x...did i say too much?? ><'' 21. Single or attached? ~ Single and ermmmm maybe available??=x lol... 22. Point out FIVE things about the person who tagged you. this is easy! ~ cute! * but im more cuter..=x kekekeke!!* ~ funny.. ~ photo freak like me!!! ~ never meet be4...=x...he's in msia...=) ~known as Hu li Jing..狐狸精 23. EIGHT things I say too often ~ ermmmm??=x ~ hi ~ good morning? ~ lolx ~ i wanna die ~ haix... ~ please kill me ~ i dunno...=x... * counted la...* * really dunno liao...lolx..* 24. EIGHT things I'm passionate about ~ love ~ shopping! ~ friends * i guess * ~ money...$_$ ~ games!! ~ Mangas!! ~ dramas!! ~ blogging? -.-''' 25. EIGHT songs I could listen to over and over again ~ This is me ( demi lovato, ost school of rock) ~ Welcome to my life ( simple plan ) ~ Someone's watching over me ( hilary duff ) ~ Paper heart ( the all american rejects) ~ Big girls dont cry (Fergie ) ~ Finally (Fergie) ~ All about you (Mcfly) ~ I've got you ( Mcfly) ~再一次拥有 (gong si jia ) ~ 再靠近一点点 (started with a kiss ost) actually got really alot....but i dunno how to choose...so lets keep it like this first..=x 26. EIGHT things I learn last year ~ spend time ~ save money ~ indulge in drama, anime , manga could be so fun.. ~ when i work... i spend the least!! when im jobless...i spend like nobody's business.. ~ not studying is really that bad...*retaking o lvls* ~ not getting into a sch is really bad..><''' ~ get out of depression ~ friends are somewhat useless when they dont need you.. 27. EIGHT people to tag ~ Jessie ~ Elly ~ Tunkun ~ Priscilla ~ Keetee ~ Irrine baka luilui ~ Lois ~ Yi Jun pass it down!!! or not its not fun anymoree~!! dun waste my time doing all this...pass it down!!! |
lolx... status: Evangeline's ipod birthday: 18/12/07 first auto "sleep" : march * auto sleep = reset, auto reset, auto shut down* which continue for a few weeks... i wanted to bring it for service at that time... but after awhile, its back to normal... freaking hell bro taking my ipod use until like his one like that... den one day came to me tell me my ipod spoil...-.- my ipod deletes every data in its memory... den i tried connect it in to my lappy... and... my lappy auto shut down... -.-''' saying that to keep my data safe in my lappy, it is shutting down... just earlier... i bring my ipod for service.... they are changing a new ipod for me....lolx... =P |
Don't lose your way With each passing day You've come so far Don't throw it away Live believing Dreams are for weaving Wonders are waiting to start Live your story Faith, hope & glory Hold to the truth in your heart If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I Souls in the wind Must learn how to bend Seek out a star Hold on to the end Valley, mountain There is a fountain Washes our tears all away Words are swaying Someone is praying Please let us come home to stay If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I When we are out there in the dark We'll dream about the sun In the dark we'll feel the light Warm our hearts, everyone If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever As high as souls can fly The clouds roll by For you and I this song... has been my favourite since primary school... this song... have left me a great impact... this song... will always reminds me about my dreams... luubbiee!!!! Labels: If we hold on together... |
okok... firstly... i just wanna say something... a continuation from my previous post... i felt that... Person A is super cunning and sly... =) believe me... their relationship wont last... and people wont stay around person A for long.. lastly... i dun believe person's A last stage is only kissing...lolx...=x anywayy..... about today... =)) something that really made my day... is that.. reading my computing faci's evaluation.... i just feel very good reading his comments for me... my RJ question was : Who is your hero/heroine in life? i said my friends and teachers... i describe them as the stars in the sky... even if i cant see them in the day... they are still around me... shining my way through... part of his reply was "So I guess your friends and teachers are like stars to you?hahax...it might be just so simple... but it really made my day... all his comments are so encouraging... im so gonna miss him when we change faci tml...sigh... he was so good that he came by our class to give a revision for us... ><'' sigh.... |
Freaking day, freaking faci.... super duper naggy....super sien... half the class really felt like leaving... say what we do in this class is what we usually do in other classes.... -.- den say we shouldnt talk across the class... haloooo this is what we usually do in classes... please lorrs...zzzzzzz no self awareness... then we were complaining in msn, adding the whole class in the convo... den charis added this frenster web... asking us to see.. really like spamming and asking us to see... http://profiles.friendster.com/technowawa super funnyy!!!! i was controling my laughter like hell control until crying siaaa cus faci still inside... dennn really beyy tahan liaoo... until really burst out laughing... den all of us also laugh... really super lorrs... funnyy... jh went running around to other class rooms to spread the website... den russel was showing it in the class wireless...supppppperrr funny.... but.... something happen again... that made me felt disgusted... there's this person A...that have a stead alreadly... and this person B...that already have someone he likes... * which is not Person A" den... today... we saw them holding hands, hugging each other... putting hands over shoulders... being intimate..-.- halooo.... person A already got stead le lorrs...-.- haix.... they just dont appreciate what they have...=/ |
I've always been the kind of girl That hid my face So afraid to tell the world What I've got to say But I have this dream Right inside of me I'm gonna let it show, it's time To let you know This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me yahh, yahhh ooh ohh Do you know what it's like To feel so in the dark To dream about a life Where you're the shining star Even though it seems Like it's too far away I have to believe in myself It's the only way This is real, This is me I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you, I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you, I gotta find you This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me There's no way to hold it in, no more hiding who i want to be. This is me, This is me, Now i've found who i am there no way to hold it in. No more hiding who i wanna be. This is me Labels: This is Me |
Okaeri sweet home kaeru basho ai wo arigatou Mata heiki na furi wo shite Kanashimi no iro wo nuri tsubushite Waratte shimaun desu Shinjiru koto no taisetsu sa Wakatteru noni iza to iu toki Utagatte shimaun desu Karappo no karada nagareru toki ni Uite shimai sou ni naru kedo Anata no koto dakishimetai Kono kimochi ga tsuki ugokasu no Okaeri I'm home hitokoto de mitasareru kokoro Okaeri sweet home kaeru basho ai wo arigatou Sweet home... Jibun no koto bakari wo Kangaeru otona wa zuruin dato Omotte itan desu Demo hisshi de kaeru koto wo Sakenderu hito mo iru n dato Yatto shittan desu Atari mae no shiawase nanka Kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai Anata no tame sou omoeta Kono kimochi ga tsuki ugokasu no Okaeri I'm home speed ga kasoku shiteku mainichi Okaeri sweet home kawaranai zutto aru keshiki Sweet home... Sagashite nakushita kokoro no kizu ga tachimukau Tsuyosa ni kawareta nowa okaeri ga atta kara Okaeri I'm home hitokoto de mitasareru kokoro Okaeri sweet home kaeru basho ai wo arigatou Okaeri I'm home daijoubu anata ga iru kara Okaeri sweet home mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara Sweet home... Labels: Okaeri |
if he had been as thoughtful as him.. we would have really lasted... i guess im always the one who picked out those fights.. too petty... sometimes only wanna play play act angry...but the more i act, the more angry i might really get... which always leads to all these problems.. i guess...i am the caused of all these things... you guys might say no... but... its really me...im the one that is the caused... good night i guess... really not enough slp le.... nites... |
emo elmo~ watever~ =/.. sigh... science kinda sux today... so is tml gonna be... i just hate how life needs to be like.. gonna change computing faci.. sigh... my fav faci... =/ rained heavily just now.. even with a friend accompany to the mrt... all the past still came rushing all back to me... the times we cycled in the rain, the times we meet under my void deck cus i couldnt go over.. the times we talked till 5-6 am still didnt wanna hang up.. the times we walked in the rain together hand in hand, the times you hugged me in your arms.. the times you push my bike for me.. the times you were there for me in parts and parcel of my life.. the times you said i love you, silly gal... the times.... my past... i love you... will you ever come back to me?? will the time turn back for me?? |
wah laooooo!!!!! freaking faci... not willing to teach at all...-.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz we say not clear, we are lost... she like super bu shuang... zzz.... say so fast... some ppl cannot catch cannot arh.... zzzz... hate her.... -.- sian.... she is like so arrogant.. zzzzz |
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