even if the faci didnt know.. but.. its a 3 man show today.. as the presentation is done only by me, lois, and jessie hahax.. okok...abit by YP.. im glad... tat we are able to do such a good job with out those "sarcastic guys" Those guys that think that we will need their help... if you dont help urself.. no one will help u.. u dun even take the initiative to look at our slides..so what if u gave 1 or 2 websites?? they are of no use.. lolx... so sarcastic...so what if you are more popular within the guys?? some day when they see the REAL u.. they will leave.. didnt try to find den dun say hard laass... i easily found so many info on the problem we are doing.. den u say hard... lolx... hahahah... i look down on u man... u didnt even try to do ur best.. even though i got abit distracted when we are doing our slides.. but u are the one who didnt COME IN URSELF without us asking u to come... lolx.. its things that need to be done... people do not have to keep asking u for it... but u showing the initiative to help.. anywayss... this is my last post till my camp is over.. one more hour... =)) lurrbbiieex dun miss me ya~~ <33 |
And I never thought I'd feel this way And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say That I do believe I love you And if I should ever go away Well then close your eyes and try To feel the way we do today And then if you can remember ... Keep smiling, keep shining Knowing you can always count on me, for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Well you came and opened me And now there's so much more I see And so by the way I thank you And then for the times when we're apart Well then close your eyes and know These words are coming from my heart And then if you can remember ... Keep smiling, keep shining Knowing you can always count on me, for sure That's what friends are for In good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Keep smiling, keep shining Knowing you can always count on me, for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for Keep smiling, keep shining Knowing you can always count on me, for sure That's what friends are for For good times and bad times I'll be on your side forever more That's what friends are for (*Thats what friends are for*) Labels: That's what friends are for =)) |
tired... need to prepare for my camping stuff... camp starts tml...lolx its my Leadership training camp... for "School of Sports, Health and Leisure" SHL!! hahax... it was kinda of a last minute thing too... i was only noticed on tues that i was in!! hahax... out of the whole of year one students and year 2.. i am one of the 50 that got into the camp!! YEAHH!!! lolx... so proud of myself...hahaha... |
tired... =/ hahaha... teach primary 5 kids archery.. i was assigned for the hardest...lolx... the shortest of all + they are gals..lolxx the more shorter, + gals = the lesser energy to pull i have to kneel down and help them to pull... but overall.. its super funny + fun + super duper tiring!!! lolx... i saw my primary 5 form teacher there too!! hahax... mrs serene tan! hahax... she is still as pretty!!! =)) |
lolx... weird dream... dreamt about " the secret place", the "true looks" of 2 person... abit terrible for me though.. hahax... the dream was about me and my classmates.. there's this 2 person..in my dreams they we acting like they are good friends to you but at the back...=/ in the dream.. we actually planned to watch a movie cus its some person's bdae.. and the person already is waiting for us there... and we were at a party be4 moving off to the area... we were late by 30 mins.. close to 1 hr.. so.. they decided not to go already... they when on partying.. and me.. i tried my best to rush over... but i forgot to take the movie tickets from them.. i run back.. and saw them at KFC i went in and took the tickets from her.. when i walk out... at the glass window... i heard them shouting... " evan is a bitch.. very fake.. act pretty.." and alot others... they thought i couldnt hear... but i heard everything.. i shouted at them to shut up.. and ran to the "secret place" that one of my closest friend shown once to me... i didnt know who told the about the place... but.. its beautiful... its up a tower.. with a very beautiful night view... its high up.. and the lift is inside of the tower.. around the tower is a sprial staircase.. very windy... i sat there quietly.. and cried.. den i woke up... |
just some random post in the early morning, where i jus climb out of bed... and the first thing and quite surprisingly i saw him replying me in msn... am i missing him?? hahaha... i dunno.. he's gonna go ns soon.. jus right after my bdae... 10/10/08.. i dunno what to say... =/ but because of him... i have changed quite abit.. instead of keep looking at tops only.. i am actually looking for dresses too.. lolx.. =/ im not smiling now.. what does it mean?? hahax.. im definitely not emoing.. dun worry.. =) this is a real smile.. =)) |
i love you guys man!! firstly is hao, fusion and KAZ,ray,Javerson ,joel,mervin,wallace, keetee,chris, and rikki, allie!!! they are always always ALWAYS there for me..jus one call or one msg... they will be there... no matter what... thx u guys for being by my side for these moody days.. den is jessie and ah tan!! =)) from the start of the sch.. they have been always by my side ever since i started my sch..... hahax... =)) thx guys... =)) i know that when i take up and pick up something, i will have to let go of something too.. im jus glad that i have you guys... =) loves!! Lurbbies!!!! |
awww man!!!! im so super really going crazy.. with all the sacrstic ppl in my class.. taking ppl for granted.. naming ppl y dun like they just say?? y do they have to pretend till like so good to them den behind do gossip and stuff... gossipping about ppl behind their back * even sometimes i do that too.. im sorry * seriously... today in class im on the verge to cry out lorrs... sigh... i always say forget it, never mind but actually i really really mind alot in my heart... sigh... =/ for now on... im gonna lock the blog up and limit to only my closer friends being able to read it only... =/ seriously.. im starting to dislike them... or i have already started disliking them?? =/ im reallly reallly feeling really very moody... i hate myself for behaving like this... |
the most important things that came into my life.. are my friends.. im nothing with out u guys... thank you guys.. =) love is simple yet complicated.. love is sweet yet hard.. love is something that every one wants.. =) |
hahaha.... super funny... i love science class!!! love it!! =)) always crazy and very fun!! =)) |
i just realise that.. i have been trying to look for him..i meant by trying to give a look out for him.. wherever i go...wanna know how is he and alot things more...i know i have to really let him go... and it have already been one year since we broken up... i loved him... but now.. i do not know... if that is still consider as love or as jus a memories...because he's really so good to me... i regreted.... i really did... hahax... but its time to really really really let go... but really... how?? |
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me Ah, la peaceful melody It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours *scat* I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons it's what we aim to do our name is our virtue I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, i'm sure (there's no need to complicate our time is short it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x no please don't complicate, our time is short this is our fate, im yours. no please don't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait, the sky is yours!) well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la one big family it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la happy family it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah, la peaceful melodies it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved. Labels: I'm Yours~ |
happy happy dayyy~ ytd did a screeniee background for my desktop.. super nice!!! =)) do until 3am den slp..hahaha...Woke up at 11++ after "lai" on the bed for 1 or 2 hours.. use the lappy for awhile den go bath, getting ready to go out for the briefing for some coldstorage thingy event... Volunteer.. =P, when over to UOB bank to bank in my Cheque!! got money lee~~ yays!!!after the briefing, met up with fusion and kaz at the lan shop after shopping for a few rounds... didnt buy anything though..stayed there for an hour..den walked from PS to ngee ann city to have pepper lunch... yummy!!! super full... hahax... after that... we walked back to Cathay for ben and jerrys..on the way back me fusion and kaz had lotss of fun..!! we went there to watch the band's live performance... LOVE the performance, and LOVE the ICE CREAM!!! btw... thx kaz for the ice creamss!!!! yummyy!!!! nice... but not as good as the last week's one... =p..but im so gonna go over again next week~!!! rox onn!!! =)) with lots of love from the silly gall..=)) PS: im redoing the screeniees... =)) it can be better! =)) those wanna see.. msn me for it~ =)) =P |
super B****Y!!!!!! DAMMMMM FREAKING HELL... DAMMMMMM WTH LORRS FREAKKK!!!!!! ANYHOW GIVE MARKS DE LORRS!! EVEN IF WE DONE SO MUCH AND THE ONLY POINT YOU GIVE US ABOUT US NOT BEING ORGANISE ABOUT OUR POINTS GIVE US A GRADE C GO DIE LAASS!!! PEK CHEKKKK!!! |
=)) i guess people have different ways of writing their blogs.. im super special in thisway...because it seems that im the only one that only post my feelings and why i feel that way... i nvr really post on what happen on the day itself...hahax... cus i got STM!! =x Short term Memory... hahax... i dunno how to describe them and put it in to words =P miss the beach! *bleahx* EvaN |
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen She left before I had the chance to say Oh The words that would mend the things that were broken But now it's far too late, she's gone away Every night you cry yourself to sleep Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?" Hard to believe it It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you, The taste of your breath, I'll never get over The noises that you made kept me awake Oh The weight of things that remained unspoken Built up so much it crushed us everyday Every night you cry yourself to sleep Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?" Hard to believe it It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you, oh, oh, oh Of all the things I felt but never really shown Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you When you sing this song to me... do you really mean it?? it means alot to me..=/ the day itself... i know.. everything will be different.. because we are really 2 different people.. even if i really love you or you really love me.. but we wont stay for long.. thats something i know from the very start.. i know i need to let it go.. im trying.. =) im not upset cause we had nice and beautiful memories together.. =) something that i believe i wont forget.. until the right one comes and take those away from me, making new ones.. =)) Love Silly-gal a random name that i love and which you never called.. Labels: Wont go home without you... |
heavenly days 目覚ましが鳴る 前に起きて時を止める 一億分の君に会えた 奇跡なんかも ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋 歩き疲れて 座り込んで 途方に暮れて 改札口で言えなかった 言いたかった ヘブンリーデイズ うまく笑えてたかな ヘブンリーデイズ 胸のポケットの部屋 Labels: heavenly days |
i hate myself for being so damm thickskin but being thick skin is how we learn things faster isnt it so? |
ok.. sigh.. my fault..its all my fault.. im sorry alright?? im not looking for excuses now.. i admit i have been sort of avoiding you guys.. i dunno why.. im not part of ro anymore.. and i dun feel part of you guys.. i jus feel so damm extra.. im jus some gal out of no-where what ever you guys are talking about i am like -nolink- trying to cut in..-.- ok.. it might be cus of my post hurt you guys.. and jus to inform u guys.. ur blog post really hurt me too..+ ur msn nick.. so are we gonna let this continue ?? you guys still wanna me to turn up on sat?? cus after all these stuff.. i guess you guys already hate me... and to the rest.. dun tag anything about this in my tag box pls.. thx.. |
jus finished watching "sky of Love" super nice.. very touching.. or isit that im easily touched?? lolx.. nice... sigh.. but kinda sad too.. tml got UT!!! gtg slp early~ =)) nights guys~~ |
sigh...is it my fault to be busy?? dun have time for you guys?? its my fault now huh?? so.. i should'nt find a job to support myself because i wanna go out with you guys?? because if i work i will have lesser time with u guys??im just telling you that i wanna find a job... im might wanna work! and it doesnt really need to be us going out, dun you see?? it can be us going our tgt once a month...to be tgt, doesnt means that we need to be outside tgt to be or to stay as friends!! feeling inside, that you care and you concern about them... its not like what you are doing to me!!! i DUN wanna be u 2 de light bulb... it sux... really sux... why cant you jus understand how i feel now... by you writing down what you feel about me on ur msn nick.. you know how hurt i felt..we jus went out tgt less den one month ago!!! dun you understand that its not that i dun wanna go out... its jus that i dun wanna pull the mood down... not going out doesnt means not contacting!!i still update myself on ur blog EVERY DAY.. sigh..its my fault... all my fault... blame all you want on me... i will accept it.. its all my fault.. i dun need people to pity me... i am just who i am.. and it doesnt have to be when im unhappy den i need to go out... i stayed at home is also because i dun have money to spend outside... dun you jus understand??? i dun feel good spending other's money! sigh.... -stupid idiotic gal- |
Chuckie: yeah, i like to dedicate this song to all my fellas you know what im sayin Fellas who ever been in a relationship, and had their heart fuken torn out, you know what i mean? and i realise that, that alot of my people suffer from heart breaks so yeah, check it, yeah From promises to lies, to every tear drop that we cry the promises to care & understand each others lives from struggles at its worst, we said the love would never change then why do I feel lied to every time its saying we said we had each other, unconditional love if this is what love is, then I think I’ve had enough the bullshit & the drama was nothing but wasted time this thing that we call love is just illusions of the mind all the smiles that we have is a story to be told but nothing in the world can make up for all this bull the problems that we faced there was something just reaching out we shoulda took the hint that this shit wont be working out I mean what have we been thinking, all those times we were together did u really think that we would be in love forever at this very age we shouldn’t be playing this game now I understand that love is pain love hurts so we all cry tears droppin’ from my eyes the pain I cant explain all I know is love is pain Love hurts so we all cry tears droppin’ from my eyes the pain I can’t explain all I know is love is pain Kangel: Through these past few days I’ve been reminiscing back it’s the first time I couldn't understand what we had Was it love? Was it passion? Was it all a waste of time? now its hate, now its pain, now its all this shit combined I can't force myself to erase all our memories but when I’m thinking back I always feel like u fooled me nobody to blame but myself from being blinded crying in my sleep hoping this hurting passes by I’ve been told by my sisters how these guys are all the same but you had me so convinced that my world suddenly changed cause you always made me smile but a smile isn’t forever and I guess its unpredictable like change in the weather I thought we'd work it out like those other times before but the truth had to reveal, we cant live a lie no more I’m still young and I’m still trying to stay true to my heart my dreams have disappeared and now my life's scattered apart love hurts so we all cry tears droppin’ from my eyes the pain I cant explain all I know is love is pain Love hurts so we all cry tears droppin’ from my eyes the pain I can’t explain all I know is love is pain This is me, Kangel dedicating this song to all my girls Whose gone through break-ups Who felt the pain of losing someone you truly love, and who lost hope and all thier dreams, but remember, there is someone out there truly special, waiting for you out there for you.. Labels: Love Hurts |
my life was like normal.. like other singles.. only difference was only we contact each other one or twice a week like a couple.. lots of ppl from the beginning already told me that he is not suitable for me... and i know... i jus wanna try... give both me and him a chance.. trying to forget about my ex in some ways too.. sigh... i guess thats all for now.. going for a job interview tml~ yays~!!!! =) good night folks!! wan annn!! -The Silly Gal- |
during the times with him... of course im happy.. only when he is by my side.. doesnt need to say anything... i am already glad... jus keeping quiet.. me laying on ur shoulders.. its enough happiness for me.. everytime we go out.. need not to say anything.. need not do anything.. jus being by my side.. its enough.. one week meeting me 2 times? that hard?? maybe its jus be being busy.. im studying too.. sigh.. we barely meet once a week...sigh... |
i guess its time to confess... i just turned back to single after one month ++ im attached for the last one month++ i have my reasons for not telling everyone.. for those who knew.. its over..=) im dunno if i am really upset about it... cus from the very start.. i knew it wouldnt last... both me and the guy are from 2 very different worlds.. from the very start we aint stable, we meet very less, super different from other couples.. i didnt really like the idea of it...of course as a couple.. you would wanna meet your partner as much right?? he dont..im upset for the first few weeks... cried everyday at night.. not meeting him.. not contacting him and waiting for him to contact me instead.. sigh... it didnt really go as i thought it will.. i became numb and tried to jus follow it through.. =/ i guess i expected guys to help me carry my heavy stuff without me asking..because i believe they would really wanna help to lighten my weight if they can..sigh..even if i say please or not...sigh...i thought..maybe im just so wrong.....i meant my boyfriend..=/ but i guess...sigh... doesnt guys wanna lighten their galfriends weight??? i dun wanna say more.. im alright.. STOP FREAKING ASKING ME THAT IM ALRIGHT OR NOT |
tonight we drink to youth and holding fast the truth don't want to lose what i had as a boy my heart still has a beat but love is now a feat as common as a cold day in L.A. sometimes when I'm alone I wonder is there a spell that I am under keeping me from seeing the real thing love hurts but sometimes it's a good hurt and it feels like I'm alive love sings when it transcends the bad things out of heartache, try me cause without love I won't survive tethered and abused stand naked and accused should I surface, this one man submarine I only want the truth so tonight we drink to youth I never lose what I had as a boy sometimes when I'm alone I wonder is there a spell that I am under keeping me from seeing the real thing love hurts but sometimes it's a good hurt and it feels like I'm alive love sings when it transcends the bad things out of heartache, try me cause without love I wont survive love hurts but sometimes it's a good hurt and it feels like I'm alive love sings when it transcends the bad things out of heartache, try me cause without love I wont survive love hurts, oh oh love hurts without love I wont survive love hurts oh la la la la la la oh love hurts without love I wont survive |
if you haven been watching the movie called " the girl who leapt through time " the anime.. go watch it.. im serious.. VERY serious!! it is a super duper very very very nice movie.. REALLY VERY NICE!!!!! gosh... i really love it.. i dunno how to express the feeling telling you how nice is it.. but find ways to watch it... its nice.. if not.. msn me! i'll be glad to send it to you!!! |
婚礼 词曲: 蓝智峰 (女)那教堂钟声太微弱 却敲痛心中的伤口 台上庄严典礼 纪念我输得彻底 (男)他揭开你面纱时候 一枚戒指将你紧扣 掌声将我吞没 # (女)面带笑容和你握手 (男) 祝福你们的生活 (合)怎却 那泪莫名地流 % (男)你洁白的婚礼 你多么的美丽 台下我的独角戏 (女)走进院子里 昨天的回忆 (合)如今随着花儿慢慢凋零 (男)你庄严的婚礼 (女)我演出的悲剧 (合)最后唯一的结局 (女)教堂的钟声 梦已破碎 (合)祝福声中听叶儿随风飞 Repeat # % % Labels: 婚礼 |
feeling abit better le.. current status..37+++degrees lolx... nose going to dry up.. hahax.. went to sch today.. for an hour...and left at the first break out..@@"' couldnt concentrate..as i was having high fever.. waited for bro to come and collect my stuff and when off to the poly clinic... reached at 12.15... wrong timing..0.0 they havin they lunch break.. have to wait till 130.. @@'' sweat... i sort of fell aslp for 10 mins... and went off walking round and round the poly clinic..@@'' to spend time away..hahax... den till 3+++ den myturn..@@"' from 12 till3++ lolx.. got my medi, met up with my friend, when for lunch at sakae.. didnt have much appetite at first.. firstly ordered a chawamushi.. den i was tempted to eat more.. my appetite was back.. hahaha.. but still its sort of taste tasteless to me.. lolx... but did had some fun chatting with him..lolx.. =) at least im not having fever.. but throat is still soring.. @@"'' |
@@'' cant slp.. current status, 39 degrees.. hahahahax... slp at 830 jus now woke up 5 times.. @@'' |
my last post for today.. @@'' watched tv shows and stuff jus now...hahax... current degree is 38.8 |
38.6... T___T tired till dun wanna move.. @@'' |
lolx.. |
slp alot alot alot le.. @@'' 38 degrees... @@'' still coughing... currently sitting in my room drinking waterchestnut & sugar cane.. @@'' |
spent 10 bucks buying tibits few days ago.. now like that cannot touch at all... T__T sigh.. really suffering.. =/ |
im dying... @@'' fever.. =/ whole body aching.. cant slp.. =/ |
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