Life

Monday, February 18, 2008
4:28 AM

staying close to some1 i like..holding me tight...watching the stars above our heads..
its always wat i wanted..

it have to be a past for me..
i need to buck up even if i wanna cling on to the past..

evan +U!!!

u can do it de!

=)

friends tat i can share my heart-felts are getting lesser and lesser...

some tends to keep irritating me..
some tends to tell others my secrets..
some is drifting further and further away from me..
some ignores me..
some only look at me when they need entertainment..
some doesnt even care if i was alive..
some talk to me sarcastically..
some destroyed my dreams..

back to the same old emo me again?

i dunno..

i dun wan to..
but i cant control it..

am i really spoiled???
am i bossy??
am i some 1 tat irritates ppl??

i noe my emoness is getter worse day by day..
im keeping to myself..
blasting music..
to calm myself down..

to avoid getting too emotional at things..

stupid?
watever..
i dun care anymore abt how other's think..
as for now..

i wanna be selfish to myself..

care only myself..

yes..

im spoilt..

dun look like me?

i dunno..

wat is me den?

the hyper, energetic, cheerful evan??

u are wrong..

tats the fake 1..

hahax...

signing off..

- the fake evan with a fake smile -
=)