Life

Tuesday, May 6, 2008
1:41 PM

i guess its time to confess...

i just turned back to single after one month ++
im attached for the last one month++

i have my reasons for not telling everyone..
for those who knew..

its over..=)

im dunno if i am really upset about it...
cus from the very start.. i knew it wouldnt last...
both me and the guy are from 2 very different worlds..
from the very start we aint stable, we meet very less, super different from other couples..
i didnt really like the idea of it...of course as a couple.. you would wanna meet your partner as much right??

he dont..im upset for the first few weeks... cried everyday at night..
not meeting him.. not contacting him and waiting for him to contact me instead..
sigh...
it didnt really go as i thought it will..

i became numb and tried to jus follow it through..
=/

i guess i expected guys to help me carry my heavy stuff without me asking..because i believe they would really wanna help to lighten my weight if they can..sigh..even if i say please or not...sigh...i thought..maybe im just so wrong.....i meant my boyfriend..=/

but i guess...sigh...
doesnt guys wanna lighten their galfriends weight???

i dun wanna say more..

im alright..

STOP FREAKING ASKING ME THAT IM ALRIGHT OR NOT