Life

Thursday, February 14, 2008
11:32 AM

gosh...
i still cant believe it..

ytd after work..
took the company taxi back home..
lolx..

guess wat?

some 1 pop out infront of my door 10 mins later...
to wish me happy valentine's day...
gave me flowers and a pressie..
@@''

=3

i felt so bad...
all the way down to my house at 2am!
and he walked back home...

@@'''
gosh...
still cant believe he did tat...

lolx...
><><

anyway...

i jus wanna say thx..
but im still not ready for anything yet...
and i dunno when den i can forget him..

so its better not to expect anything from me...
even though i always wanted another bf after ronald..

but i dunno how to love some1 when i still have him in my heart..

i wanna have a fair relationship..
not 1 sided..

cus i have nvr experience after-break-ups before..
and i got a feeling tat its gonna be hard..
hahax...

still dun understand y lover's cant be back as friends..

hahax...
its also good for me..
so i wont think too much or think that i still have hopes when im still as friends with him...

xD

i admit im a loser tat needs a companion..
=P

im not so good at handling my own relationships stuff..

&

im not good at rejecting ppl too..
* example " can i have ur email ??" i dunno how to say no!! and end up giving them my email.. *

and

im not good at faking things..
* example " can i have ur number?? " i dunno how to tell them my dad's number!! and end up giving to them my real number..-.-'''*

lolx..

anyway...

Happy Valentine's day~!!

^^''

i love all my friends!!

=P

-Häppy EväN-