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sore throatt... T___T as if my throat is tearing up.. T___T even if i keep my mouth close.. can still feel the pain at my throat.. when i cough its as if something piercing my throat... T__T painnn - silly gal in agony - |
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sick.. sore throat is back.. =/ sigh... super hurting.. =/ sigh.. but i need to be happy every day... =) Smilee!! =) |
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tired.. sick.. T__T |
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Having headache... T___T Headachee!!!!! |
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tired..=/ sigh.. didnt talk much in the ppt jus now.. i guess im not getting any "A" le..=/ sigh.. |
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sigh... siann.. =/ whole day the mood all gone.. =/ cus of that dammm freaking teammate that make me get D for last module. =/ sigh.. dunno is angry or =/ |
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ANGRY ARHHH!!! DU LAN.. FREAKING HELL.. STUPID IDIOT... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ NEXT TIME IM SO NOT GONNA ASK HIM TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL.. WANT TO MAKE U PART OF THE TEAM,ASK U HELP TO LOOK FOR INFOMATION DEN EVERYTHING IS NOT UR WORK.. SO CLEVER GO TAKE FROM FRIEND THE 6P AND USE THE INFO WORD FOR WORD.. MAKE THE WHOLE TEAM GET D HAPPY LE LA... ZZZZZZZZZ ANGRY ARGHHHHH... DAMMIT |
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@@'' cant slp.. =/ sigh.. |
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sigh.. feeling down again.. yaya... i noe i shouldnt have.. but i cant help it.. kaz say its really time to let go.. but how?? sigh.. its easy to say but hard to do.. i dun wanna regret again.. =/ sigh... having misunderstanding here and there.. i dunno how to resolve it... sigh... =/ im noe im not stupid nor dumb.. but cant i jus have any ideas to resolve all these stuff?? or not to care about them anymore?? sigh... =/ i am an attention seeker? may be i am... sigh... =/ |
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going to slp.. nitex.. sigh... =/ wan an... still thinking alot.. =/ not happy.. |
some personality test
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high. |
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reminder... blog url changing to http://silly-starriieex.blogspot.com/ |
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not feeling very " me " today.. lolx.. =/ im not emoing.. jus kinda thinking alot.. lolx.. im not hyper, not very cheerful today.. =/ |
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spend $20 dollars on sakae... sort of enjoyed.. eaten 1 chawamushi 1 fried tofu 1 hand roll 3 sushi 1 salmon sashimi 1 hotate lolx.. comparing myself with others.. i felt so different..=/ sigh... today isnt a good day.. |
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ahh.... =/ sighhhhhh lolx.. =/ lalala siao liao.. later going to sakae with rikki =) |
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im tired... sleepy.. bored... =/ |
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lolx.. @@'' slept at 1130.. sleepyy~~ =P hopefully can get good grades for science=/ sigh... |
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=P faci is latiee!! =x 906 le... hahax.. =P bored~~ =P tired~~ slp only 3 hours.. hahaha... =P |
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couldnt slp.. sigh.. =/ zzzzz sigh... moody again i guess..=/... |
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btw..ALL PLEASE TAKE NOTE!!! With effect on the 25th of april.. my blog webby will be changed to http://silly-starriieex.blogspot.com/ PLEASE TAKE NOTE!! =) |
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i felt soo "little kid" =/ sigh.. went out with my friend.. got back home at 10pm SHARP -.- kanna my dad nag like siao.. say if i still dunno my limit den he will start looking for my sch faci or classmates or watsoever.. =.= zzzzzz come on la.. its only 10pm and im already 18 years old this year.. -.- sigh.. IM NOT A KID!!! freaking idiot.. zzzzzz.. ya i noe wat u guys are goona say.. saying that they are my parents... if they dun love me they wont care... if u wanna say that.. den keep quiet.. cus that wont make me feel better.. seriously.. i have the intend to put shut up instead.. but i know i need to control my anger... zzzzzzz watever u guys wanna saay about them, u guys better keep quiet first.. cus.. im gonna freak out even more.. and also.. to tell u guys y im feeling this way.. its cus.. they really changed alot.. the family.. really changed.. =/ after the " temple aka fou tang " closed in our house.. every thing changes.. my dad started to smoke.. my parents start quarreling as if we aint there.. their attitude all changed.. makes me didnt wanna talk to them at all.. sigh.. im freaking out staying a min more.. ever since the " fou tang "closed.. i hated to stay at home.. trying not to stay at home if possible.. find a job or watsoever.. rather stay in sch or outside den going home.. sigh.. |
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got a feeling i didnt do that well today.. tired... =/ sigh... really tired... looking at everything so blurry.. im not used to it..=/ sigh... Evan must be happy~!! =) * bleahx * =) |
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getting into a relationship, is it for a company or for entertainment? is it for temp? or is it for life? =/ class mates...=/ my class mates are dammmm sick...-.- watching dammm disgusting shows and put it on the projector.. -.- VERY disgusting.. some its funny but its dammm disgusting.. i think the name was "jackass 2" zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz irritated sigh.. suddenly tot of him...=/ sigh.. forget forget!! concentrate!!! =) playing with snake and ladders...-.- making my own snake and ladders...=P |
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lolx.. half of the class was wearing orange today.. and i didnt noe it... but its okie.. there's another half a class not wearing orange.. =) wore my contacts today.. but while i was walking to sch.. my right eye contacts got problem.. hurting ... >< reach sch went straight to the toilet.. took it out.. den realise either my eye lashes is in my contacts or its becus my contacts broke.. when i took it out.. it was broken in the middle.. >< didnt bring my specs out.. everything is blur..=/ sigh... i need my specs... |
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dun understand why people can say breaking up so easily.. have you ever wondered?? when you get into a relationship.. have you ever wondered if the person you are choosin now is only for temp or for ur live time?? im jus wondering.. =) |
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happy that rikki and her bf is doing well.. really happy for her..=) im alright le.. back to the old evan.. =p sorry arh guys.. i think i scared some of u guys.. of my emoing and stuff.. i hereby apolojize.. but den.. its normal for me to emo.. cus its when i put all my anger and its a way for me to do things u see.. =) thx "M", michelle jie jie, pris, keetee,rikki, allie, KAZ, mervin, HAO, and the rest.. lolx.. thx all for being by my side..=) |
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lazy to go gym liao.. rather to stay at home and play ao..=P |
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going to slp early for today.. and might be waking up later or not or watever.. when i wake up i will be playing AO if its still mid night.. and be going over to the gym if its morning..=P |
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im feeling alot better now already..=) thx guys.. |
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i am neurotic!! hahahax... |
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feeling super frustrated... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz eyes swollen cant slp.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz jus had a dam quarrel with my stupid bro.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz everything not going well.. stupid day... stupid week... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz im jus trying to vend my anger here... so dun care about me... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz =/ got a feeling my right eye is gonna get infection.. lolx.. celebration?? lolx.. im jus crazy... sigh.. depression.. dun feel like going sch tml.. sigh.. wanted to slp at 1030.. den off my comp at 945.. den now left 6 dam hours to slp.. zzz sure not enuff de lorr.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz FRUSTRATED!!!!! |
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eyes swollen for sch tml.. lolx.. cried almost the whole dam day.. can already felt that my right eye is hurting already.. cant slp.. ya.. tml i will be dammm dead la.. zzz.. im seriously freaking out.. im sorry to say that.. but still thanks guys.. sigh... ARGHHHHHH FREAKING OUT SUX SUX SUX!!!!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz |
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guys.. thanks for trying ur ways to cheer me up.. u guys might jus wanna take a rest.. cus if you guys know me.. i will get better in a few days time.. im jus not feeling well.. im sorry for making u guys worry about me.. thank you so much.. i noe u guys care.. dun try and cheer me up cus it might jus be wasting ur time.. jus leave a msg take care or watso ever.. and i will know that thereis someone at my side.. cus writing those msges wont really cheer me up that much.. i had a bad day.. or even a bad week.. really bad.... im sorry for making you guys worry about me.. its either i jus stop blogging when im upset.. or lock my blog up.. becus its the only place i can actually vend my anger at and not hurting anyone physically.. calling myself a bitch and stuff its jus a part of my way of vending my anger.. i will try to stop that.. im sorry guys.. i know when im emoing i tends to close myself up.. im sorry..cus i really dun wanna make you guys worry even more.. im a gal that jus wans ppl to be happy not a gal that wans to make ppl sad cus of myself emoing and stuff.. u guys can jus take a rest and give urself a hug from me.. i thank you guys very much.. i will try to cheer myself up and clean up abit on my stupid attitude.. im sorry.. sigh... |
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my life.. what is happening to it?? y is that somethings that i really want jus wont come to me.. im trying really hard to pursue it.. WHY... freaking dammm idiotic WHY!!! i jus cant stop crying... freakking out.. im a NOTHING!! sigh... anyway.. any votes?? Archery Drama Photo A capella * singing * leapy.. good luck to u.. we will miss u.. im freaking out.. BAD DAY!!!!!! |
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sigh... sorry for making you guys worried.. this week its jus a dammmmmmmm freaking unlucky week for me.. my cousin's puppy passed away.. she was damm upset.. i wanted to stay over night at her house to accompany her... but my dad said something too dammm much la.. freakking idiot.. im damm upset.. wat the hell is wrong with him!1 zzzz im so up set.. cant i jus care about my cousin.. wat is between them is non of my business... i wanna show care for my cousin got wrong izzit?? freaking hell... they changed.. making me really hate them.. im freaking out... breaking down.. im not giving up.. jus really breaking down... but dun worry abt me.. cus i will recover... u guys noe me.. no matter what ..jus gimme some time i will recover.. jus that... its the matter of how much time.. looking for a part time job.. dun wanna stay at the freaking stupid house... im not feeling well.. sigh... jus not feeling well... in the matter of fact.. im now crying dunno becus of wat.. lolx.. -stupid- |
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hope my cousin's doggie can make it through.. =/ sigh... |
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im super duper dammmmmmm moody.. dammm moodless.. not enuff slp... zzzz... den my lappy kanna scratched... DAMMMMM PEK CHEK... zzzzzz du lan... sigh... FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man... some1 kill me pls... DAM IT! |
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aww man... stupid day stupid life.. feeling left out, feeling stupid, dun really know what i am doing anymore. is there still a guardian angel around me?? lead me the way out.. show me the light.. sigh.. cheer me up... some1.. help... sigh... ICE CREAM!!!! Emoing.... someone please invent a emoing icecream for the "EMO-ers" thank you.. =) |
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I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!! =/ |
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really not feeling well.. and i dun think he even care.. sigh.. in my room feeling stupid.. staring at my stupid rj.. feel like breaking down.. no one will care.. freaking bad mood.. going crazy.. worried about my cousin's dog, leapy.. hope he get well soon.. sigh... im a bitch yes... im calling myself a bitch.. im not happy im crazy.. im freaking out.. yes!!! FREAKING OUT -BITCH- |
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yay.... today sure wont get A liao... sigh... disappointed... =/ sighh... |
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sigh... stupid =/ feeling like tat almost from the start of the week...lolx.. sigh.. heyy... guys~!!! help me choose which IG to join * IG = interest group * Archery Drama Photo A capella * singing * helppiee!!! choose!!! |
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sigh...=/ feeling down, left out, stupid.. zzz... as if im a bitch to others.. sigh.. i jus wanna hang on.. aiming for good grades... thats all i can do i guess.. sigh.. - u sux - |
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总是相信 有更好的 会在前方 就不顾一切的飘洋过海 用尽一生寻找 倦了， 累了， 渴望拥抱， 却找不到 也忽然想起你， 已不在我身后， 不在等着我， 没有依靠！ 你是我的的幸福吗? 为何幸福让人如此犹豫 爱情 渐渐 模糊 你的付出我总不够清楚 你是我的幸福吗? 为何幸福让人变的忧郁 我爱你 不再怀疑 可不想对你说 我愿意 its already a sad song.. but i changed the lyrics, changed it even more sad..lolx but its how i felt now..=/ btw... jus to add on to jus now.. i really felt damm left out...sigh... i guess i will just be going home after sch.. i felt as if im dammm thick skin to join them..=/ sighh..... haixx.. -Missing- Labels: 你是我的的幸福吗? |
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=) met up with pris today during 2nd break out.. she changed soooooo much... alot prettier... after 2 or more years , can really feel how much i missed chatting with her... still got lots more to catch up with..=)   feeling kinda left out right now.. lolx.. jus =/ sigh... anyway.. Evan !! cheer upp =) gosh... sigh... -missing- |
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ytd slack at home till around 4pm den leave home to kor's house to collect some data.. was expecting myself to stay for 15 mins only..ended up stayed there for the whole 1 hour..hahax..he helped me dl some stuff here and there.. + those datas.. and stuff.. den left his house around 6.. took 858 to the airport to collect my stuff i left at my workplace.. took lots and lots of funny pics with themm... miss working with them... hahax... chat with some of them for awhile.. and did lots of funny funny stuff.. they were at work.. and they were playing with me at the shop floor taking pics and stuff.. den one of the manager came over and ask us to quiet down, after she left.. we burst out laughing again.. lucklily, she's one super kind and good manager.. =P i met up with kaz and fusion for dinner.. there were very late cus they were lost in the airport.. hahahaha... i nvr even had my breakfast or anything till that time.. when they were queuing up.. i went down to crystal jade to get some bread to eat.. we ate sakae and kaz treat us cus it was a punishment for being late..hahaha.... den we went to t3 macs to slack while kaz study at around 1030.. den i realise that if i go back home now, i will still miss my last bus at yishun to go home.. lolx.. so i called my parents.. they were at my grandma's house.. they ask me go go over there den we go home tgt.. hahax.. den we spend our next hour chatting playing with my lappy 1130 we left the place and split the roads.. i took a bus to my granny's house..and alighted the bus in a rush.. den i realise i alighted a stop early..lolx.. have to walk all the way over to the next bus stop..hahax.. got lost again... =p when over to 198 instead of 195.. hahax... its already 12 and its dammmmmm quiet.. i was damm scared lorrs... but luckily i found the block fast enough..hahax they were playing mahjong and i went into the room to play with my lappy again.. chatted withmy " long lost " cousin.. no la.. jus very long nvr chat with her le.. =) really missing the days when we cry and suffer and share secrets tgt.. hahax.. =) missing u guys lots=) tml is a new day.. tml is my 2nd week of poly life.. =) hope everything goes well..                       |
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my new life.. my new week my new friends =) enjoy~ My class W25G  the ahhhwoohers!!  the hyper gals!! at the lawn party!!whhoooo!!  School of sports health and leisure!!  |
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everyone says that tomorrow is a better day.. i guess its indeed so.. although today dammm stress.. but..then again.. it was kinda interesting to think back.. today's topic of presentation is kinda interesting and sort of stressful too.. cus its kinda confusing "We often claim to ‘know’. These statements are common examples of us claiming to ‘know’. What do we mean when we say we ‘know’?
How do we come to know these things?" but also stress cus the faci damm strict and also keep asking lots of very chim or questions that really have to think deep.. lolx... be4 only presentation was dammmm stressful and nervous.. after our presentation.. it was a Whooaa~~~!!! RELIEVE! hahahax... =Pshe commented on our group being very cooperative and being able to answer her questions very well..and somemore stuff that i couldnt rememeber.. learn quite some stuff today.. hey!! and also.. "Because nobody can know everything. Thus, the guy who claims to know everything is undoubtedly wrong and ignorant. Because there is just too much information out there and he does not realize this. Because, although he "knows nothing," he understands that he knows nothing. Most likely, for someone to know they "know nothing," they have to understand that, in comparison with all the information out there, nobody in the entire world, or ever in existence could ever know 0.000000001% of the information available." lolx...its one of the infomation i put up in the presentation.. its sounds kinda meaningful to me.. cus i dunno alots of things.. lolx.. btw... talking abt sch.. i when to the dan IG today..aka Interest Group.. it was kinda stressful too..jus doing plainly on the warmups.. lolx..really couldnt catch up also.. cus i didnt have any backgrounds/histories abt dancing.. im body isnt flexible enough.. den i left half way.. kinda disappointed.. i was interested.. jus not able to join.. hahax... maybe i shouldnt have even think abt it.. jus join back archery.. hahahax.. EvaN~*
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not really having a good day today... was expecting to be doing a good presentation, but ended up might be 1 of the worst.. might be because the topic we are doing arent something we are familiar or like.. and also we went out of the topic..=/ "blood relations" @@'' the sound of it already scares me off.. =/ made ppl upset.. my actions.. and wat i say.. doesnt go through my brain.. felt so sad that i would cry.. im sorry.. thats the only words i could say.. sometimes thinking that much or not thinking kills ppl.. =/ i jus wanted more company.. not others.. jus sitting down.. can be doing nothing, i just want a company.. sigh... friends.. i miss u.. hating myself.. evangeline.. u really SARK!!!! =/ T______T -Cry Baby / Loser- |
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jus to notify u guys.. im doing fine in my new sch and course.. jus lazy and tired to blog now adays.. =) - love u guys!! - |
