khairul and me... alice and me~~ sesame street!!! rawrrr!!! today eat lunch dammmm fast... rush to see their performance..=x it was raining soooo dammmm heavily till the floor of the lucky plaza was flooded.. =.= the height of the water was 1cm tall sia... damm sad... ytd alice jie go le.. den today.. khairul's turn to go.. all also resign.. den friday tammy also go.. sien...

12:04 AM

send my resignation letter le.. dunno they will approve or not.. tired of working there.. im tired... had been so careless + blur today.. do wat also wrong.. a moodless + scary + funny day -.- when to see m1 with fasio today le.. kanna nag and nag and nag by her.. she's actually very good de.. can see she's actually a nice person.. she nvr scold any1 of us..jus tat she's always very strict.. make me dammm scare sia.. luckily she nvr scold fasio... today my cute cute promoter beside me nvr come.. very bored... no 1 to chat with.. keep smsing ppl.. during lunch.. went for lunch with alice.. she told me go takeaway.. but..-,- i forgot.. i told the auntie eat in.. den end up i pai sei.. keep tell the auntie sorry... ask her help put in the packet.. den go basement eat.. sit there i so clumsy.. almost spill my packet of rice -.- 8pm.. work end le.. i keep run here run there... cus there's 2 papers the mangers need to sign... but i take 1 den left the other back at my counter.. den also need to check how much money in my wallet.. run back again to take my wallet.. cus ytd i realise near ngee ann also got 1 more 167.. den i to try take tat bus.. den end up.. its the other direction.. i slp in the bus.. slp till the lights in the bus jus off... den i realise.. i reach bukit merah.. -.- luckily the bus will be going back to sembawang de.. i sat in the bus.. alone for at least 10 mins.. den the bus uncle come back.. in the bus alone... dammmmm scary la... somemore the uncle off the lights.. wasted 2 hours to go home.. tired + emolish.. moody yet crazy.. Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right?

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
1:32 AM

Have u ever.. sang by 2 different bands... nice.. and enjoy Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over Knowing there's so much more to say Suddenly the moment's gone And all your dreams are upside down And you just wanna change the way the world goes round Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby Have you ever felt your heart was breaking Lookin down the road you should be taking I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together Back in your arms where I belong Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby Have you ever felt your heart was breaking Lookin down the road you should be taking I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow Wishing I could change the way the world goes round Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry) Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby Have you ever felt your heart was breaking Lookin down the road you should be taking I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let Yes I loved and lost the day I let Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go Chorus:] Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right? Have you ever? Have you ever? Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything To make them understand? Have you ever had someone Steal your heart away? You'd give anything To make them feel the same? Have you ever searched for words To get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start? Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life? You'd do just about anything To look into their eyes? Have you fin'ly found the one You've given your heart to Only to find that one Won't give their heart to you? Have you ever closed your eyes and Dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait For that day when they will care? What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby? What do I gotta say to get to your heart To make you understand How I need you next to me? Gotta get you in my world 'Cause, baby, I can't sleep Have you ever?

Monday, November 26, 2007
10:30 PM

sobb... work sarks... saturday 24/11 .. nvr make up kanna scold... make up also kanna scold... sob... i lazy to do my make up.. so jus when to work without any makeups.. go there... kanna scold by m3 *3rd biggest manger in the store * k lorrs like tat... den i put lorr... but suay suay kanna m1 * biggest manger in the store * catch...=.= dammmmmm suay... she caught me using the eyelashes curler i borrowed from fasio de jie jie -.- kanna confiscate by her... den she asked me whose was it.. i nvr think so much...jus say it was fasio's de i nvr think tat i will make fasio kanna scolded... den tat baka canmake come ask me wat i say... i told her tat i said is fasio's de lorr.. den she say me...-.- i should say its my own de... how i noe arh... -.- i also nvr think so much... nvm lorr...i noe its my fault...so i nvr say anything the whole day i was worrying abt the eyelashes curler and m1 will scold fasio or not den i went for lunch.. when i came back..canmake came and told me tat when i go for lunch m1 go scold fasio and her 3 times.. i felt so guilty...keep telling them sorry.. den tammy jie told me something else.. she told me m1 went to scold fasio abt something else at first.. den she ask abt the eyelashes curler.. be4 fasio can say anything... bitchy canmake go tell m1 tat i nvr ask fasio den take le -.- adding oil to fire.. i was abit angry with her le lorrs abt wat she said to m1... i got so depress tat i when out of the store to sms ppl.. to settle the gathering stuff.. den when i go back to my own counter she came beside my counter to talk to another promoter which her counter was beside me.. infront of me.. she keep saying abt me shouldnt have told m1 tat the eyelashes curler was fasio's den say tat this is my problem should have carried it myself... den keep saying alot others also... telling other promoter make me dammm dulan... gossip abt me INFRONT of me... -.- zzzzzzzz dammmmm pek chek... den i started to diao her... den she when back to her counter..-.- i wasnt in a good mood... i jus wanted to cool down.. i went to revlon's mirror to see if my hair was neat den the revlon's promoter also another selfish bitch.. say i not scared get catch by m1 arh? i not standing at my own counter... at revlon's counter.. i shoot her back.. wan scold scold lor.. i scared arh?? i stand there also can see my other counter..* cus my partner nvr go work tat day..* den she nth to say.. walk away.. lolx.. i damm bad... but tammy and i got a dammm good feeling... cus she really dammmm selfish.. -.- i in bad mood she still wan provoke me.. sure tio by me de... at 6 pm..fasio went to look for m1 but she when back home le -.- den in the last 30 mins.. canmake came to me and tell me.. eh..its not tat i wan to be so fierce to u jus now lorrs.. its tat u make me and fasio kanna scold by m1 3 times lor.. i was like... ok la.. sorry la.. -.- but after thinking awhile.. i was like.. its non of her problem...its only between me and fasio.. if m1 scold her...she like quarrel so much... quarrel back with m1 la...tell her its non of ur business..scold her back la.. -.- dumb.. den.. luckily.. at the gathering.. i felt dammm lot better... taking pics...talking crap..fooling around.. sun 25/11 when out with mervin fusion and allie.. when to vivo.. sit in my dad's van.. no aircon... dammmmmmmmm freaking hot!! i was late 1/2 hr...so no choice.. my parents also wanted to go mahh... den... we split up... i when to meet them.. hang around awhile.. den my dad offered to send them to where they wanted to go.. wah...... hot until... sweat like hell...-.- lolx... really is -.-''' monday 26/11 yay~ my ke ai de promoter beside me come back le~~ tammy told her the whole incident.. and she came and told me.. alot bad stuff abt canmake and revlon.. hahahahahahaha i felt soooooo much better... lolx... lots of promoters there really hate both of them... hahaha... but... -.-''' during lunch... i went to ask m1 if she can return the eyelashes curler.. she look at me for 1 min? and told me tat when she's free den will talk to me.. swt... ok lorrs.. after work.. i look for her.. she ask me.. did i take the eyelashes curler asking permission or not? i was like.. of course i did.. den she said tat they say i nvr ask her for permission... i confirm i did ask.. den she told me to wait for fasio... tml talk to both of us tgt.. on the way back.. den i realise.. -.- i will make fasio kanna scolding also.. -.- dammmm swt lorrr... i should have really said i nvr ask-.- haix... fasio jie jie aka xiao yu... sorry><>< >< dui bu qi~! make me damm moodless.. cus of me fasio's gonna get scolding by m1 again.. haix...

12:39 AM

Saturday, November 24, 2007
1:15 AM

something u might think its lame here... =x sesame street!! Sunny day Sweepin' the clouds away On my way to where the air is sweet Can you tell me how to get How to get to Sesame Street Come and play Everything's A-okay Friendly neighbors there That's where we meet Can you tell me how to get How to get to Sesame Street It's a magic carpet ride Every door will open wide To happy people like you Happy people like What a beautiful Sunny day Sweepin' the clouds away On my way to where the air is sweet Can you tell me how to get How to get to Sesame Street... How to get to Sesame Street How to get to... _____________________________ the song is nice lorrr!!! at least... im smiling listening to this song... hahax... maybe laughing.. really miss my past~ hahax.. cute and fun~! lolx.. no worries no troubles.. rawrrr~!!! sesame street rox~!! working sarkx!! but...im hoping time pass faster... gathering here i come!!! /gg wakakaka~!! tml more pics will be up~! /gg

1:06 AM

some pics tat i should hvae posted but lazy to post the last few days.. me and jen the gals gang~ me and alice jie * my working partner *

Friday, November 23, 2007
12:36 AM

i really miss my past... i miss u guys so dam much... i jus saw some photos taken dammmmm long ago... i really missed u guys...i really do....seriously... miss lim... mrs wong.. mr soh... and baka jie ying i really miss u guys... so dam much... 2006 racial harmony me and my best friend jie ying... 2006 archery club bbq... really missed this so much...

12:13 AM

can i jus break down and cry?? i feel so weak... all stressed up.. stupid agent...i curse u! zzzzz... dunno wat jus came over me... felt so emolish + getting angry and all stressed up + all tensed up so damm easily.. very tired... wat am i doing i also dunno... some1 help me pls?? to all my friends...im sorry if i did flare up at u without my own notice.. sorry if i jus go emo on u... sorry if i ignore u... sorry... very sorry... jus... im still emoing... i dunno how to open up... cus im afraid i would flare up.. im afraid to lose any1 of u guys... really miss my friends alots...

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
1:49 AM

lolx.. i guess i have used up at least 100 tissues today... still having tat damm flu... sleepy le... when out with rikki and allie again today.. to collect rikki's ipod...so xian mu...i also wanniee/sob den when to coffee club for lucnch... i ate the fish and chips..not tat nice.. not as nice as new york new york de @@'' and at last!! cut my hair today... reach home.. online ro... remake my chars to another acct.. no choice but to delete my ws also.. vic came shooting at me... haven even let me explain.. -.- really dam sark... haix... tired of all these le.. cus he jus be abit patience with me?? -.- or am i jus to annoying?? tired... im gonna go to bed... nitex every1~ nitex the moody me~

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
12:50 AM

super sleepy.. today.. late for training.. dam sick when i wakiee... damm tiring work today... time passes dammm slow... so admmm slowly.. dec cant take much days off... i damm sien... sleepy.. maybe cus i jus eat the medicine...@@'' super duper sleepy...@@''' the medicine so bitter... yuck! i need love... @@''

Monday, November 19, 2007
1:00 AM

super sleepy... jus organize another outing at imm again~~ mervin is coming sg!!! rawrr!!! working is tired + boring... need wakie early tml...sien... bored... really super bored... dunno wat to say... or i forgot wat i wanna say.. jus tat... im glad to noe u jennifer!! rawr!!!

Saturday, November 17, 2007
12:15 AM

lalala~~ me allie and rikki's bonds together have been more stronger... cus of some incidents happen ytd...we are more closer to each other now.. u noe wat?? i still think guys sark...except for mervin fusion and ken and maybe...kaz also.. or maybe some of my kors also... excluding gil gil kor=x rawrr!! allie rikki and elly have been visiting me in imm for the pass 1 week.. lolx... when out for dinner with allie rikki elly fusion and rikki's bro + his friends go pepper lunch... dun drool yet... cus i nvr eat anything=x i had a heavy + late lunch tat day~!! see them eat like so dam nice laa~~~!!! so tempting lorrsss... i sit there...watch them eat...@@'' damm tempting!!! lolx... denn we when drinking~ in the iceskating arena.. dammm shiok~ =x.. i drink 3/4 bottle den cannot take it le@@'' give fusion drink... cus i noe...if i conti sure puke liao.. hahax... having headache till i lie on my bed~ reach home..lucky no ppl noticed tat my face was damm red =x took neoprints with allie rikki and fusion also... dammm cute~!! so long nvr take le..hahax...

Thursday, November 15, 2007
3:29 AM

tired... tired of lots of stuff...ytd i guess it was my last day at imm... i guessed only... bored the whole day.... lucky got fusion to sms me pei me chat... chat abt alots of lame rubbish...=.='' reach home...took a long nice bath...watch tv... nth much... until when i use the comp... sigh... y am i so weak??? y am i so softhearted?? y am i so tired of these?? y am i getting pissed off more den usual?? y do i emo?? y emoing is not good?? why why why~!! watch why why love and u will noe the ans.. =.='' * so lame * * such a cold joke * =.=''' Life sarkx work sarkx love sarkx Evan sarkx! Say yes to alcohol pls!!! cus im emoing...=.=''' i wanniee drink!!!

Saturday, November 10, 2007
10:54 PM

rawrr!!! hahahaxx lolxx... today.. first day of work... soooooooooooooooooo dammm sien!!!!! @@''' walking round and round and round... in the end... i gave up... i sit down wait for ppl to come to me asking abt the products... xD den.. while i was chatting with my new friends =.='' baka deng kor showed up beside me sia =.='' scare me =.=''' rofl... chat the whole day.. sit the whole day... sien the whole day~!!!! rawrrrr~!!! tired + sien~ now playing ro~~ rawrr~!!

Friday, November 9, 2007
9:38 AM

=) ytd after going the training.. oon the way back home...fusion smsed me..ask me wanna go ktv mah.. i was like..when??? he said..3 hours later... =.=''' i rush back home.. and rushed to orchard.. =.=''' rofl... he was there too...=/ me and allie there... soo bored=x no la...jus damm sleepy + tired at the last 1hr me and her was like tickling each other.. playing a fool xD i miss the past.. i miss the sweet memories.. i miss the warmth and love.. =) but.. i hope he's happier now.. =)

Thursday, November 8, 2007
10:50 AM

rawrr~!! when for interview ytd... 7/hr * drools * hahax.. today later going for training... hopes i can work like siao... really hope tat...so tat i wont think soo much... =P ytd when shopping around at the face shop.. stayed there for 1 hr +++ spend 127 at tat shop@@'' lolxx... all the cosmetics needed for the job..@@'' damm swtt~~ but...i make up like no make up... xD the colour very light~ =x rawrr!!! ytd when emoing with allie at vivo again~~ hehex~~ eat nuts + lie down watch the clouds + play with water~~~!! den back home rest a while 1am on ro../gg play till 5am den slp@@'' xD dun kill me pls~~ 8 am wakie cannot go back slp.. stay in bed till 9 am den willing to climb out of bed~ xD 1 pm den training.. cant slp cant do anything... raawrrr!! i look nice putting on make up=x lolx~ later den post picha~=x dun miss me ya~!!

Monday, November 5, 2007
6:13 PM

1。不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债 ..!! 2。女人的烟都带着自己的伤口,没有伤痕的女人不会爱上烟 ...! 3。绑不住我的心,就不要说我花心..! 4。叶子的离开,不是因为风的追求,而是树不挽留..!! 5。一个人不孤单 ，想一个人才孤单。..! life really sark.. looking for a job soon.. sometimes i really ask myself.. am i really happy with wat i have now?? Y ppl have so much doubts within themselves?? tired of all this questioning and answering..

12:41 AM

mood now?? i also have no idea~ xD rawrr~!! when out with my parents today.. bought a new dress..simple but nice.. really nice... =P abit exp also..@@'' 55 dollars..@@ hahax.. but i guess its worth it.. outside raining now.. miss every1 so much.. waited for the comp from 8am till 1140 pm.. zz haix.. =/ EvaN~**

Sunday, November 4, 2007
8:32 AM

these few days...have been busy looking for new dresses... but non were suitable... ended up buying 2 shoes instead... ytd.. wasnt in a good mood...didnt slp well + abit sickie.. quarreled with vic.. and got moody for at least half the day... den when planting.. but its bio time and i jus changed and left my mushie there.. when im back..700+++ spores gone.. kanna broken.. haix... at night.. parents was quarreling through out the night... from 9pm to 2 am.. hearing my mom crying like hell.. makes me hurt dam lot.. i always tot... my dad was a nice guy + a good husband + the best daddy.. but... i guess i got it wrong?? i dunno... it makes me feel so hopeless in love... scared of every thing with connection with love... keen for love but scared... i dunno wat to do to help them.. this year itself...they quarrel soooo dam many times.. this year itself...i see and hear my mom cry soooo damm many times... haix.. i jus.. wans some 1 to hold me tight when im afraid.. wans to lean on some 1 shoulder when im tired.. wans some1 to hold my hand and never let go.. wans some1 to visit me and stay by my side and take care or jus accompany me when im sick.. wans some1 to hug me till i fall a slp.. wans some1 to ... haix... felt really hopeless looking at my parents.. really scared to get hurt.. when guys tell a gal.. or their gal.. " i love u " do they really mean it inside their heart too??? anyway... happy bdae kor~~!! rawwrr~!!!! im fine... dun worry~~ jus hoping for a happy family...=/ =) 1 more day end of o lvls.. afew more days to find a new job.. 3wks + 5 days to find something to wear on mama's dinner... 3wks + 5 days to meeting with SoS members~!! 3wks + 6 days to odie mama de wedding dinner~!!

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