Life

Sunday, November 4, 2007
8:32 AM

these few days...have been busy looking for new dresses...
but non were suitable...
ended up buying 2 shoes instead...

ytd..
wasnt in a good mood...didnt slp well + abit sickie..
quarreled with vic..
and got moody for at least half the day...

den when planting..
but its bio time and i jus changed and left my mushie there..
when im back..700+++ spores gone..
kanna broken..
haix...

at night..
parents was quarreling through out the night...
from 9pm to 2 am..
hearing my mom crying like hell..
makes me hurt dam lot..
i always tot...
my dad was a nice guy + a good husband + the best daddy..

but...

i guess i got it wrong??
i dunno...
it makes me feel so hopeless in love...
scared of every thing with connection with love...
keen for love but scared...
i dunno wat to do to help them..
this year itself...they quarrel soooo dam many times..
this year itself...i see and hear my mom cry soooo damm many times...
haix..

i jus..
wans some 1 to hold me tight when im afraid..
wans to lean on some 1 shoulder when im tired..
wans some1 to hold my hand and never let go..
wans some1 to visit me and stay by my side and take care or jus accompany me when im sick..
wans some1 to hug me till i fall a slp..
wans some1 to ...

haix...

felt really hopeless looking at my parents..
really scared to get hurt..
when guys tell a gal.. or their gal..
" i love u "
do they really mean it inside their heart too???

anyway...
happy bdae kor~~!!
rawwrr~!!!!

im fine...
dun worry~~
jus hoping for a happy family...=/
=)

1 more day end of o lvls..
afew more days to find a new job..
3wks + 5 days to find something to wear on mama's dinner...
3wks + 5 days to meeting with SoS members~!!
3wks + 6 days to odie mama de wedding dinner~!!