Life

Sunday, January 27, 2008
10:38 PM

maybe its somehow its time to tell u guys wats happening to my family..

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have been listening to divorcing friends stories..now its my turn...

my parents...have been quarreling for the past 1 year??

serious quarreling...
involves scratching, slapping , beating, keep saying wanna divorce..=/

now my mom's leg is injured...

i was told by my brother..few days ago they quarreled again..
i didnt noe her leg was injured...
i didnt really care as if was already quite usual...
but i still will go hug my mom..and tell her im always by her side...

i felt so useless..only on my off day tat day..around 3 or 4 days ago.....only...i realise my mom's leg is injured cus my dad pushed her...=/

i really felt so useless...
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i dun wan a broken family..
i wan to stay young to stop them from aparting...so tat they wont leave me..
i dun wanna them to divorce...
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its not the first time they quarrel le..

my bro also dun care le...unless they start fighting..
my bros all siding my dad..

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i told them be4..
abt how i felt..

but my dad will jus say...
its adults problem i dun have to care...
he did wat he have to, to maintain the family..
tats what he noes...

my mom will say...
this is not how she wanted to end up also...
and start crying..

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my dad wont say anything...
nor my mom...
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my bro doesnt really care...

my dad..wont take my advise..
he is as stubborn as i am...
he will listen...but wont do it...
he's really working hard...
to support the family...
but he keeps quarreling with my mom...
i noe he's tired after work...and mom sometimes used to nag at him...
tats y he sort of got fed up...

they have been quarreling for the past 1 year le...
good for 1 mth..quarrel for 2 mths...

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im at my mom's side...my bros are always siding my dad...
they wont and never will noe how my mom feels...
they jus dun understand..
when they see my mom cry...they will only feel irritated...

and..lastly...my dad has a mistress outside...

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/sigh

mths ago my mom told me...cus she dunno who to turn to..

and my dad admitted to me tat time...

and he said and claims tat he stop seeing tat b!tch..

but mths after...my mom told me...he haven stop seeing her...
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she hired PI to go investigate and got videos and photos of it...

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/sigh..

really felt so useless...

my mom asked me ytd...whether she should divorce with him or not...

she wanted to continue the marriage to make tat b!tch suffer...even my dad send the lawyer letters..she intends to drag 3 more years..
i dunno...i dunno if she can even take the pain or the after effects...
i felt so...=/

she said she's ok...but i noe she only doesnt wanna me to worry...
its like acting strong...but weak inside...=/