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maybe its somehow its time to tell u guys wats happening to my family.. =/ have been listening to divorcing friends stories..now its my turn... my parents...have been quarreling for the past 1 year?? serious quarreling... involves scratching, slapping , beating, keep saying wanna divorce..=/ now my mom's leg is injured... i was told by my brother..few days ago they quarreled again.. i didnt noe her leg was injured... i didnt really care as if was already quite usual... but i still will go hug my mom..and tell her im always by her side... i felt so useless..only on my off day tat day..around 3 or 4 days ago.....only...i realise my mom's leg is injured cus my dad pushed her...=/ i really felt so useless... =/ i dun wan a broken family.. i wan to stay young to stop them from aparting...so tat they wont leave me.. i dun wanna them to divorce... =/ its not the first time they quarrel le.. my bro also dun care le...unless they start fighting.. my bros all siding my dad.. =/ i told them be4.. abt how i felt.. but my dad will jus say... its adults problem i dun have to care... he did wat he have to, to maintain the family.. tats what he noes... my mom will say... this is not how she wanted to end up also... and start crying.. =/ my dad wont say anything... nor my mom... =/ my bro doesnt really care... my dad..wont take my advise.. he is as stubborn as i am... he will listen...but wont do it... he's really working hard... to support the family... but he keeps quarreling with my mom... i noe he's tired after work...and mom sometimes used to nag at him... tats y he sort of got fed up... they have been quarreling for the past 1 year le... good for 1 mth..quarrel for 2 mths... =/ im at my mom's side...my bros are always siding my dad... they wont and never will noe how my mom feels... they jus dun understand.. when they see my mom cry...they will only feel irritated... and..lastly...my dad has a mistress outside... =/ /sigh mths ago my mom told me...cus she dunno who to turn to.. and my dad admitted to me tat time... and he said and claims tat he stop seeing tat b!tch.. but mths after...my mom told me...he haven stop seeing her... =/ she hired PI to go investigate and got videos and photos of it... =/ /sigh.. really felt so useless... my mom asked me ytd...whether she should divorce with him or not... she wanted to continue the marriage to make tat b!tch suffer...even my dad send the lawyer letters..she intends to drag 3 more years.. i dunno...i dunno if she can even take the pain or the after effects... i felt so...=/ she said she's ok...but i noe she only doesnt wanna me to worry... its like acting strong...but weak inside...=/ |
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Azn Dreamers - Fixing A Broken Heart There was nothing to say Then like an answered prayer Now I don't understand what I'm going through Just like an answered prayer You really know where to start Surely the wind will stop falling baby |
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wat a daughther i am... till now off day den realise my parents quarrel... and now my mom's leg is injured cus of my dad pushed her.... =/ i guess... this relationship between my parents... it will be gone sooner or later... but... mom...i jus wanna tell u tat... no matter wat happens... i will always be at ur side... no matter wat happens... im always here for u... always ur precious daughter... love u lots mom.. |
星星王子：难以走近的五名星座1、天秤座天秤座算是属于比较爱交朋友的星座，那奇怪怎么会 排在第一位？还是因为风向的天秤座重用“大脑”而轻用“心灵”。他/她自然可以和你一见如故话语投机甚至成百年之交，但是他/她也可以和很多人达成“共 识”。交往的本能演变成一种人际手段，那么心灵的真感觉和新鲜的沟通方式，就很少有了。你永远觉得他/她和你有一个固定的距离，就是走不近。 2、双子座 那个天天和你粘在一起处处纠缠着你的双子座？呵呵， 正因为这样，他/她兴趣消失的时候也走的更远。双子座属于害羞的孩子星座，所以刚开始密切交往的时候你会觉得慢慢在接受他，保护他，但是却总是难以了解他 多变的一面。也拿捏不定他的心里在想什么。而再深刻的情侣关系，之间再浪漫，总是会发现这一切都是双双们给你的“小用心”的惊喜，而不出自共同的情怀。 3、处女座 很容易联想到的是她的洁癖。没错，生活上她的洁癖显而易见，但是心理上的洁癖也一样把人“滤”得够呛。倒不是她在苛求一个和她一样洁癖的人，而是她对细 节的要求影响了两人感情的进展和大方面的步骤。这就让人抓狂了——和处女座在一起，尽管享受到她对你的百般悉心照顾，还是觉得要放开心畅快地互相体贴理 解，太难太麻烦了。 4、水瓶座 由于水瓶座是个比较独立的星座，心思也比较奇怪和多样化，所以要想完全走近他的心 灵世界也够辛苦的。就连两个瓶子在一起都未必能进行亲密沟通（比如肢体眼神和语言）。因为瓶子不大善于表达感情，对感情的事情也不太重视，你要是强迫地追 问，他还会避开甚至推开你。即使表达爱意，也绝不有一点肉麻。因此，和瓶子在一起，要多多享受少少追究。 5、双鱼座 和双鱼座难以走近是因为双鱼座无法带你再走得更近了。他们对自己都难以捉摸，带着你更难保不“误入迷途”。但是双鱼座绝对是最容易和你敞开心扉的星座 了。8过，不容易的是，敞开以后你看到了什么，看到了以后你又知道了什么？——好像什么都看到了，却不知道到底知道了些什么呢？他们就连矛盾的意思都表达 得很明显，以至于，还是不知道矛盾问题在哪里？也许最后发现，他们对谁都是这样的“处处留情”同时“处处不留意”着。 hahax...im not so easy to get close with as u think i am...in the first in of the other horoscopes tat is hardest to approach..~ =) |
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all thx to my designer... Mr or ah jian for my new blog skin~ =P xie xie oo.. troubles troubles and more troubles... brothers quarreling... birthday pressie for my parents.. parents quarreling.. work... relationships... =/.. friends tat i can talk to.. all suddenly so busy.. =/.. ahhh watever! life still goes on even im stuck here.. =/ na li you cai hong gao shu wo neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo wei shen me tian zhe me an jing suo you de yun dou pa dao wo zhe li you mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo she huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao ye xv shi jian she yi zhong jie yao ye shi wo xian zai zhen fu xia de du yao kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zhen me shui de zhao ni de shen ying zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao mei you li you wo ye neng zhi ji zhou ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan ni shuo yi lan she wo men de zhu ai jiu suan fang kai na neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai dang zhuo wo zui hou cai ming bai you mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo she huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao ye xv shi jian she yi zhong jie yao ye shi wo xian zai zhen fu xia de du yao kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zhen me shui de zhao ni de shen ying zhe me jin wo que bao bu dao mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao mei you li you wo ye neng zhi ji zhou ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan ni shuo yi lan shi wo men de zhu ai jiu suan fang kai na neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai dang zhuo wo zui hou cai ming bai kan bu jian ni de xiao yao wo zhen me shui de zhao ni de shen ying zhe me jing wo que bao bu dao mei you di qiu tai yang kai shi huan rao huan rao mei you li you wo ye neng zhi ji zhou diao shi wo shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao ye xv shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao jie yao ye shi wo xian zai zhen fu xia de du yao ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan ni shuo yi lan shi wo me de zhu ai ni suan fang kai na neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai dang zhuo wo zhui hou cai ming bai~ |
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=P happy day!! its a happy day~!! =) really enjoyed~ thx rikki~!! muackiex!! shopping spree!!! thx ben dan mervin!! =P muackiex!! thx my friends!! muackiex!! as requested.. ben dan or ah jian * munch munch * * chew chew * muackiex!! YUMMIE!! =x |
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felt so stupid sometimes... y cant i jus enjoy my life like nothing happened??!! feeling like an idiot... getting angry, getting annoyed for nothing.. maybe its jus part of me.. getting crazy for nothing getting jealous for nothing.. getting upset for nothing.. lolx...dunno wat im thinking also sometimes.. y do i always do these when to make myself angry.. y do i always emo... -.- angels...devils...=/ lolx.. i really sot sot le.. love is so scary.. love is so heart warming.. love can make me like this.. love can really make me crazy.. love is a desire to me.. love is something im afraid to pursuit for.. love is something tat can destroy a friendship lolx...wat am i saying?!?! i also dunno..xD Finally.. its a nice song oo~ kept on repeating the whole day le.. hopefully..later on i will cheer up.. icecream!! ben and jerry's!! sushi!! 99cents!! rawrr!!! am i really emoing from inside me?? =/ or am i jus acting emo to get attention?? i also dunno... really sot le.. |
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tiring day.. almost broke down... didnt really start my day well.. so the mood goes worst during work too.. tired.. 5th day.. hoping i can last till the end~ sleepy too... should i, shouldnt i? doing something tat might hurt others.. or doing something tat i wont be happy?? =/.. take time to think... a really long time... |
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finally-fergie Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream Cinderella theme Crazy as it seems Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day But I would have to wait Make so many mistakes I couldn't comprehend As I watched it unfold This classic story told I left it in the cold Walking through an open door that led me back to you Each one unlocking more of the truth I finally stopped tripping on my youth I finally got lost inside of you I finally know that I needed to grow And finally my mate has met my soul [chorus] Finally Now my destiny can begin Though we will have our differences Something strange and new is happening Finally Now my life doesn't seem so bad It's the best that I've ever had Give my love to him finally MMMMMMMM I remember the beginning you already knew I acted like a fool Just trying to be cool Fronting like it didn't matter I just ran away And on another phase Was lost in my own space Found what its like to hurt selfishly Scared to give of me Afraid to just believe I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place Stumbled through the mess that I have made Finally got out of my own way I've Finally started living for today I finally know that I needed to grow And finally my mate has met my soul [chorus] Finally Now my destiny can begin Though we will have a our differences Something strange and new is happening Finally Now my life doesn't seem so bad It's the best that I've ever had Gave my love to him Finally MMMMMMMM Finally, Finally Finally Now my destiny can begin Though we will have our differences Something beautiful is happening, happening Finally Now my life doesn't seem so bad It's the best that I've ever had Give my love to him finally Ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, finally |
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still having sore throat...swallow saliva also pain..>< first day of work... /gg guess where and under wat brand im working in.../gg im working in changi airport in HUGO BOSS!!! wakakakkaa!! the items there dammm ex..@@'' still getting used to it.. dammm tired...@@''' need to get some slp le.. update next time~ suddenly miss my friends so much...>< gtg slp le... still have to wakie early... nitex every1... * i had a great time being a sha gua.. * * thx for giving in to me so much...i appreciate it.. * * really i do..thx for accepting me in my bad points too * * thx for not ignoring me when ever im emoing..and always been by my side * * i love my friends!! * * muackiex! * |
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@@'' sore throat + cramps = suay day.. slp at 330.. wakie at 730.. lolx.. wanted to slp back..but my throat is jus so damm pain + uncomfortable..make until i cant slp.. >< den after awhile.. my cramps also come.. -.- wahhh..... dammmm sian arhh!!! * Voiceless gal * peace out.. T___T |
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today...i heard a shocking news.. >< my sch archery coach have been change to a "coach" which isnt even certified!!! -.- wah lao!! sch kiam siap also no need do till like tat right!! -.- anyways... jieying called me in the early morning ask me to go back sch help cca open house.. lolx... i went back..and heard damm many rumors + complains abt the new coach...-.- okok... dun talk abt tat le..lolx.. i met up with my ex sch mates!!! my ben keetee kor!!! anthony didi!! stupid si hao!! and baka "northpole"!!=x noppol dun kill me pls..=x lalala~** here comes the pics!!! Me, miss tan * archery assistant teacher incharge * , jie ying!  jie ying, anthony, and me!!  anthony noppol sihao me and jieying~  anthony and me!  noppol and me!  si hao and me!  me and jieying~!  the gang~!!  yay!!! last group pic!! |
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Addictive content in my personality is 76% Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me
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im in a lazy mood~ yay~~ lolx.. lazy to post up fotos~ =x lazy to update also xD /heh sorry arhh~ |
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