Life

Thursday, April 17, 2008
8:37 PM

guys..

thanks for trying ur ways to cheer me up..

u guys might jus wanna take a rest..

cus if you guys know me..

i will get better in a few days time..

im jus not feeling well..
im sorry for making u guys worry about me..

thank you so much..
i noe u guys care..

dun try and cheer me up cus it might jus be wasting ur time..

jus leave a msg take care or watso ever..

and i will know that thereis someone at my side..

cus writing those msges wont really cheer me up that much..

i had a bad day..

or even a bad week..

really bad....

im sorry for making you guys worry about me..

its either i jus stop blogging when im upset..

or lock my blog up..
becus its the only place i can actually vend my anger at and not hurting anyone physically..
calling myself a bitch and stuff its jus a part of my way of vending my anger..
i will try to stop that..
im sorry guys..

i know when im emoing i tends to close myself up..
im sorry..cus i really dun wanna make you guys worry even more..
im a gal that jus wans ppl to be happy
not a gal that wans to make ppl sad cus of myself emoing and stuff..
u guys can jus take a rest and give urself a hug from me..
i thank you guys very much..

i will try to cheer myself up and clean up abit on my stupid attitude..

im sorry..

sigh...