tired....couldnt slp...swt...lolx....was so fed up with my dad ytd...he asked me and my bro to help him to do his work stuff...we dun get any pay nor any benefits...and we helped him with his stuff for hours...=.=''' yet...he didnt appreciate it...he came home only complaining y the stuff didnt do well...=.=''' didnt even say thx....zzzzz......den in the end he maybe realise tat i was fed up with him....he said thx...and i return to my room...i didnt noe y i felt like crying...jus cried....lolx...lame gal i am rite? i noe~ + crazy also...lolx... |
haix...wat am i feeling now?? depress ? sad?? or no feelings?? dun feel very happy...lolx...haix.. |
have been well...didnt noe wat to say...no more quarrellings with my bro...peace and harmony...but...i guess intrepid is going down to history again.... haix...dam sad la...do we really need donald to come back den u guys can stay in peace?? haix.... |
tired..cried till my eyes were swollen...these few days dam suay...haix...really dam tired...haix...all i can say is tat...i hate guys...!!!! |
dunno wat to say....lolx...tored...have been busy playing games..xD...hahax...and studying sometimes too....so...allie if u are reading this..dun kill me~=x bleahx~~!! |
another song~ It's a long long journeyJourney Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through? As It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everything is out to make me lose control Cause It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you ... to you |
Jus a song to follow the theme of this blog~** Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream Really do come true
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where troubles melt like lemondrops Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me Somewhere over the rainbow Bluebirds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream Really do come true
Beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I? Signing off~* EvaN~* 12:41pm |
bleahx~...today...wakie...chiong to comp infront...den...use awhile my dad wan me help him type things...type finish le..he wan see mah...den saty 10 mins...den in the end....1 hour...T.T...my friends...sorry no tell tell u guys...no chance la...he sit beside me see me type...i stress sia...T.T...sorry~....den ....ask hao teach be some stuff abt blogging de...wahaha...understand le...but dunno how to edit..xD...me like so no use like tat...swt...haix....bored....jus make hao angry nia..><....sorry...><><....dui bu qi~!!!!! ><... signing off~* EvaN~* 7:33pm wahahaha~ hao no angry...its me xiang tai dou le...xD...i sot sot le...too emo...crazy le...not really in the good way also... cus....dunno how to say...jus got a bad feeling...xD....i guess i going slp soon....love my songs...wahaha...i wanna slp beside my comp listen song and slp...but...too bad cannot...T.T signing off~* EvaN~** 11:22pm |
zzzzzzz....jus finish bathing....and i went back to my room....and on my table...i saw my letter BEING OPEN~~!!!!! zzzzzzz ><><><>< PEK CHEK!!!!! I HATE HER DOING THIS!!!! ZZZZZZ....KEEP GETTING IN MY PRIVACY!!!! I HATE THIS!!!! if i wan say i will say de mah!!!!!!zzzzzzz i dun wan say she also cannot like tat get in to my room and open my letter!!!!!!!! dam depress now...zzzzzzzzzz.......haix......T.T i hate this!!!!!!! even from the mail box...she sees any1's letter also will open!!!!!!! TOTALLY NO PRIVACY!!!! she is too much le la!!!! zzzzzzz sob....i miss my sec school life...T.T i miss my friends... haix.... signing off... EvaN 9:54pm tired...going to slp....dunno y kept repeating the song liang shan bo yu zhu li ye...hahax....haix....feeling a little bette...but still angry with my mom...haix...nitex every 1~~ slp early wor~!!! kor....ur competition must Jia you wor~!!! kambateh~!!! miss kor~ miss my friends~ miss every1~ signing off~* EvaN~* 10:53pm |
bleahx...=P had a sleepless night...couldnt slp at all...hahax...ytd archery training was tough...lolx...dam tired after tat...when for dinner with matty poo joven and elly~* den when for woe...woe was messy...but i guess i had fun~ hmmm...wait...i wanna ask a question...am i really tat cute??? -.-''' y kor they all keep ask i cute..=.=''' den ytd i gave a irc guy my no. cus he wanted...-.-''' he also say i cute..@@''' lolx...reach home...was tired...lie on bed but jus couldnt fall a slp...zzzzz....can u imagine?? im so dam tired...but cant fall a slp...zzzz... anyways...i wrote a letter to him...its over i guess...the relationship will end...soon...^^''' no need to suffer so much also le...hahax....tired....i think i no need slp le today~...=P...later afternoon den take a nap... signing off~* EvaN~* 6:56am~** hahax...bored...very bored...=X eyes tired mind not tired...like tat no use...haix...i need a hug....><... hahax...sot le...Ooo i forgot to say...when i was writeing the letter...around 2:30am++ my dad came in my room...he somehow sensed tat im not aslp...hahax...tats wat he say~* lolx...anyway...i dunno y...every time he talk to me...my tears are like out of control...will use flow out no matter how hard i try to shut it in...hahax...bored....lalala~~ signing off again~** EvaN~** 1:31pm~ |
haix....not a very good day ytd...haix....cried ytd....eyes still swollen....tired....dun really noe wat to do le....he's still ignoring my calls...i really miss him....haix...cried terribly ytd....now eyes really very swollen....i miss my friends....i miss secondary life....i miss every1....i miss him....haix...later still need go out for archery training....my eyes like tat how to go....swt....hope my eyes will get better later...haix....really miss him.... signing off~* EvaN 9:39am haix....too bored...haix....i felt so lost...dunno where to go....feeling tat im alone....y is tat so?? haix...eyes still abit swollen....really dunno wat to do....hope later after training i will be happier...i guess im tired...T.T signing off~* EvaN 1:04pm |
hmm....lettme think...i dun think i did much things enough for me to write anything... lolx~ 7am: wakie 8am: still lying on my bed... 9am till 12 plus bah??: reading harry potter... 12++: hmm...den read some books... 2++: on comp~!!! den...i think play till now~ =X opps~ omgomgomg allie pls dun kill me~ =X |
haix...tired...still the same old me...jus tat the difference is tat im on the edge of dying soon...hahax...haix....but still hanging on...so dun worry abt me...haix....dunno wats on my mind...dun really have something to write abt also..hahax...going crazy...miss him...but...wat to do...tat person also dun even miss me i guess...having terrible headache jus now...haix...i wanna JUMP!!!! i guess u also wont feel how im feeling rite now....haix....i guess...tats all im gonna say...and im gonna go slp...to every1~ good nitex and sweet dreams~!!!! haix...signing off~ |
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