Life

Monday, April 21, 2008
11:16 PM

i felt soo "little kid"
=/

sigh..

went out with my friend..
got back home at 10pm SHARP
-.-

kanna my dad nag like siao..
say if i still dunno my limit den he will start looking for my sch faci or classmates or watsoever..
=.=
zzzzzz

come on la..
its only 10pm
and im already 18 years old this year..
-.-

sigh..
IM NOT A KID!!!

freaking idiot..

zzzzzz..

ya i noe wat u guys are goona say..

saying that they are my parents... if they dun love me they wont care...

if u wanna say that..
den keep quiet..

cus that wont make me feel better..

seriously..
i have the intend to put shut up instead..
but i know i need to control my anger...

zzzzzzz

watever u guys wanna saay about them, u guys better keep quiet first..
cus..
im gonna freak out even more..

and also..

to tell u guys y im feeling this way..

its cus..

they really changed alot..

the family..
really changed..

=/

after the " temple aka fou tang " closed in our house..
every thing changes..
my dad started to smoke..
my parents start quarreling as if we aint there..
their attitude all changed..

makes me didnt wanna talk to them at all..

sigh..

im freaking out staying a min more..

ever since the " fou tang "closed..
i hated to stay at home..

trying not to stay at home if possible..
find a job or watsoever..
rather stay in sch or outside den going home..

sigh..